watching 2 movies once after the class....
i really feel that i am crazy because watching twice ' clash of titns' within 5 days....
super tired

yesterday was the last lecture and today is the last tutorial we are attending...
finally two years time coming to an end
although some of us still proceed and studying in the same place again
but some of them are leaving
somehow..
wish them all the best no matter where they are going

this friday having a small and mini final exam...
although just a small exam but it is more than enough for me study
and my diploma life will totally end on next wed...
my last paper...
wish all of my classmates get good results....

time passed really fast
left one more week, i would finish diploma in IB
really fast...really cant imagine myself taking up this course and study it...
thinking quite a long time where should i proceed..
lots of thoughts bout that
although final decision is in TARC but other suggestion still in my mind...
somehow, i should proceed it in the same place
although taking longer time but can get away from work...^^

quite lots of things happened that i did not experienced before
i do not know what shall be done in order to get away from all these..
but i believed God will planned everything for me

i realized angry did not help you anything
is just you getting angry and is making yourself much more problems
some one may not know what am i thinking all the time
someone would think that what am i doing right now are wrong
but for those who really understand me,
you will know what am i doing and what am i thinking...

the happiest thing is i am going to finished my clay class soon
wow...
i still remembered i had a deep feeling when i finished making the first clay which is ladybug
the thing that you make by yourselves and you put lots of efforts in it to finished is really different when you just get it from others...
is really different
although is quite tiring, travelling all the way to learned it
but i feel happy in it....^^
will upload more photos soon on what had i made...^^V

quite a long time did not update my blog...
but now it is alive...
let see what had i done within these few weeks....
just like normal...
my last semester start
timetable considered nice for me because is just 3 study day
which i have can relax myself from wed evening untill sun...
but once the test and assignment started
no more relaxing day

my results was released...
i was so shocked that the subjects that i planned to get A's did not get an A's
while those subjects that i not confident with get an A's
somehow overall results is ok
but a little bit worse than last semester...
i should work hard this semester

these few days really busy....
busy of dog...noobee
what a active dog until i am tiring in taking care of it...
run here,run there...
but it is cute is just a bit of active...
somehow...
i should have to say bye bye to noobee

the thing that i feel happy and always waiting is learning clay
maybe some of them might think that i am crazy or stupid
spending time learning time learning this kind of thing
but i think it is worth
when you find something that you interested in
you will just do it happily...
i hope all the things that i made won not make a disappoinment to my mum...

sometimes,
i really feel that it is hard to communicate with people
maybe i am those that not really good in communication
or maybe i am those who l0ve to live by myself
and i feel hard to expressed out my feeling to you...
when i saw your message, i will think twice or maybe more than that in how to reply your message
i scare to hear 'why' from you
do not know why just scare hearing this from you...
i do not why...
i had try my best to change
but...haiz...
hope someone could really understand the situation that i standing now...

maybe of busying in all sort of things...
really feel tired...
and have a little mini fever...
a little mini fever causes me to sleep from 7.30pm until next day 9.30am
i feel so sorry for those people that i promised to help up
is like i suddenly keep out my promises...
i am thinking of how??!!
somehow..
sorry....

my semester break almost finished 1/3 of total...
and will be going back to kuantan by today...
and finally i had my total rest after the war...
and waiting for the last semester...^.^

same as last year..
this year will not celebrate valentine with him...
somehow hope you enjoys that day by working...^____^v
Happy Valentine and Chinese new year....

finally...
two days after exam....
holidays now...
this exam really used up almost all of my energy...
super tired...
after exam..
i slept from 6.30pm until the nest morning almost 9am....
halfly recharge...
today went to shopping and watched 'tooth fairy'
i just wonder am i bringing bad luck to him...
really fins it unlucky since last year...
hope everthing will be fined..
and this year would be better...

today whole day feel sad
do not know whether is because of exam or other reason
just whole day not really have mood
easily get angry..
when i looked at my notes
i really feel like wanna give up..
this is the first time i had this type of feeling...
and deep inside my heart
i really had lots of things wanna to express out..
but..
sad....
do not know what to do..
hope the exam end now...
T.T