eAt???

today
once i wake up
have the thought of wanna eat KFC
wow...
is like suddenly have so many foods come into my mind
and these few days keep on eat,eat and eat....
and suddenly can feel hungry...
because few weeks
i really like no mood to eat...
and these few days come back to normal...
keep on eating...

so...
Ivan and me purposely went to Jusco to eat KFC...
^_^V
happy...
because when i said wanna eat this and that
then,
normally it will happened...
is like yesterday
thought of eating sushi
then end up really eat sushi...

somehow,
i just miss kuantan's food
almost 4 months of not eating them
waiting for semester break
and wanna try all the foods that i miss in kuantan...

toDaY

today

suddenly have the thought of eating sushi...

miss sushi lots...

finally...

have the chance to eat it

Ivan and me purposely went to sg wang to eat sushi buffer

super fulled

need 10 more extra days to keep fit

T.T

but is nice

almost finished 20++ plates

are we good in eating it??

^_^v

meet some funny things while in sg wang and of course on the way back

the first thing is the sales person can wait for 'love' letter...

asking him whether got this type of things

he just straight away say no

is like do not want to sell things

the second salesman is we are looking for shoes

but he suddenly recomment short pant for us...

is like....ehem...

the third thing is 

today is my first time went back by taxi with their whole family inside the taxi

just feel like we are light bulb

is funny

should change another taxi 

somehow

today have lots of FIRST time

^_^V

aPoLogIz3

i think i need to apologize to you...

is true that everyone have their own secret...

i should not force you to tell me or what

because you did not even force me before...

am i bad??

i think so...

just feel guilty when you let me see

because i just feel like it is not by willingness is by force...

and even me myself also have secret right???

do not know...

the screen just keep on came into my mind

i just cannot forget it

maybe is the first time i force my beloved one to do what they are not willing to do...

maybe yes

maybe no...

i will remembered that night forever...

sorry once again..

today

when sir asking us what he did wrong

some thought come into my mind

sometimes

i just felt like we are too over in treating teacher in this way

but sometimes

i just cannot accept how he treat us

i remembered one brother in Christ said to me

must accept the way that teacher teach

then only you will like that subject

maybe start from now i should accept who he is

still fell guilty when i treat him the way that is not teaches by He...

should apologize to him here

every times 

when i did something that away from His teaching and way of doing things

guilty

sorriness 

and so on come into my mind

wanna follow His way

but not by my way

11 days to final exam

FirsT dAy

today is the first day of 2009

time pass really fast

is 2009 now

everything was new

everything is like starting from the beginning again

start from today onward

need to have planned those to-do list

so that end of the year 2009

what i planned will be done....

he is coming to my house today

i do not know about it at all

i thought i was dreaming

i thought today was friday

because he promised me will be coming on friday

but....

he is coming today

quite happy...^_^v

spending whole day with him

beside,

eat steamboat as dinner

just two of us

super full for me

i think after this meal

i need more days to keep  fit

T.T

12 days to final exam

31st DEC

today will be the last day for 2008....
going to end everything..
everything that happened this year will be past
but what i doing now still in present
waiting for future...
wish??
dream??
lots for next year...
waiting for it to come...

i think i still left one more thing that haven settle down...
friend's problem
maybe you think i am wrong saying those words to you...
and you think that if i really treat you as friend,
those words will not come out from my mouth...
right??
just say sorry to you here...
maybe you think is not enough...
but is your choice to choose forgive me or not...
won force you to forgive me
just hope we are still friend...
if i know this will be the end of our friendship...
then,
i will not choose as what i did that day...
because i don't hope friendship just end so...
somehow..
this is all i can do...
and if you still making the same decision
then...
this is what you choose...

somehow...
new year coming
i need to look forward but not backward...
waiting new thing come into my life...

thanks Emily..
thanks for your advice
really happy that i still have chance to talked to you
really miss you...
and all of my friends...
although not going back kuantan even have holidays
but i still super miss you all
waiting for the days that i really can crapping with all of you...
always miss the times that we spend together

HAPPY NEW YEAR

13 days to final exam

fiNalLy...

today
after class went to shopping again with yeow...
finally get the shoes that i have been finding so long...
almost walked all the shoes' shop in sg wang
but still cannot get and finally i saw one pair of shoe which almost same as what i want...
then,
not thinking too much it
buy it....

finally i found out the price for sushi buffer per person
quite expensive...
but actually it is almost the same price as normal sushi that i bought...
i think must go try if got chance...

finally,
my parent know what i keep from them since long ago...
since they know it...
i think i am free from something
left out one problem...
yeepee...
happy...
but still have lots of things to worry bout
hope everything will get well soon

14 days to final exam

fEw daYs

left few more days will be the new year for us...
when i recalled back on what i did within the year of 2008...
there is a lot of things happened in my life...
things that i really memorable to me...
this year got lots of happiness
and of cause sadness...
i think i should done more things next year...
got lots of dreams...

today,
he is explaining a lots of things to me
maybe is to calm down the feeling of afraid or scare in my heart...
maybe its help
maybe no
just do not how to explain the feeling...
i know really nothing happened
but how to say...
really cant express it out...
hope everything will be fine
praying hard...for everything...

15 days to final exam