suddenly feel like eveything was meaningless in this world..

when i thought of final exam...

my mind really blank...

have no idea on what am i going to do

except study...study and study...

everytime when i going to study...

feel like resting and sleeping...

really got no more energy to read...

somehow...

still need right??

i think smiling in front of everyone is better than cry right??

usually i do not like to tell out or express out my sadness...

because cry....

is a weak thing that showing to people...

everytime when i feel like crying...

i will force myself not to cry in front of people...

because this will show that you are weak...

and crying help nothing..

no matter how sad am i...

cry is not one of the matter...

but sometimes...

hard to control...

therefore,

start from now again...

i must tell myself

no more crying

this week started my revision for coming final exam...

is like too much until i have no idea on which to study first...

all subjects are quite heavy for this semester...

so..

gambateh to everyone...

when i got my FIBE mark today

i was just quite happy...

quite high..

unexpected...

others subjects consider ok..

still need to add in lots of effort in order to pass...

i think...

somehow lots of things happened this few days

my mum purposely came to KL just to visit me then rushed back in the same day...

^____^V

then of course need to congrate to my friend who just have a good news...

planned to watch movie "up"

but not sure whether possible or not

hope can watch it...

someone might said i lack of time to study

now final exam still coming

still watch movie??!!!

movie is just released everything...

do not know why

this few days is like do not know what i actually want...

suddenly feel like lacking of something...

i just know need to study...

tiring in studying...

wanna HOLIDAY...and SLEEP...

somehow...

hope that i worried will just be solved soon...

Happy Birthday

to

mY friend

Shirley Lim

hope all your dreams come true...........

still quite afraid of FIBE's mark

sir said my mark is dropping

i thought really terrible

but when i got it

thank God

is not droppoing

i thought i got no mark in that question

but actually i got it quite high

HEHEZ

wow...

once i looked at my exam time table...

terrible

one day 2 papers

everything is so packed

i am getting worried and worried that i cannot manage it welly...

somehow

still need to put afford now

cannot complaint about it too much

or else

bye bye to my records...

sad...

after exam just left one week holiday...

then,

come back and suffer again...

wanna finish diploma as soon as possible...

if not

going to mad...

HaPpY

BiRtHdaY

to

mY fRieNd

JinG yNg

JapANeSE

haiz...

once after japanese test...

really feel bad..

because i know my A's is going to fly away...

hard to get A's

sad...

hope all my problems will be solve soon...