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today,
just spend almost my whole day at Time Square again..
i went with Ivan...
really bought lots of things
is like almost finish preparing things for Chinese New Year...
did not spend much
but can bought lots....
and of cause must thank him for choosing most of things for me
because i really got no idea in buying clothes
beside,
i think i don't have better taste like him...

after finished buying things
we went for movie
"The Day the Earth stood still"
the story is short
and is like cutting down a lots of story until that short
overall still ok...
and waiting free time to watch Bedtimes story....

SuRpRis3-pArT 2

today is Christmas
the day that i have been waiting for many long...
somehow...
today just passed by normal day...
something that different is he is celebrating the Christmas with me...
he spend his whole day with me...
we just did nothing....
watching some of the series movie....

he is a really nice guy that i had met...
he give me those comfortable feeling when spending time with him...
he won force me to do anythings that i don't like...
he really treat me good...
today,
he is giving me another surprise...
this is the second surprise that he gave to me since i know him...
he is introducing me another friend,Patrick...
a super cute dog...
i really shock
because as usual...
after i finish settle down everything
i will just continue the movie
then suddenly...
he is telling me that he wanna introduce a dog for me
i thought i heard wrong or what
then,
he shown cute Patrick
really cute
thank you so much for doing such lots of things for me...

cHrIstMaS

MERRY　CHRISTMAS
to
MY FRIENDS...

i celebrate my Christmas at hotel...
everything like so different
although the event at here is much more interesting
the venue is like much more grand
the people here more cloud
but the feeling that i have is totally different
i really miss my home church a lots...
my friends are all there
is like more comfortable celebrate with them
a lots of around me at KL here
but i am still like celebrate alone
wanna joined them...
long time did not go yc with them....
last time i am the one who helped in Christmas
but now is my turn sitting down to see the performances
hope that i can joined them next year...

today messages and all the event run through really touch my heart
don't know why
just feel touching...
i just remembered few sentences

we may seem different on the outside
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but inside all the same
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Christmas is about giving and giving no matter what...

cHrIsTmAS EvE

yeepee............
today is Christmas eve
Christmas coming
waiting for it since long long time ago
and yet tonight is my home church's celebration
really feel miss them....
really is my first time not involving in their celebration
i still remembered past few years i am involving in the drama...
hehez....
funny acting from my friends....
love to see them act in drama....
this year cannot make it....
is ok...
i will try my best to join them next year...

some of my friends asked me...
why did not go back??
my friends in kuantan thought i busy....
but some of my other friends
thought i did not go back is because of someone...
but how can them so confirmed about this??
they know me??
boring in explaining why did not go back to them....

somehow....
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO MY FRIENDS....

lOv3 hUrtS

i find this article was nice when i reading on it....
is about love hurts....

sometimes love sure hurts!
the mother and father were expressing the difficulties and heartaches of guiding their children through their teen years...
the couple was expressing the sadness when moving along with her/his partner....
the person was expressing the difficulties of joining their friends...
maybe if we did not love them quite so much, it would not be so hard...
even though love brings pain and sorrow,what would life be without it??

someone said this:

to love at all is to be vulnerable
love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly be broken
if you want to make sure of keeping it intact,
you must give your heart to no one,
no even an animal
wrap it carefully around with hobbies and little luxuries
avoid all entanglements
lock it up safe in the case or coffin of your selfishness

but what is the point of your life if we keep on closing our heart to love anyone of them??
to love is to take risks
to expose our hearts
sometimes it hurts!!
but this is because we care for them too much...


therefore,
truly loving that spouse,that teenager,that neighbor,that friends
and it's better than locking your heart in the coffin or self -centeredness
because
nothing costs as much as loving
except no loving

mOod.....

finally,
timetable for examination is released...
can say happy because everything was settle down before Chinese New Year....
is unhappy because it seems like everything packed together...
if i really cannot finished revision before exam
then i think i not manage to score for that subject
somehow,
i think now is the time i really need to put more effort in it....
because i really have no confident in it....

i quite unhappy with one of the member in our assignment group
what she did really sorry.....
since last semester until this semester still in the same group as her....
i really not agree with it...
she thought what she did is correct and don't even asked comment from 3 of us
end up...
we need to redo and correct it again
and until now she still haven send the information to me...
then??
what i can say about her???
hope forever she will not be in the same group as me

the third thing is our account teacher....
he thought who he is
the way he teaches really effective
but his attitude super bad...
he don't ever think that his attitude got problem
but he just point his finger at us and said we are wrong
what type of teacher is this....
really.....
if i am not under my control,
i think he already got shoot by me....

cHrIstMaS??

yeow and me went to Christmas party which held at our neighbour's house who is also our church members.....
is fun...
although is quite a simple Christmas party but it really nice...
its really look like the real Christmas...
count downing for 25th of December....
waiting for it since long time ago....
woohoo.....
still got few more days to go....

there is Christmas celebration

DATE : 24th of DECEMBER 2008
VENUE : Kuala Lumpur International Hotel
TIME : 7.30pm (pre-event)
8.30pm

all are welcome....

sometimes i feel like it is important to make myself free on Sunday or those important days...
i must make sure that i am free on those days...
no matter how busy or how tired am i..
there is no excuses for me to "take leave" on those day...
i feel like there is no other things are much more important...
unless really have something much more important...
somehow
just depend on you in how to look at things
different people have different view
therefore,
all the above just what i think...