FriEnDs

i know there is a lots of things happened in 5 of us....
really a lots...
arguments
happiness
sadness
misunderstanding
but i really miss the time that we spend together as best friend....
as Kelven said.....
he still miss the time that we yc together....
to my friend,
Pit Ling,
you did a lots things for me....
too much until i cant count it out
i appreciate what you did for me...
thanks....
i think is time for me to solve my problem by myself....
somehow just thanks...

Jared,
as you know,
you are my special friend...
you also did a lots of things for me...
take care of me
spending time,money on me
share my problems...
really thanks....
i hope you will forgive what i did
and hope that i still can be your best friend
share our problems together....
miss the time we are best friend...
somehow thanks....

David,
long lost David....
so long i have not been hearing from you...
do not know whether you are good or bad....
just wanna ask whether you are ok or not...
maybe my previous careness is not suitable and not enough for you
but hope you still understand what i did...
i apologize for what i had did...
sorry and thanks

Kelven,
you always look happy and funny in our group...
but now you seem like got lots of problems....
so long did not see you...
how was you there??
last night i only start to know you got lots of problems...
too slow only get the news right??
just commit everything to God
he know what you need
as you write in your blog....
He understand and solve all the problems
He so mighty....
nothing is impossible for him right???

miss you guys very much...
when is the next time that we can gather together again???
next year???
or coming Christmas??
let me know -_-v

stIlL tIr3d

first of all....
wanna wish

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to DAVID
may God bless you in everything

still tired all the day...
i feel like the time is not enough...
24 hours per day is too little
still got lots of things haven done....
do not know wanna finish which first...
my day start from 8.30am till 10.55pm.....
is almost using up my half of my day...
really miss the time that i can spend my time doing things that i like...

today just went for discipleship problem...
really learned a lots of things that i do not know.....
spiritual things,reaching to people....and so on....
although is tired....but i just want to thanks God that He still give me the strength...

i just got the news that Higher Ground is going to have Christmas celebration soon....
unfortunately,i cant join it....
my schedule is totally pack with things....

suddenly a lots of things come into my thought....
sometimes,i just feel that i am useless in some thing
useless in making decision
i afraid that wrong decision will be made....
that is why,
sometimes i do not make decision
but who can understand me??
this time i really feel hard to express my feeling
and i cant even have idea in how to advice people....
i realized that human like to stay in their own world when they meet problems
they just cant walk out from it...
i know sometimes is hard
is hard to let go something
but is it really important??
just ask yourselves what is important in your life....
money???
love???
friends???
study??
good result???
better job???
do not get influence by the world...
be yourselves
and try to think what you need in your life
something thing might look like important in your life....
but do u really thought of it ??
human's heart is hard to guess....
thinking too much might get me into confusion....
my life began complicated when getting older...
i do not know what to do sometimes...
is this the testing that given by God to me???
He planned something for me??
just feel like want to know it...
but time is the one that can prove everything to me....

tired is the last word i can said.....
TIRED

fOrTunAte or uNfOrtUnaTe

today just finished my bm presentation....
more relaxing now....
but the presentation is looked like last minute work....
somehow finished presented it...
since last time i am still wondering how am i looking when wearing skirt to college...
ugly??
super ugly???
but finally the shameful time passed...
finished presented and no more skirt in college....
happy....

annual general meeting for international business society was held today....
i thought i just went there for ATTENDANCE and also sleeping....
i thought there is no relation with me
and feel like going back to the second day of orientation....
really look alike...
time passed very fast....
now is the second semester
today is annual general meeting and not orientation anymore
do not know wanna take is a fortunate thing or not...
i got the post as treasurer for this society....
is one of the plan for me also...
i got no confident and do not know anything bout this post....
treasurer is a common post
but i do not know how its work in this society....
i think i can only try my best doing it....

tireD

today is a tired day....
i din sleep for more than few hours
and i only slept at this morning 6.30am....
and woke up at 9 something...
fantastic???
i think is more to crazy...
i thought after few hours later,
my energy will be using up
thank God....
until this moment i still quite active
QUITE active....
just went back from farewell party....
for others,
maybe is totally no more energy
but God still provide me with His strength so that i can finished all my work for presentation....
i am still thinking what will happen tomorrow
because tomorrow will be my first time wearing formal skirt to college....
i feel shameful for that....
hope tomorrow will be my first time wearing that and will be my last time wearing that also...

m3mOrAbLe sUnday-part 2

today service end quite early....
quite a lot of things happened this Sunday....
i really cried out when i hug pastor Sharon...
i really both of them a lots
although i just knew them for around half a year....
but i had a deep feeling in them....
they are my second spiritual father and mother...
is like when i met problem,
i do not even said out
they will just knew it....
they are so caring and loving
they always prayed for me when i really needed prayer....
really miss them....
i know what pastor said is true....
this is temporary earth for us to stay in...
we should rejoice for them
because they are following God's footstep...

after service,
we went for movie again....
do u think that we are rich???
no la....is just to relax ourselves
after movie is around 11pm....
we rush for monorel and lrt...
unfortunately,
we miss them....
the lrt's station was closed.....
what can we do???
went back to monorel's station then go back by taxi...
first time watched movie until that late
and just 3 of us....
yeow , Ivan and me....
is fun....

rUshInG

these two days keep on rushing for bm assignment....
too many things haven do....
a lots of information haven search....
is like huge work....
haiz.....
i am so blur doing it....
i totally got no idea in doing it....
really do not know what to do....
blank in my mind....
who can help me??
really need help
and this assignment need to pass up by coming Tuesday..

sTorY

i realized that our life full of stories....
everything that i had experience is all my stories...
all these stories is all include us....
behind us,
sure got some stories which are so memorable...
sometimes joke down all the stories are fun
because when we looked back
it is so 'cute' that we will did so....
do not ignore the old stories....
you might be surprised that all these are God wants to teach you through them...
so...
stories from the past can give us pointers for the present...