tIm3

today is 4th of December....
year 2008 coming to the end
time passed really fast...
i had been staying KL for 7 months
and i almost finished 2nd semester of my course....

by the way,
Christmas is also coming soon
every year just waiting for this day....
do not know what will happen on that day....
as usual,
i will spend my Christmas at my home church
although i might get something new in my second church but i still miss my home church
i grow from there,a small church
although is small
i really learned a lots of things
and also know lots of friends from there....
is the place where i can start my christian life again....
although its takes my 3 hours journey back
but the place still kept inside my heart all the times....

going back to Kuantan on Christmas
wanna meet my friends again....
miss them so much....
hope to see them soon.....

WoRds

i learned something from previous cell group session
in Roman 12:2
it said that 'do not conform any longer to the pattern in this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is........His good,pleasing and perfect will'
sometimes we might follow the pattern of this world,
we do not know whether it is correct or not
somehow,we just follow it because others is doing the same thing also...
but sometimes it is a mistake in God's eye and yet we do not know and keep on doing it....
therefore,
we must renew our mind,
so that we might follow His view...

sometimes
the words speak out from our mouth really hurt someone
and yet we don't even know that
do not ever know that the words that you speak might come true....
therefore do not speak bad words or curse others
because all the cursing that speak out from your mouth might come true....

start from today,
speak out those beautiful word which can touch others' heart
^_^v

lOnG

it is almost one week i had not been online
because of network problems
quite troublesome without internet
not manage to get information for studied used...

i really got not much time for this semester
i got no more time to do other things
is my fault if i did not do my part at home
i am like standing at the top of mountain
like no other way for me walk through
i am afraid that i cannot manage to understand the topic that teacher teaching
plenty of homework
a tons of it....
really much...
pray that with His strength i can understand what is teaching by lecturer....

fAmIlY

thank God....
my dad recovered much more faster than other patients that got the same illness....
he is resting in my aunt's house
i feel more relaxing now
i am not that afraid like last time
i scare of losing him...
he is the best father....
he treat me the best...
he is happy when seeing 3 of us standing in front of him and take care of him....
just wanna thank God for hearing my prayer and answering my prayer
i been prayed for at least one month
He know that i am crying in my heart for all the problems that i met...
thank you,Father....

tIr3d

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
YEE SHAN

today,
i went for tennis practice
really learned something....
at least i know some of the skill in playing tennis
although is tired but feel happy after learning it
i had been trying my best to learn tennis
tennis is a tiring and hard sport
it is not easy for me
but still need to try it...

after tennis,
i study for my coming account exam and also presentation
feel scared
scare to talk in front of everyone,especially my classmates
but the same verse come into my mind again
Phillipian 4:13
by faith i think i can do it....

sHoCk

i feel shock when hearing the news from my best friend,pit ling
early in the morning
before went for church,
pit ling went into my room and start telling me everything
i really shock of it
is like so fake
but actually it is true...
not fake...
so unbelievable
may God bless her in everything
no matter what she did will just following God's footstep
hope this is from God's view but not by her own view....

pit ling,
God bless you....

cOmInG

today
two of my friends coming to KL
they are from kuantan
happy to meet them
but we seem strange when we meet each others...
we like do not know each others well...
quite disappointed with that...
i thought we still can stay together and talking like last time
but everything was changed....

before we take dinner together...
pit ling,Ivan and me when shopping again...
as usual...
spending time there
we also went for 'one life'
is really nice...
i really like fall into their situation...
i got negative in HIV/AIDS
but pit ling and Ivan got positive in HIV/AIDS
hehez....
finally i learned something after 'one life's program

Jas,pIt lInG aNd iVan's Hands....

around 7pm
we rush for that dinner
i thought we are late
but somehow,
still got late comers
i do not have chances to have conversation with them
hope i still have chance to meet them and start crapping ....