starting new semester and yet time flies...

is like just start new semester, and now all assignments and presentations are just in front of me..

no idea how to do it..and mood also..

feel stress and cant cope with all the studies

do not know whether is my problem or other problems...

going to church and hearing the sermon really help me lots...

knowing what God really wanna me to do and act on it..

continuous praying that Abba will changed my heart and thinking..

so that i could understand,not the situation changed but is my heart changing...

今天的心情有点奇怪， 很难形容……

又开始传新帖了，

有人说我都没更新。人就是开始懒了。

hmm....

就从internship说起吧。

3个月的internship就在2个月的时间结束了，

说真的，心情有点矛盾

在工作时就像快结束，

结束后，又有点不舍。

矛盾吧？？！！

在当中，也学习不少，而且还认识新朋友。

internship结束了，我也难免有点开心，因为终于可以大声的说：“我可以用学生卡了。”省不少钱。

学生怎样都是时间比较有弹性，不像做工 9am-5pm。

internship完了，还剩1个月的假期。

读了3年，也还真的没有尝试过有1个月的假期。

终于，假期我来了…………

假期当中，什么也没做。

在家好好的休息

吃饱，睡觉，看戏，上网

轻松。。。。

很快，

假期也结束了

回到学校，又开始忙绿。

功课，assignment，presentation...

可是，时间真的过的好快，

今年，final year了。

然后，又烦要干什么。

这整个假期让我“看见”不少事，

我不知不觉对事物了解了不少

我也终于明白，人，是那样的。

说真的，

心里有点不爽那种散播谣言的人，

可是好像感谢他让我看清更多的事情

很多人都在问我还生气他吗，

我还真怀疑，是他生气我所以散播故事，还是我因为他散播谣言而生气

不管了， 问题在不愉快的情况下也解决了

我觉得，不理会，不发言，不解释是最好的方法。

我高兴，因为也因为这件事，让我知道我真正的知心朋友。

hmm...

所以，

现在的目标就是…………

你猜吧！！！

has been i long time not updating my lovely blog...

end up one month internship with online...

still left 2 months to go..

well..

quite regret, choosing this company..

i thought i could learned up lots of things the end of interns

but it seem like........NO

learned nothing until this moment.

maybe after this will have lots of works

but do not know why

i had lose my motivation

this is the first having this kind of feeling..

i always feel excited in doing things

but this time..

really...lack of motivation

and lack of mood in doing so..

holidays and rest mood is always in my mind..

feel like having a long break before the next sem start

still wondering should i end up my 3 months in wasting my time

or moving from comfort zone to a new situation...

God, lead me and teach me

totally have no idea on it...

Tiring in thinking of it...

left one and half month...

should i continue with it or should i??

today,

five of us met each other in different situation..

should feel happy because finally we met up in KL but all of us meet up is due to one incident

should i consider happy or sad??!!!

everyone have their own plans...

everyone keep their problem in their heart...

i really feel sad when i know it...

really...

i just do not want to lose anything...

i cannot imagine, how was it when everything was just done...

pray hard all this won't happen...

i just believe God will be there right beside us and all the things will not happen on us...

for those that i loved, think twice....

do not do something that you regret throughout your life....

remember....more things are waiting for you to be done...^^

no more student???

or considered as working adult??

start work for almost one month..

well, nothing to do..

wait until task to be given...

left 2 months to end the internship program...

knowing new friends, new environment, everything was new...

somehow, i really hope everything will be moving fast and well...

feel like wanting a holidays...

this year was the first year where we celebrate valentine's day together..

we had been together for more than 2 years but this is the first time we celebrated together..

yeepee...

although we just ate dinner together as a celebration but it is enough...

hope we still can celebrate next year..

what a long time din not writing blog...

busy with exam and all stuff....

final exam??

can i said i made it a mess for the whole final exam...

not sure what am i writing in the exam...

first time having that terrible feeling..

which is not sure pass or fail for the exam...

hope God take good care of those problems...

searching of people to stay in my sis's room for at least 2 months...

hard to get a roommate by the way

and this wasn't make me feel good

where i met lots of problems in the mid..

esp human problems..

hardly deal with human special's behavior

i do hope all these problem will settle down before Feb

sometimes,

human are weird

human can only remembered bad things about the others but not the good things

isn't this weird??!!

bad things come in my mind first before any other thing else...

i wondered why this happen...

somehow,

after final exam on 18th of Jan

will have a great holidays...

stop exam for at least 3 months..

no exam life...

GREAT!!!!

and i pray that God will provide me with the strengths and wisdom to work with others...