mOoD

we got a lots of different mood in our daily life
sad...
bad...
happy...
confuse...
and so on.......
sometimes
we might sad in this moment
but suddenly will change to happy next moment...

some of us might get controlled by their own feeling or mood......
when we are happy,
we will treat everyone better...
but when we are in sad mood...
we will put all our mood to everything around us...
for example,
when we are angry,
then we might scold someone

we should not let feeling or mood control us...
we should control them....
do you know when all the feeling control us...
we might do something hurts...
but forever we won realized it....

the words that speak out is the easiest way to hear others...
mouth and heart is directly related...
what your heart think,
your mouth will speak it out....
do not let your heart let your mouth unclean....

Sunday's messages really speak into my heart...
its said that
stay in faith and do what the Word says,rather than doing what you feel...
we are all inexperienced in too much of life to be without a guide.
therefore,
God's Word is the guide...

cHaNgE

everything was changed in my blog except all the post...
for me is the big changes
because i really don't have good skill in making it to old blog again
and its almost taken me few hours to finished going this blog...
take times
but when i look it again...
its does not wasting my time...

blog change....
my life also change...
since i know Him
my life change...
my life change to more challenging
somehow i learned lots in all the challenge that i met..
my life seem to be more challenging...
so...
is it good??

beside,
my hairstyle also change
today went for hair cutting
sad....
the girl don't cut my hair into what i wanted
not really nice...
wanna back my old hairstyle
T.T
hope my hair will grow faster....

someone
who know me well...
wanted me to left my problems to him...
thanks lots
he so understand me
when i stuck in the middle between friends
he help me...
when i cried
he just sat beside me and hear all my problems...
he try to help me solve everything secretly...
when i wanna this and that
he will try to get it for me...

it seem like everything changed...
no matter what change in my life
just pray that the friendship between me and my friends will never change...
it will just be the same...

dReAm

is normal that we have a dream...
my dream always come true
after few days sure will happened after few days later...
is true...
somehow i don't believe too much on my dream...

is not wrong to believe what you dream
but do not believe too much in it
because maybe it is fate
if is true then nothing
but what if it is fate??
u might disappointed...

sometimes
i cannot recognise whether the dream is given by God or is just a normal dream
i cannot differentiate it...
maybe i still do not have a close relationship with God
therefore i cannot differentiate it
but dream somehow is just a dream

therefore
pray hard to differentiate which is the vision and which is the dream...

tOdAy

noone else can ever give me the feeling when i am worship...
the feeling while i am worshiping is undescribable
sometimes touch
sometimes really is like wanna jump around...
sometimes wanna cry...
lots more...
today while worshiping,
i saw myself standing in front of the cross
i look tiny and small
and the cross look so large....
large until i cannot see the top...

message for today sermon is nice
i really learned something after the messages
we are told that not to do thing by following our feeling but using God's Word....
sometimes
we do doing things by following our feeling
therefore easily got into wrong step
but with His Word
this can be avoid...
so...
His Word in our lives is very important...
must read it...

SuRpRiC3

surprise???
i always wondering what is the feeling when you really got the surprise from
family??
lover??
best friends??
friends??
the feeling is really nice....
because is like they did lots of things without telling you...

to :my friend (you know who you are)
i really feel surprise when i got the key chain from you...
i did not expect that you bought it and keep it until today...
really surprise...
i feel shock at the same time
you told me that it is a empty box
but when i hold it...
it does not seem empty
and once i opened it...
is the key chain and this is the forth key chain you had given to me
i thought you will wait and buy together with me
but ....everything was perfectly planned by you
i know you understand me very well....
without saying a word,
you can guess what am i trying to say next..
but i cannot....
am i look poor in it??
am i still lack of understanding??
hope there will be no argument between us
because of my slow reaction in understand you or my slow thinking....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
WOON YEE

hope all your dreams come true...

aGaIn

today,
i meet him again
is quite long din meet him...
and we go time square for movie again....
before that,
we visited his house
and we really decided to shift there next year
nice environment
and i think God will plan for us....
maybe He has another plan for us....

we almost spend whole day in time square
really got lots of things wanna buy
but at the end don't even buy a thing....
is hard....

then,at 7.30pm
i watched movie with Ivan ,Pit Ling and Eric....
Bolt is a funny and cute movie...
don't feel sleepy when watching it....
so...
if got any chance must try to watch that movie...