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Monday, January 5, 2009

kINdn3sS

i find this article nice when i read at it...
the title is kindness cannot wait...
you might know those thoughtful words you want to say to someone who has been especially nice???
or that encouraging note you plan to write to a friends who seems a little down??
or you might plan to your friends or sms your friends who look down??
you might want to do those acts of kindness now
because you never know when it might be too late...

as we think about taking action on our kind intentions,we can learn from others
for example,
got one businessman normally did not sign his workers' paychecks..
one day,
he did so..
the regular signatories were out of the office
so he took over the task
when he sign the checks,
he took extra effort to attach a note to each check
expressing thanks to his employees for their services..
the next day Mr. Charles died unexpectedly,
but before that he had personally given a final word of thanks in those notes to everyone on his staff...

so..
take the time today to write note of appreciation or to do a special kindness for someone you love...
Don't wait until it's too late to be kind

looking to another's need
making story pathways smoother
by a gentle word or deed




it is never too soon to be kind
but it can be too late



Sunday, January 4, 2009

coMinG

14th of January is the first day of my final exam...
scare and worried bout it...
is left few more days to it...
am i manage to score??
this is the question that first came into my mind
because until this moment
i have not putting much in it
is like no confident at all
somehow
still need to try my best in it
and when Ivan spend his time study with me
some of the points really can remembered in my mind
because he is using some of the way to explain to me
and yet i remembered it
thanks...for spending time going revision with me...
really helps...

after my final exam is Chinese New Year....
is not as excited as last time
is like the environment surrounding me do not have the mood of Chinese New Year...
for me is like...Chinese New Year still a normal and simple days for me
nothing much...
and when Chinese New Year start
my college's holidays started...
i have more than one month of holiday
is long
and still long
have nothing do
thought of working at KL
but i do not know where am i going to work
have no idea
when back kuantan also will spend all my time in sleeping
eating
watching movie
and also playing games
feel like meaningless...
when i busy with studied,
will always have a thought of wanting holidays
when holidays come,
want studied days....
human...............

sometimes just feel like do not spend too much times in kuantan
school reopen
everyone busy with their STPM exam and all that
is not as free as me...
somehow
sometimes just miss all my kuantan's friends a lots
because..
is around 6 months i am not seeing them
is long...
this times going back
must meet them...

somehow
this long term of holidays
giving me some challenge
last time i had the experienced of this challenge
but i just feel like this times is much more different
do not know why
i should feel more hard in that previous challenge because is long term...
and yet now only one month which is in short term...
but just feel like hard
really hard...
do not know what will happened...
cannot predict it
and hope the previous problem will not came back to me...
which is uncomfortable
those misunderstanding is hard to solve
unless strong trusting really have...
somehow..
after this there will be much more easy way for me...

yesterday,
Kelven is asking me whether wanna visit somewhere when we are in college's holidays
i really have no idea...
he is telling me if i go
then all will go...
who is the persons who considered 'all'??
the original 5 persons included me or??
i really have no idea...
i still do not understand why...
things come to like this...
just a simple and easy problem
and its come to complicated and hard problems..l
friends in your mouth is coming this way??
there is no forgiveness in your heart???
sometimes
maybe the words that spoke out from my mouth is quite hurt and harshing
but
i am NOT those who simply scold out some bad words unless it is really out of my limitations...
something that you did really out of my limitations
and yet until this moment
you still think that i am who make all this happened
i am the one who did wrong
i am the one should handle all this problems...
some unexplainable thought came into my mind...
for me,
friends are so important
i did not want to lose anyone of you...
but do you really appreciate it??
all you do not care about it??
what is the meaning of friend in your heart???
answer it and you will know it...
that problems is dragging from last year until this year
some of my friends such as pit ling and kelven is helping me to solve it
but it helps nothing...
no effect
i thought you will understand everything and have much more mature thought
somehow
i think i am wrong in that perceptive...
no matter how...
this is only the feeling of my heart
not to dumb anyone...

9 more days to final exam

Saturday, January 3, 2009

eAt???

today
once i wake up
have the thought of wanna eat KFC
wow...
is like suddenly have so many foods come into my mind
and these few days keep on eat,eat and eat....
and suddenly can feel hungry...
because few weeks
i really like no mood to eat...
and these few days come back to normal...
keep on eating...

so...
Ivan and me purposely went to Jusco to eat KFC...
^_^V
happy...
because when i said wanna eat this and that
then,
normally it will happened...
is like yesterday
thought of eating sushi
then end up really eat sushi...

somehow,
i just miss kuantan's food
almost 4 months of not eating them
waiting for semester break
and wanna try all the foods that i miss in kuantan...

Friday, January 2, 2009

toDaY

today

suddenly have the thought of eating sushi...
miss sushi lots...
finally...
have the chance to eat it
Ivan and me purposely went to sg wang to eat sushi buffer
super fulled
need 10 more extra days to keep fit
T.T
but is nice
almost finished 20++ plates
are we good in eating it??
^_^v

meet some funny things while in sg wang and of course on the way back
the first thing is the sales person can wait for 'love' letter...
asking him whether got this type of things
he just straight away say no
is like do not want to sell things

the second salesman is we are looking for shoes
but he suddenly recomment short pant for us...
is like....ehem...

the third thing is 
today is my first time went back by taxi with their whole family inside the taxi
just feel like we are light bulb
is funny
should change another taxi 

somehow
today have lots of FIRST time
^_^V

aPoLogIz3

i think i need to apologize to you...

is true that everyone have their own secret...
i should not force you to tell me or what
because you did not even force me before...
am i bad??
i think so...
just feel guilty when you let me see
because i just feel like it is not by willingness is by force...
and even me myself also have secret right???
do not know...
the screen just keep on came into my mind
i just cannot forget it
maybe is the first time i force my beloved one to do what they are not willing to do...
maybe yes
maybe no...
i will remembered that night forever...
sorry once again..

today
when sir asking us what he did wrong
some thought come into my mind
sometimes
i just felt like we are too over in treating teacher in this way
but sometimes
i just cannot accept how he treat us
i remembered one brother in Christ said to me
must accept the way that teacher teach
then only you will like that subject
maybe start from now i should accept who he is
still fell guilty when i treat him the way that is not teaches by He...
should apologize to him here

every times 
when i did something that away from His teaching and way of doing things
guilty
sorriness 
and so on come into my mind
wanna follow His way
but not by my way

11 days to final exam

Thursday, January 1, 2009

FirsT dAy

today is the first day of 2009

time pass really fast
is 2009 now
everything was new
everything is like starting from the beginning again
start from today onward
need to have planned those to-do list
so that end of the year 2009
what i planned will be done....

he is coming to my house today
i do not know about it at all
i thought i was dreaming
i thought today was friday
because he promised me will be coming on friday
but....
he is coming today
quite happy...^_^v
spending whole day with him
beside,
eat steamboat as dinner
just two of us
super full for me
i think after this meal
i need more days to keep  fit
T.T

12 days to final exam

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

31st DEC

today will be the last day for 2008....
going to end everything..
everything that happened this year will be past
but what i doing now still in present
waiting for future...
wish??
dream??
lots for next year...
waiting for it to come...

i think i still left one more thing that haven settle down...
friend's problem
maybe you think i am wrong saying those words to you...
and you think that if i really treat you as friend,
those words will not come out from my mouth...
right??
just say sorry to you here...
maybe you think is not enough...
but is your choice to choose forgive me or not...
won force you to forgive me
just hope we are still friend...
if i know this will be the end of our friendship...
then,
i will not choose as what i did that day...
because i don't hope friendship just end so...
somehow..
this is all i can do...
and if you still making the same decision
then...
this is what you choose...

somehow...
new year coming
i need to look forward but not backward...
waiting new thing come into my life...

thanks Emily..
thanks for your advice
really happy that i still have chance to talked to you
really miss you...
and all of my friends...
although not going back kuantan even have holidays
but i still super miss you all
waiting for the days that i really can crapping with all of you...
always miss the times that we spend together

HAPPY NEW YEAR

13 days to final exam