thInGZ

suddenly have lots of things just happened between my friends...
i really got no idea what happened now
i really feel confused in everything...
i can totally broke down IF this things happen on me...
although is not happen on me,
but is on my friend....
really cannot accept it...
i think he too...
somehow,
i think my prayer had been answer...
He has given me lots of evidence in telling what should i do next
somehow,
my worried still haven been solved...
i keep on asking myself that
what IF the same thing happened me
i think i will just faint
and do not what to do...
really do not know...
really got no idea
pray hard that this will not happened on me...
IF not,
i think i will have any plans for my future...
just pray that God will fall HIS mercy and grace in me
i think HE is only and only one that can answer and protect me...

pREsEnTaTiON

finally
i had finished ONE presentation...
now i am on the way moving to the end of this semester...
soon
i will just move in to second year...
time really can proved everything to me...
those things that cannot solve now
will be settle down soon
those who misunderstand me
will get the real answer soon

hApPeNz

a lots of things between me and the people around me...

do not know what is the real things is happening

i just know there is lots of problems appear...

me....??

still praying the same things to God...

wanna get the answer soon...

but i know i should not rush for the answer...

problems keep on appear in my life

some are challenge

some are simple and normal...

i really hate problems

but who can help me to avoid problems occur??

who really can help me think what i am afraid of or scared of??

who can reduce the problems happened from me??

those who really understand me

they knew that i seldom speak out my problems or point of view

there is because i not really want people understand my thinking...

somehow,

misunderstanding or all sorts will just occur

and this is normal

because we are human...

human will only understand when something is being explained...

i hope all my problems will just solved by HIM 

Happy Birthday

to

Vincent Turn

thiNkinG

finally...

i get to know my results...

although is quite bad for me

because it did not reach my expectation...

somehow

still passed all of it...

considered ok...

^.^v

these few day

i am thinking the same question again,again and again...

i do not know the answer

but i believe He know the answer...

until this moment,

i did not get any answer from Him...

although

i think He had spoken to me through prayer...

somehow

still afraid of it....

i know that noone could ever solve this question

except HIM...

no one could ever answer this question

except HIM....

i hope my prayer request could be answered as soon as possible...

shOpPinG

yesterday 

went to sg wang and time square just to find a nice dress...

but actually we suppose need to celebrated yeow's birthday..

but i did not join it...

sorry yeow...

you know i do not like to sing k,right???

somehow

walk most of the shops

and finally i got one dress...

very tired

by the way

my and ivan also watched street fighter...

quite nice

but is like too short...

finally,

i know my result for second semester...

still considered ok...

but is not what i want...

but still need to thanks God

because i passed all...

^.^v

anGrY

do not why today suddenly just angry of you...

do not know why...

i am asking myself too...

maybe i am too afraid of something

and i really who to speak to...

therefore,

i just angry of you...

sorry for it...

i really afraid of the question that i keep on asking you...

although your answer always the same

but i still do not believe it

unless it really happened...

sorry for not believing you

i am also not believing myself too

sometimes

i really keep on telling myself that really nothing happen

but fearfulness still appear in my heart...

funny right???

somehow afraid of final exam's result

i am going to know it soon

still left few hours and i can know it...

may God bless me in everything...

Amen...