nEw sUnDaY

today praise and celebration in church really great...
the songs that being play by worship team really touch my heart a lots...
is really nice...
and message that spoke from pastor is also like spoken to me
because it speak deep into my heart and do not know why..
my heart beat just jump very fast
and the words is like holding my heart..
finally i understand something...

i really want to thanks God because He never let me do something that our of my ability
even if really out of my ability,He will stand beside to give me the strength and support..
God will always lead and guide me
but human will do what they want according to their personal's needs...
they will sacrifice their love ones or everything just to get what they want...
it's really selfish...
and i know i am waiting for God who will always help me
so that i will not fall....
i need patient...no matter what people do to me or say bad about me
i will wait for God's answer...
sorry if i really hurt anyone of who by saying this...
and i song that i sang this morning told me that
God is my healer
God will pick me up when i fall down
God will fill my cup when i am dry..
and for God everything is possible
nothing is impossible for God...
because everything will be shaken
only God's kingdom will not...
a company can be bankrupt but God's market will not...
i hope this message can help those who in needs...

MisS

suddenly a lots of things come into my thought...
there is a lots of thing i really miss....
10 things which i miss are
-my family who stay far from me
-my 4 best friends,i really the time who stay together which full of happiness...really miss ...maybe we might not meet each other all the time but i still want to know what happen to you all
-huge camp,do not know why once i looked at their poster,it really touch my heart again and let
me remembered of that 4 days in Taiping again...because start from that day i really thirst for
God...
-my MCA geng's friends..really miss u guys a lots...so long i have not heard from you all..
especially Hou,yen,yien,thong,jia yiing,jing ying,wei,shirley,min,ju lene,hon lin,wong,jean
MCA friends that i always meet are woon yee,yeow and pit ling...
-my long 'lost' friends,really have a long time din heard from you all...
-my old friends,you know who you are...hope when i go back that time we can go yc again..
-my old life which full of happiness and no problems...i really want to go back old life because
once we growing older and older,problems come to us,"busy" come to us...the word called free
will not come to us...
-my church,really meet the times in church which can learn a lots of things and not stress at all
because it seem like everyone is the same
-my piano which i can release my stress when playing it
-God,maybe nowadays busy with all the college stuff and no more time with God...really miss
the time that i praising Him with my true heart...

when i looked into my friends' blog,most of them seem very sad...
is like full of burdens on them
hope everyone wil have happiness in them again...

rEsuLt

today once after wake up,
saw a lots of messages asking me how was my exam results...
they like more curious than me..
but actually my results will be coming out next week...
so...
i still need to wait...
scare??
i do not think that i scared...
curious??
maybe a little bit...
hope all of my friends will learned something from their results...
and good luck for those who haven got their results..
hope they can get what they want...

cAnc3l3d??

today my accounts class start at 11am until 1pm ,follow by English class at 4pm till 5.30pm and accounting class again from 6pm until 8pm....
but...
i got a message saying that our English class canceled
it's mean that i have to stay in library from 1pm until 6pm just to wait for accounting class...
it is really a long period just to wait for one subject...
i almost spend half of my day in library
but i met one friend that i known him since the first week of school reopen..
really happy...
i feel shock because i do not think that i have any chance to meet them up again...

finally is the time of accounting class...
we went there punctually but the lecturer is not..
we are wondering whether the class is or not...
somehow we still saw him at 7pm..
the way he teach quite good but very boring...
somehow...
today is our first time attending his class...
hope the next lesson will start more early and also end early...

fEeLinG

the hardest thing to control in this world is the feeling of your heart..
you can say hundred or thousand times that dun worry and happy,cheer up
but our heart still will giving us true feeling..
it is not easy to overcome your feeling just in one or two seconds
because we are human...
we always need a lots of times to solve even one single and easy problem
then how about the problems that really out of your control??
Is it as easy as eating or sleeping...
and it is not just one problem that come to me but numerous..
this times really is the true challenge for me...

others will not understand the feeling of me until you really meet it..
others will also not understand me while they are not standing in my positions
if they are standing at my side,they will understand it
but no one will really understand me
because i am jasmine
who will keep all their problems in her heart which no one will ever know

somehow,
i just want to say thank you to all of my dearest friends that really worry about me
i know some of you really pray for me and worried me lots
i just want to say
do not worry,
i will overcome my problem quickly
until the old jasmine coming back to meet all of you
and thanks

agAiN

today
right after my class at 7pm
my mum called me up again...
still bad news...
what can do now??
pray hard...

quite tired because lack of sleeping and
class end very late...
besides,heavy rain...
but luckily my friend's sister fetching me back
if not sure whole body wet...
somehow....
i think i should pray now

eXeRcIsE

praise celebration for today was great...
the song which name 'you alone' really touch my heart a lots..
until i cannot control myself and my tears just keep on coming down...
this song told me that how great is our God and He deserve everything...
and the preaching that preached by pastor really good
the title is called the wise and fool builder...
it is state in Matthew and Luke..
and we should not called God's name without following Him...
what we need is follow Him...

after church service,
i went to condo and start doing exercises like gym and table tennis
pit ling, yeow and me start playing table tennis from around 2pm until 6pm...
its really fun in doing it
but i can sure that my leg will be pain after tomorrow...