time passed really fast
left one more week, i would finish diploma in IB
really fast...really cant imagine myself taking up this course and study it...
thinking quite a long time where should i proceed..
lots of thoughts bout that
although final decision is in TARC but other suggestion still in my mind...
somehow, i should proceed it in the same place
although taking longer time but can get away from work...^^

quite lots of things happened that i did not experienced before
i do not know what shall be done in order to get away from all these..
but i believed God will planned everything for me

i realized angry did not help you anything
is just you getting angry and is making yourself much more problems
some one may not know what am i thinking all the time
someone would think that what am i doing right now are wrong
but for those who really understand me,
you will know what am i doing and what am i thinking...

the happiest thing is i am going to finished my clay class soon
wow...
i still remembered i had a deep feeling when i finished making the first clay which is ladybug
the thing that you make by yourselves and you put lots of efforts in it to finished is really different when you just get it from others...
is really different
although is quite tiring, travelling all the way to learned it
but i feel happy in it....^^
will upload more photos soon on what had i made...^^V

quite a long time did not update my blog...
but now it is alive...
let see what had i done within these few weeks....
just like normal...
my last semester start
timetable considered nice for me because is just 3 study day
which i have can relax myself from wed evening untill sun...
but once the test and assignment started
no more relaxing day

my results was released...
i was so shocked that the subjects that i planned to get A's did not get an A's
while those subjects that i not confident with get an A's
somehow overall results is ok
but a little bit worse than last semester...
i should work hard this semester

these few days really busy....
busy of dog...noobee
what a active dog until i am tiring in taking care of it...
run here,run there...
but it is cute is just a bit of active...
somehow...
i should have to say bye bye to noobee

the thing that i feel happy and always waiting is learning clay
maybe some of them might think that i am crazy or stupid
spending time learning time learning this kind of thing
but i think it is worth
when you find something that you interested in
you will just do it happily...
i hope all the things that i made won not make a disappoinment to my mum...

sometimes,
i really feel that it is hard to communicate with people
maybe i am those that not really good in communication
or maybe i am those who l0ve to live by myself
and i feel hard to expressed out my feeling to you...
when i saw your message, i will think twice or maybe more than that in how to reply your message
i scare to hear 'why' from you
do not know why just scare hearing this from you...
i do not why...
i had try my best to change
but...haiz...
hope someone could really understand the situation that i standing now...

maybe of busying in all sort of things...
really feel tired...
and have a little mini fever...
a little mini fever causes me to sleep from 7.30pm until next day 9.30am
i feel so sorry for those people that i promised to help up
is like i suddenly keep out my promises...
i am thinking of how??!!
somehow..
sorry....

my semester break almost finished 1/3 of total...
and will be going back to kuantan by today...
and finally i had my total rest after the war...
and waiting for the last semester...^.^

same as last year..
this year will not celebrate valentine with him...
somehow hope you enjoys that day by working...^____^v
Happy Valentine and Chinese new year....

finally...
two days after exam....
holidays now...
this exam really used up almost all of my energy...
super tired...
after exam..
i slept from 6.30pm until the nest morning almost 9am....
halfly recharge...
today went to shopping and watched 'tooth fairy'
i just wonder am i bringing bad luck to him...
really fins it unlucky since last year...
hope everthing will be fined..
and this year would be better...

today whole day feel sad
do not know whether is because of exam or other reason
just whole day not really have mood
easily get angry..
when i looked at my notes
i really feel like wanna give up..
this is the first time i had this type of feeling...
and deep inside my heart
i really had lots of things wanna to express out..
but..
sad....
do not know what to do..
hope the exam end now...
T.T

2 more days to the first paper..

this time really prepared less compared to previous exam..

because it seems like almost the end of my diploma studied..

feel boring and stress, whole day sitting in front of the BOOKS...

really boring..

its like other than study, what you can do is STUDY

so..

suddenly have a thought of watching movie...

without thinking much..

i just booked the ticket

'Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's assistant'

this movie quite nice..

but is just part 1

just have to wait for part 2..

somehow

after movie..

still coming back for books..

but much more better than reading all the times..

these few days while i am praying...

that is something God is like keep on reminding me...

when i think it twice...

i do not what should i do...

is seem like so impossible

but one verse come into my mind

in 2 Corinthians 12:9

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weaknesses" Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

i just do not know how to make it...

but i believe He had planned everything me ..

even when He is asking me to do something

He would just planned to me

when i look back my life...

i really got blessed lots by Him

sometimes i might even feel guilty for what i had done...

exam is coming soon

but i still in relaxing mode..

i do not know why am i feeling so..

i should feel worried..

but is like so relax...

when i think of exam

one thought come into my mind which called me don't worried...

somehow..

i should hand everything to Him...

do not worried too much..

may God blessed everyone who have exam as me and those who have problems..

^____^v