soRrY??!!

for those who misunderstand me...

maybe all of you think that i am wrong

and i need to apologies

but do you really take a deep breath ,clear your mind and think of it...

yup...

for you maybe i am wrong

but what you did is correct??

just thought of it...

i think i am tired in saying sorry 

i am not wishes to say so anymore

because what i did or said still considered wrong

then,

tell me 

what is the point of doing all this??!!!

yup

all of you are right all the times..

i totally agree with it!!

i remembered last time i read a book

i like one of passage very much...

it said that 'don't point finger to others,because when pointing one finger to others,another 3 fingers is pointing back to yourselves.'try this.....

for all of you

maybe you think that you yourselves is correct and i am wrong

if this is what you think,

then just continues to thought of it...

sincere apologies is needed by you

but i think i did that and yet you don't accept it

maybe you think that i am those who like to  run away from problems

maybe i am ...

but i think you also did that....

correct??

and think it deeply before giving any comment...

i am too shock when i know that i got such big POWER to post something out to him...

right my friend...you know who you are....

fIrSt dAy

today is the first day of Chinese New Year

all of us prepared quite early

because going to cousin's house 

as usual

eating satay....

eating nasi dagang

woohoo...

so long i had not been eating this kind of foods

nice....

and yet my sister said i am getting fatter and fatter 

if i still taking this kind of food...

before going to cousin's house

Vincent and his girlfriend are the first one who visited to my house...

talking lots

and got the news from them that Shirley,my super best friend is coming back also...

of cause once i got the news

the first thing i did was sms her 

and visited her...

kinda happy...

because got lots of things wanna tell her...

then,

at night

i got a message for yc

once i reached there

hard to explain the feeling from my heart...

kinda dissappointed...

sUnDaY

hoo....

coming back to the home church...

feel good....

so long have not being coming back...

maybe is quite near to Chinese New Year

therefore almost half of the church members not going to church

somehow,

i still saw most of the youth there...

really feel good once steeping in to the church

old feeling are back

YC

today once i reach kuantan

was invited to yc with secondary school friends...

most of tem not there...

but at least i still meet some of them ...

like wei,wong,yeow,ju lene,hou,su yen,thong,chia yien ,woon yee,jing ying and so on....

quite miss some of them

because almost more than a year not crapping with them

kinda miss them...

somehow 

i did not spend much time in yc this time

i going back before 12am...

kinda early...

sound like quite impossible right??

maybe stay at KL too long

and didn't went out much at KL

therefore,

not really like to go out till so late now

lAsT

tomorrow will be my last paper...

totally have no confident in it...

because i din put much effort in it

somehow

i just wanna say thanks for my last semester lecturer

although she is not my lecturer this semester

but she is so willing to help me in accounting

i asked her lots of questions

and she teached me most of the things that i do not know...

thanks...

and thank God that He has send angel to help me...

^.^v

tomorrow will be my last paper

and of course will be going back by tomorrow morning

right after exam...

glad to see everyone in kuantan again...

almost 4 months not going back...

quite a long time right??

happy with it...

beside,

i can spend my one month holiday there too....

but still will miss something over here....

yesterday

got some bad news from my lecturer...

afraid of it

hope i am one of them...

but i think it is impossible...

but...

no matter how just pray hard for it...

i believe everything was planned...

so...

will stop blogging for some times due to holiday...

will update once i come back KL...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to ALL OF MY FRIENDS...

eaT??!!

the common activity that i did with Ivan is...

EAT...

once i be with him

the thing that we did is just eat...

that day right after my BISA exam...

me and him went to sushi station have sushi buffer...

eat quite a lots...

almost 20 plates of sushi 

and lots more like sashimi and so on...

^.^v

somehow still lesser than the first time...

i still remembered the first time we ate almost 40 plates of sushi and so on

and yet now is half of it...

the next day,

we went to time square and eat again...

this time ...

much more..

first

we went to gasoline ate salad chicken rice...

then,

we went to KFC....

and finally we went to ate sweet corn...

quite lots...

i getting fatter and fatter now...

until i really cannot imagine how fat am i now...

hoo...

scare to appear myself in front of mirage....

see...

this shows that I AM FAT...

need to keep fit now..

if not getting fatter and fatter...

T.T...

i just like to spend time eating with him...

because he is also the same species with me...

haha...  

TaGgED bY davId

1) Name 
Jasmine See

2) Male/Female 
Female

3) Were you named after anyone? 

Named since 27th of August 1990

4) Does your name mean anything? 
yaya....mean sweet ^_^V

5) Nick Name(s) 
Secret...hehez

6) What do you think you look like name wise? 
hmm....don't know

7) Date Of Birth 
27th of August 1990

8) Place of Birth and Current Location 
Kuantan... 

9) Nationality 
Malaysian 

10) Astrology Sign 
Virgo

11) Chinese Astrology Sign 
horse 

12) Religion 
Christian

13) What’s your favorite smell 
petroleum smell...hmmmm..nice...

actually is jasmine flower...haha

14) Political Position 
prime minister

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?

Water, justea or apple juice

16) Hair + Eye colour?
black+brown but with blue frame

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
yaya....quite a number

18) What do you look like?
Human la =.="

19) Any unusual talents?

sleep more than 2 days without wake up

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?
righty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?
STRAIGHT..

22) What do you do for a living?
survive 

23) What do you do for fun?
watch movie and play....

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
instrument..

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
don't know..

26) Have you met your grandparents?

yes...but only grandmum

27) Boyfriend /Girlfriend?
boyfriend

28) Crush?
hehe..

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
wu chun...haha...leng zai wat

30) Current worries?
exams!

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl:

none

32) Favorite place to be?
Heaven..

33) Least favorite place to be?

HELL!

34) Do you burn or tan?
nah..

35) Ever break a bone?
no....

36) What is your favorite cereal?
anything

37) Person you cry with
my family..

38) Any sisters
yaya...one 

39) Any brothers
yaya...also one

40) Any pets
yaya...patrick...red dog

41) An illness

yaya...asthma

42) A Pager
no

43) A Personal phone line
prepaid consider

44) A cell phone
K530i sony

45) A visible birthmark
i think no

46) A Pool or hot tub
don't know

47) A Car
no..sharing with mum

Describe Your :
48) Personality

blur....agree??

49) Driving
yaya

50) Your clothing style
casual

51) Room
privacy

52) What’s missing
my piano

53) School

pei chai.....MGS...tarc SBS (current)

54) Bed
 sleep..

55) Relationship with your parents?
parent and daugther lo....

Do you :
56) Believe in yourself
no really

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?

no....look fake

58) Consider yourself a good listener

sometimes yes...sometimes no

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
yaya...disneyland

60) Get Along with your parents
sure..

61) Save your e-mail conversations

no..

62) Pray

yes..every night

63) Believe in reincarnation
nope..

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
yaya...sometimes more than that...

65) Like to talk on the phone?
yaya...but better no because waste credit but others call me then the answer will be yes...haha

66) Like to eat?
is there anyone don like to eat??

67) Like to exercise?
sleep considered exercise??

68) Like to watch sports?

no...boring and no handsome guys...

69) Sing in the car?
sometimes..

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
meet mickey...

71) Dream in color?

har??!!

72) Do you have nightmares?
sometimes

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal
no...

What is;
74) Next to you
ivan

75) On your favorite coffee cup?
suger..

76) On your mouse pad
don't have mouse pad

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
seldom eat

78) Favorite deodorant?
don't have

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:
Japan or disneyland..

80) Your dream husband/wife?

cute..

81) Hiding in your closet?
clothes? 

82) Under your bed
luagage

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
secret...

84) Your bad time of the day
not enough food..

85) Your worst fear(s)
ghost..

86) What’s the weather like
snowing

87) Your favorite time of year?
december...

88) Your favorite holiday?
my birthday is the best holiday

89) A material weakness?
don't know

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:
add cheezy wedges + colesaw + potato

91) At the top of your “to-do list”?
sleep...

92) The hardest thing about growing up
to be more mature..

93) A pet peeve?
no pet

94) Your scariest moment

lots

95) Your attitude about love?
serious..

96) The most outrageous, desperate thing you’ve done to attract the attention of the opposite sex?
hmm...hmm...hmm...keep it as secret

97) The worst feeling in the world
sad...

98) The best feeling in the world
HAPPY

99) Who sent this to you?
David

100)Tag more people?

no one