sHoCk

i feel shock when hearing the news from my best friend,pit ling
early in the morning
before went for church,
pit ling went into my room and start telling me everything
i really shock of it
is like so fake
but actually it is true...
not fake...
so unbelievable
may God bless her in everything
no matter what she did will just following God's footstep
hope this is from God's view but not by her own view....

pit ling,
God bless you....

cOmInG

today
two of my friends coming to KL
they are from kuantan
happy to meet them
but we seem strange when we meet each others...
we like do not know each others well...
quite disappointed with that...
i thought we still can stay together and talking like last time
but everything was changed....

before we take dinner together...
pit ling,Ivan and me when shopping again...
as usual...
spending time there
we also went for 'one life'
is really nice...
i really like fall into their situation...
i got negative in HIV/AIDS
but pit ling and Ivan got positive in HIV/AIDS
hehez....
finally i learned something after 'one life's program

Jas,pIt lInG aNd iVan's Hands....

around 7pm
we rush for that dinner
i thought we are late
but somehow,
still got late comers
i do not have chances to have conversation with them
hope i still have chance to meet them and start crapping ....

ThAnK yOu aNd SoRrY

thank you and sorry are the simplest word...
but it is hard for us to say it out....
why??
some of us shy to said it out...
some of us think that say these two words are very shameful...
do you ever know that this two simple word can touch people's heart or even show how much you appreciate what they did for you...

do not let other reasons to block you from saying these two words out from your mouth...
do not think that the person will know you will said so to them,even though you did not say it out
maybe some of my friends think that it is not necessary to say thanks and sorry
but i think these two words are important....

say too much of it will not affect anything from you....
therefore,
start from today onward
practice saying thanks and sorry....

uNlUcKiLy daY

today my class started at 8am....
i had set my plenty of alarm to 6.30am
so that i can prepared myself earlier...
but....
maybe too tired..
i wake up at 7.15am....
when i saw my clock showing 7.15am
i wake up in advance and prepared myself quickly....
and yet i can finished preparing at 7.30am....
then,
i still late
because this morning,
the lift broke down
so,
my housemate and me walked from floor 7 until car park b2
add together 9 floors...
really a good exercise early in the morning....

finally finished BISA test....
feel more relaxing
not that stress
not sure can pass or not
hope can pass it....

just wanna thanks all of our friends for your caring and supporting....
the operation for today very good....
thanks that keep on asking how was it....
and thanks for your prayer....
finally,
something is settle down right now....

is sad that when my friends left me one by one....
i really don't like the feeling of leaving
i can get this feeling
when after i finished my studied in primary school....
although still in the same hometown
but still miss them
then leaving after form 5....
everyone going to different places to continues their studies....
is hard to meet them...
everyone got different holidays....
everyone look busy
include me myself....
super miss my friends there is leaving last time and now....

sUpEr.................

today..

us again....pit ling,Ivan and me

take dinner at Pizza Hut....

is fun also....

after we finished order Pizza,

the waiter just double confirmed with us 

is it true for the order.....

because only 3 of us

and we had order 3 regular Pizza

then 2 mushroom soup,coke and bread......

the waiter just get shock of it...

but we really can finished it....

are we super good in eating???

hehez....

raining almost half of the day....

we used almost half an hour only can get taxi.....

with quite a lots of stuff together....

but is good...

because i can enjoy myself in the presence of rain

fIsH???

what is fish??

not the fish that we can get in the sea or any other places.....

is so called embarrassing....

today pit ling , Ivan and me went to KLCC.....

before this

we planned to go Canaan Land

but unfortunately...

is off.....

we manage to walked a few round in the book store....

then we planned to go another bookstore

something 'fish' happened....

i saw someone walked out from the bookstore and almost knock on the door....

he thought it was the electronic door....

but actually the door is just beside that "electronic door"

we almost smiled whole day for that incident....

later on

we watched wushu before went home

is nice...

still ok....

waiting for more movie coming out soon.....

lIfE

i really can learned in discipleship programme ....
learned a lots of things
i found out that the story or testimony was touching....
talking how a girl helped her friend and she herself get caught...
and ran through all the tough life....
compared to me...
mine was much more easy...

what is life???
i keep on asking myself this question....
is this a hard question???
maybe yes
maybe no

when i thought back last time,
i am those selfish person
i won care what happen in this world
or even what happened in you....
but i found that i start to change
i start to care about others
i start to asked how are you....
more often compared to last time
but is this the right way changing to more caring??
or is just bringing me more problem??
cant answer for it....

i feel is a bit of tough in the subject that i learned in this semester....
feel that getting tougher ,tougher and tougher....
got limit time....
the time that i spend with God getting lesser and lesser...
but i am happy that He still be with me...
renew my soul
refresh my mind as well
when i really meet problem....
i can remembered he told us that
*the LORD gives strength to His people,the LORD blessed his people with peace* which state in Psalm 29:11
always remember this verse...