whOl3 dAy

wow....
tired...
my main home is like my college
whole day in college...
8.30am went for tennis
then,later got class until 6pm
after class go for choir practice until 7pm
finally...
going back home

tennis is quite fun but is very hard...
the way of standing,the way to hit the balls
need a lots of afford to learn it..
but quite enjoyed learning it...
right after tennis practice
food is really needed by me..
because used it to replace the energy that i have been used...
hehez...

after tutorial class,my course mate(classmate,condo mate and friend)helped me carry my laptop to another class which is long distance from tutorial's class
thanks him here...

after finishing class,i needed to rush to choir practice...
and my laptop is with me again
bringing it along is very troublesome in a raining day to rush for bus
fortunately,
my another course mate also consider as my classmate and also my condo mate helped me to carry back...
thanks him here also...

after choir practice,
i think my body still left 20%
really tired
and the same Wednesday will still coming until December..
hope it will end soon...

coUntdOwN

4 MORE DAYS

i am going to know my results just in 4 days time...
scare??
erm....i think 20%

curious??
i think so....99%...hehez

happy??
if i get good results...

sad??
if i get bad results...

somehow,i still need to wait for it...
so...
must pray hard

mUsIc

today,pit ling,yeow and me went to one music centre to learn instrument
once we reached there,we saw lots of shoes around the main door...
wow!!!
is packed
accidentally,we met out senior
is kinda happy
because we belonged to the same hometown and even same "monkey" girl school
i thought i might have chance to learn something
but unfortunately,
we are late...
we met a lots new friends over there...

and i saw talented people over there...
people who can write songs,people who can played different kind of instruments...
is nice
but quite packed...
if got chance,must try to go there just to meet new friends...hehez...

oVeR

finally everything is over...
this Saturday will be my last performance
and i will be haven TWO practices from tomorrow onward...
i find it quite relax because
last semester, i almost spend half of week for practicing
and yet this semester just two days...
(happy -_-v)
and finally i can concentrate in my study
because everything get tougher and tougher...

and i also want to thanks God for answering my prayer
and also hear my cried....
really want to thanks Him for His mercy over my family...
i got no more family problem...
(happy -_-v)
although still got a lots of assignment,presentation and coursework..
but i still believe that
i can do everything through Him who gives me strength (Philippian 4:13)

tIr3d

the same things keep on soming to my mind...
i really feel tired in it...
coursework
homework
assignment
presentation
hoo...........
everything come in just within this 3 weeks of study..
really tired about that...
do not know why...
feel tired and no mood to do all this...
i think i might get bad results for this semester...
because i can admit there i don't put much afford in it...
HELP....HELP...
really need help...
but i think only me jasmine can help myself.....

fOrc3

first semester was ended but very fast
now is the third week of second semester...
today i really got no mood
people like playing fool on me...
maybe i am stupid i think
and i am immature...
but why can they just make a conclusion on me
and assumed that i will agreed with them also
but what if i said no...
i really don't like and feel angry about that...
i don't like the feeling that being forced...
just let me know
but do not do it under my unconscious...
i am a easy get bully person but do not meant that everyone of you have chance or priority to bully me
i am that easily get bullied....
sorry for saying straightly here...
hope everyone who know me really understand what i mean...

nEw sUnDaY

today praise and celebration in church really great...
the songs that being play by worship team really touch my heart a lots...
is really nice...
and message that spoke from pastor is also like spoken to me
because it speak deep into my heart and do not know why..
my heart beat just jump very fast
and the words is like holding my heart..
finally i understand something...

i really want to thanks God because He never let me do something that our of my ability
even if really out of my ability,He will stand beside to give me the strength and support..
God will always lead and guide me
but human will do what they want according to their personal's needs...
they will sacrifice their love ones or everything just to get what they want...
it's really selfish...
and i know i am waiting for God who will always help me
so that i will not fall....
i need patient...no matter what people do to me or say bad about me
i will wait for God's answer...
sorry if i really hurt anyone of who by saying this...
and i song that i sang this morning told me that
God is my healer
God will pick me up when i fall down
God will fill my cup when i am dry..
and for God everything is possible
nothing is impossible for God...
because everything will be shaken
only God's kingdom will not...
a company can be bankrupt but God's market will not...
i hope this message can help those who in needs...