fiNisHeD

finally,
one presentation had been finished...
is tiring
but still cannot rest
because more and more work and presentation coming...
still left one for this week
the organization and human resource's presentation...
hope can finish it by tonight....
i wanna SLEEP!!!

pRoBlEmz

i just passed this few days with ivan...
feel like comfortable
because he know what i am thinking and
i do not need to explain what am i doing for all the moment...
people looking at me just feel that i change my attitudes to bad or even worst...
but who can understand the real reasons that i did all this??
only guessing fall on their mind which are so incorrect from mine...

most probably,
we spend much times in eating...
only he will bring me to eat all those different kinds of foods...
we are eating steamboat buffer last Saturday...
wow....
me and him eating 7 scope of ice cream per person..
around 4 plates of different kinds of foods like taufu,eggs....so on...
then,
he is eating almost 2 plates of 'lala'
after taking this dinner,
i think i need to spend around 1 months to keep fit....
T.T

the second problem is shifting problem
the agreement for this current house is going to finish
and now
the problems comes...
where am i going to shift to??
how to get housemates is the main problem..
a good housemate is hard to get...
a understandable housemate is hard to get too...
people can always say yes to you
and last minutes they will just said no...
people who are not in the situation will not understand this...
because human like us are selfishness
we will always put the priority on ourselves before others
right??
i think maybe there are 2%is excepted for this statement
but conclusion is still the same "human are selfishness..."
somehow pray everything will be fine
and will not get worst like previously

the last problem
this is hard to express out to people even friends...
only HE, and ivan know about it...
although there is lots evidence showing me that nothing will happened
but the feeling of afraid will just come to me
but thank God
He is there with me and talking to me too...
and Ivan is also there with me all the times
advice is always given by him...
somehow
pray that the problems that i met now
will just solve easily...

thInGZ

suddenly have lots of things just happened between my friends...
i really got no idea what happened now
i really feel confused in everything...
i can totally broke down IF this things happen on me...
although is not happen on me,
but is on my friend....
really cannot accept it...
i think he too...
somehow,
i think my prayer had been answer...
He has given me lots of evidence in telling what should i do next
somehow,
my worried still haven been solved...
i keep on asking myself that
what IF the same thing happened me
i think i will just faint
and do not what to do...
really do not know...
really got no idea
pray hard that this will not happened on me...
IF not,
i think i will have any plans for my future...
just pray that God will fall HIS mercy and grace in me
i think HE is only and only one that can answer and protect me...

pREsEnTaTiON

finally
i had finished ONE presentation...
now i am on the way moving to the end of this semester...
soon
i will just move in to second year...
time really can proved everything to me...
those things that cannot solve now
will be settle down soon
those who misunderstand me
will get the real answer soon

hApPeNz

a lots of things between me and the people around me...

do not know what is the real things is happening

i just know there is lots of problems appear...

me....??

still praying the same things to God...

wanna get the answer soon...

but i know i should not rush for the answer...

problems keep on appear in my life

some are challenge

some are simple and normal...

i really hate problems

but who can help me to avoid problems occur??

who really can help me think what i am afraid of or scared of??

who can reduce the problems happened from me??

those who really understand me

they knew that i seldom speak out my problems or point of view

there is because i not really want people understand my thinking...

somehow,

misunderstanding or all sorts will just occur

and this is normal

because we are human...

human will only understand when something is being explained...

i hope all my problems will just solved by HIM 

Happy Birthday

to

Vincent Turn

thiNkinG

finally...

i get to know my results...

although is quite bad for me

because it did not reach my expectation...

somehow

still passed all of it...

considered ok...

^.^v

these few day

i am thinking the same question again,again and again...

i do not know the answer

but i believe He know the answer...

until this moment,

i did not get any answer from Him...

although

i think He had spoken to me through prayer...

somehow

still afraid of it....

i know that noone could ever solve this question

except HIM...

no one could ever answer this question

except HIM....

i hope my prayer request could be answered as soon as possible...