anGrY

do not why today suddenly just angry of you...

do not know why...

i am asking myself too...

maybe i am too afraid of something

and i really who to speak to...

therefore,

i just angry of you...

sorry for it...

i really afraid of the question that i keep on asking you...

although your answer always the same

but i still do not believe it

unless it really happened...

sorry for not believing you

i am also not believing myself too

sometimes

i really keep on telling myself that really nothing happen

but fearfulness still appear in my heart...

funny right???

somehow afraid of final exam's result

i am going to know it soon

still left few hours and i can know it...

may God bless me in everything...

Amen...

rEsUlT

exam results going to release soon
afraid....
still left 2 more days to know it....

Happy birthday

to

ah yeoW

may all your dreams come true..

feELinG

i feel so uncomfortable this few days...
nothing happened in me
but i still feel it...
maybe i had did something that make me myself guilty
i really need Abba Father's peace
do not what will happened next
just hope everything go fined...

first,
i was dying to finish my high school
and start college
and then,
i was dying to finish college
and start working
then,
i was dying to marry and have children
and then,
i was dying for my children to grow old enough
so i could go back to work
but then,
i was dying to retire...
and now,
i am dying...
and suddenly i realized i forgot to live...

when i am knowing and hearing this...
i feel sad because we as a human
busy for this and that...
and yet we got nothing in the end...
so...
do not let this happen to you
appreciate your current situation and enjoy each day

nEw

starting the new semester...
time pass super fast
now is the third semester
is a short semester
i think soon i will be moving in to the 4th semester

the time table still ok....
is just the lecture was too bored...
i almost sleep in the lecture for every subjects...

What will YOU do if you just left
ONE MONTH time???

doing NOTHING??

keep on SLEEPING??

do MEANINGFUL thing???