mOr3 tHaN tHaT

i always ask myself
we born out just to study and exam??
must study hard so that can get a better income???
to get a better life??
then fall in love??
marriage??
and then that's all our life in this earth....
is it that simple???

for me
i feel like there are still got lots of things waiting for us to do other than the things that i listed above
there are so many things that we can do in our life..
such as
helping those who are in needs..
i felt proud for those who used their whole life to help others

i hope that one day i can be that also

w3dDinG

today is National Day and also my "brother's"wedding
and today will be a new journey of life for my "brother"
early in the morning,we had prepared everything
going to do all the way that chinese people doing...
is new to me because i have no idea in it
so..today i only realized that there is so many things that need to do...
wow...
for example tea ceremony.....and so on

and today i only realized that i got so many cousins....
i seldom contact with my cousins,that's why until today i only know who is my 'far' cousin....
and i also meet cousin who long time din have their news..
quite happy...
Hope my 'brother' and his wife will love each other forever.....

TrUe OR FaLs3

today i had made a big decision in my life..
i do not whether making a correct decision or a wrong decision.....
i just felt very sad after making the decision...
do not why,tears coming from my eyes
one feeling hardly impressed my heart
i could hardly breath
so....
Am i making the correct decision???
who can tell me???
i know once i had made the decision
nothing will turn back
I may lose one of my beloved best friend that i ever have
I may lose my contact with this friend
but what can i do??
Friends always take an important place in my heart
i know what he did for me is really come out from his true heart
He help me when i met problems,lend me a helping hand
teach me when i'm wrong
but i know i may lose him after i have make this decision
Hope he will forgive me and still received me as his friend

hOm3tOwN

today, i'm going back to my hometown,Kuantan.....
i have been long time din go back because of choir
i got my peacefulness once i stepped into my home
nothing much changes...
the first thing i do is touch my piano
i miss my piano a lots
i started playing all my beloved songs...^_^v
piano always is a place for me to released all my stress...

Besides,tonight.....
five of us meet again
although all of us sitting together but the feeling is different from last time
everyone are changing physically and also mentally
we din chat much
sit there,everyone thinking of their own things
when i saw this,i really feel sad
why??what happen to all of us???where is the old Ling,Da,Jar,Kel and Jas??
i thought after so long we din meet,sure got lots of things going to discuss
but what happen tonight is not what i expected
somehow...
i believed that no matter how many we change
five of us will still be FOREVER FRIENDS..
i miss MY FRIENDS lots

mY bIrThdAyZ

today is my first time to celebrate my birthday with my college's friends...
as usual, i went to school like normal..
going to class as usual..
nothing different...

suddenly,one of my classmate asked me to go to library to study for coming exam...
actually, i going to go home but since they so sincerely asked me, i just go with them
they bring me to canteen,and they are giving me surprise...
the first time my friends celebrate my birthday with pizza but not with cake..

then after finished celebrating,my housemates and my friends celebrated my birthday with me too...
they prepared lots of western food for me and gave me lots of surprise too....

i just want to say thank you for them who always at my side
"Thank you,my friends"

eNd...

finally,the choir competition finished.
i can released from the practices...yes!!^_^v
i think today will be the last time for me to joined choir...
i decided not to join in again but i afraid that i can t run out from it...

i scared to reject teacher....
do not should start from what words...
somehow there is 2nd sem's problem
i shouldn't think of it too much...
now is the time to prepared for examination....

exam coming sooner and sooner...
hope i still got time to prepare it..

ThAnK yOu

i just want to say thank you to one of my friend...
He help me a lots and always be my side when i'm sad,when i am happy,when i meet problems
i still remember he is the first person who celebrate my birthday..
he is also the first person who wished me happy birthday..

i just want to say thank you to him...
i will remember and appreciate on what he did for me
THANK YOU VERY MUCH