TIRED!!!!
really need to rest...
on saturday, 15th of may...
wake up at 6.30am
coming back to KL with my mum
once reached KL, went to Time square until almost 7pm
and me and my mum started to clean the house until almost 1am



today, went shopping at mid valley and the Garden
really tired
is like keep on walking the whole
no resting...
really wanted to have a rest



sometimes,
is very hard to tell out all the things that u planned to say
others thought he himself is right but din think of others...
only those who are not involved can see all this clearly...
i did not voice out does not mean i am not angry..
sometimes when i think backed
i did not tell out everything or voice out is because i think i still can handle all this
but remember
blow balloon one time still ok. 10 times still ok
100 times----------sure burst...
i am also human, have emotions....
i hope all these would settle soon
so that it won't interupt me

FinaLly

finally

coming back to KL again which means my holidays end soon

results is going to released...

hope i can get what i wanted...

so that i can proceed to adv dip...



between the 2 weeks

i spend my time in kuantan by watching movie and yc

at the same time

i went to gambang water park with my church members...

quite fun but SUNBURN....



i also manage to meet my beloved friends during the 2 weeks time...

quite happy..

wonder when is my next holidays again

really enjoys those life



while my time table for next semester really terrible

i really do not want that kind of time table....

sad....T.T

somehow,

it's fixed

no choice...have to follow...

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yeepee...
here come the end of diploma
moving on to the higher stage...
hope that i could just manage it..

and also almost the end of my clay class...
getting excited to make more and more cuties cartoon...
trying to make it
because i still do not have much confident in it...

when i was in clay class
my teacher opened classical music..
while i was hearing of that
some unconfortable feeling came to me
i just felt that i am away from classical music for almost 3 years..
i still remembered...
last time,
when my piano teacher wanted me to play classical music and i just ignored
just felt that classical music is hard to learned and boring
but when i heard it by this noon
the music really touch my heart..
all those music in that cd is those music that i played it with my own hands
and i really miss the time whn i playing that..
really hope i still have the chance to played all those songs again...
but quite impossible...
hand getting harden and harden
is like not flexible in playing it...
haiz...
what i waste...

watching 2 movies once after the class....
i really feel that i am crazy because watching twice ' clash of titns' within 5 days....
super tired

yesterday was the last lecture and today is the last tutorial we are attending...
finally two years time coming to an end
although some of us still proceed and studying in the same place again
but some of them are leaving
somehow..
wish them all the best no matter where they are going

this friday having a small and mini final exam...
although just a small exam but it is more than enough for me study
and my diploma life will totally end on next wed...
my last paper...
wish all of my classmates get good results....

time passed really fast
left one more week, i would finish diploma in IB
really fast...really cant imagine myself taking up this course and study it...
thinking quite a long time where should i proceed..
lots of thoughts bout that
although final decision is in TARC but other suggestion still in my mind...
somehow, i should proceed it in the same place
although taking longer time but can get away from work...^^

quite lots of things happened that i did not experienced before
i do not know what shall be done in order to get away from all these..
but i believed God will planned everything for me

i realized angry did not help you anything
is just you getting angry and is making yourself much more problems
some one may not know what am i thinking all the time
someone would think that what am i doing right now are wrong
but for those who really understand me,
you will know what am i doing and what am i thinking...

the happiest thing is i am going to finished my clay class soon
wow...
i still remembered i had a deep feeling when i finished making the first clay which is ladybug
the thing that you make by yourselves and you put lots of efforts in it to finished is really different when you just get it from others...
is really different
although is quite tiring, travelling all the way to learned it
but i feel happy in it....^^
will upload more photos soon on what had i made...^^V