oNe sUbjEcT

finished one subject
still got 5 more to go...
hoo....
have to put more effort in coming 5 subjects
so that
i can pass all the subject

today
once after finished exam
wow....
is like super packed
the bus is like fulled until.....
especially wangsa and gk bus...
super packed
everyone is like rushing for it...
included me also
luckily
i manage to get into the third bus
if not
i think won be back that early...

Tomorrow
will be the
first day of final exam

sOrRY

do not know why
just feel like so sorry to you...
you are the one that needed to settle everything down
those bad decision that made by us needed to settle down by you also...
just feel so sorry about this
i know you are totally tired all about this
me too....
finally...
final decision was made...
although many things have been changed
but i really learned something after all this happened...
sometimes is hard to control my tear to drop down
but still need to control it...
i know you sure don't disagree with it...
but i know you sure know what i am thinking right??
somehow
i represent everyone who involve include me also say sorry to you...
it is still begin by me....

sEtTlE

finally everything was settle down in those unwanted way...
this is not i want actually
but is good also because Rm100 can let me see through so many things
is worth...
i can paid for it just to learn an experienced...
somehow
happy also...
because he is there be with me when meet problems
this is the first time i saw Ivan angry and really like no mood
every times
he can solve and recover very fast
but this time
needed one day,i think....
this is what i feel
maybe wrong
maybe right....

2 more days to exam...
really scare and afraid
i think this time i cannot put too many expectation in it...
really do not have too much confident
somehow,
i will just try my best in doing it
and you too...(you know who you are)
don't like previous semester,
study hard lo...^_^v

ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHO TAKING EXAM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
MY 'OLD' AND BEST FRIEND
Jonathan

may God bless you in everything

tIrEd

i just feel tired in all these things
do not know why
i just feel like there is no-one understand what am i doing now...
everyone is like throwing problems
but not trying to solve it...
only God always there be with me
help me
but not pointing fingers to me
sometimes just feel disappointed with peoples and things
hard to explain thing out from my heart
hard to let people know what i am facing
hard to said out the real feeling of my heart
is just hard...
except God who is so understanding
today while i am praying
i saw God holding my hand and walk with me towards the long pathway
in front of me is a beautiful and big sunset...
everything was so beautiful
and this is beautiful screen that i ever saw
but when i turn back
i saw everything was destroy
the people are all suffered
everything was turn to grey
nothing is with colour
so much different between the screen in front and behind...
but no matter how bad the screen behind
God is still with me...

FrOm sTrEnGTh tO sTreNgTH

we are the people eho live from strength to stength...
With God ,we can do everything from strength to strength....
in Psalm 84:5-7,
"Blessed are those whose strength is in you,
who have set their heart on pilgrimage
as they pass through the Valley of Baca
they make it a place of springs
the autumn rains also cover it with pools
they go from strength to strength
till each appears before God in Zion.."

Blessed are those who put their strength in Lord
we must always moving ,learning and of course have a humble heart
and must never stop learning and growing
Baca inside the scripture means any difficulty of our life...
As they pass through the valley of Baca,
they are the one who makes the place there to spring...
means
we are also the one who can make the bad situation into good when we face difficulty
we must refuse to have personal thinking to determine our passion and faith
we must believe that we can everything to spring when we pass through the Valley of Baca
the Holy Spirit will just give us rain and water when we are dry in someplace of our life
if we just commit everything to God and let Him put His strength to us
we could just turn everything to spring when we meet problems
and we will find that we are growing from strength to strength

in Proverb13:12 said that Hope deferred makes the heart sick,but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life...