m3-2

i am wondering how to people look at me as jasmine....
cool???
cold-blooded??
friendly??
clever??
stupid??
or????
do not judge me by just looking at me..
i don't like it..
i am what in front of people???
and also don't criticize me
people is always not qualified to judge or criticize me...
unless you think that you are qualified to do so...
if you think i would say anything about you in front of others...
then you are wrong..
because i am changing back to the old jasmine
who do not care for anything
it is easy for not caring for anything around us
because less problems and argument
sometimes i feel that people will always throw away your kindness or your care..
do not act like you are so understand me
i tell you...
you forever will not know and understand i am doing
because you are not me...

拒绝

一群朋友聚在一起讨论问题
突然有人发现王老五的头发既长且乱
他的好友李四，
很认真的劝他赶紧去理发
王老五推三阻四的不肯
最后值得招认
“不瞒你说，是因为前街杂货店的张太太上月跌断了腿，我才没去理发”
李四奇怪的问：
"张太太跌断了腿，与你何干？”
王老五接着说道：
“是啊。我没理发，又与你何干？”




有人习惯性的找理由，
抗拒别人的善意和规劝，
而悍然抗拒别人的关怀，
把自己封闭在孤绝的境地，

结果逼得自己，

退缩到心灵深处的黑暗角落里

fInaLly

finally...
finally
and finally
finally i reached home from college
finally i can rest myself for few minutes
finally i manage to understand what is the lecturer teaching
finally some of the problems settle down
a lots of finally for today...
but my life still haven end with finally...

today really feel tired...
both physically and mentally also tired..
really want to rest my soul,my mind and my body under His embrace...
i always remembered the verses that saying by God to us
"My grace is sufficient for you,for my power is made perfect in weakness.Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses,so that Christ's power may rest on me"
which stated in 2 Corinthians 12:9
i really like this verses a lots
because He is the only one that can let me rest on Him..
He is the only that can help me in such a way that many of us cant
He is a good Father indeed...

next week going to start presentation and coursework
pray that i can handle it welly..
i know He will be my side whenever i go...

huge camp....
really want to go...
but how???
got coursework...
God's plan is always perfect...
He will let me know what am i going to do...
maybe after this i might got a good news

violin class....
should i learn it or not...
one more question in my mind...
i am asking myself about this a lots of times
i thought i am going to involve in music anymore
because it is useless for me now
but actually i cant
still want to use it to release all my stress
and it is also good for me to relax myself
but now do i really need it??
i still got enough time??
friends from music center keep on calling me this noon...
how??

How??

presentation and coursework are coming next week
this time i got no confident with it
i scare i cant pass my coursework this time
what can i do now??
study??
i really cannot understand what is the lecturer going to teach me...
is easy but look hard....
i think i need to spend more time in library to get concentration...
at the same time,i must also study hard
so that i can pass all the subject for coming exam....

GoiNg bAcK

going back to kuantan by next week...
time pass super fast...
now is the 4th week for this semester...
sooner i will finish my 1st year
happy when thinking this...
and today,
my friend helped me to count for CGPA...
wow....
to get scholarship
i must get all A's for coming two semester...
can i really do it??
is super hard...

and i just want to say thank you to my friend
who go buy bus ticket with me
thank you...

wAtCh

today,
4 of us went to time square for movie
i know new friend
same college but different school

this is the second time i watched movie in KL...
i like to spend my money in Kuantan's cinema
because cheaper and also not that much people compared to KL...
high school musical 3 is quite nice
the songs that sang by them is nice...

but disappointed because still left one more person that invited by me...
he misunderstanding me...i think...
but hope i will he will join us next time...
and i also hope my other friend will not misunderstanding me
maybe as you said i really change
but....
changing really let me understand a lots of things that i did not know since last time
hope everything will be fine once i open my eyes...
i know it is impossible

wHaT shOuLd I dO??

i really feel disappointed today
because my friend said those hurting words to me
i think maybe i had changed until he cannot recognise me
i really do not what to do
i thought friendship is such a easy thing
as long as u and the person similar in same way
then u and the person are friend
i thought is that easy
but i am wrong

maybe the words that speak out might cause us walk away from each other
maybe some misunderstanding might occur
or maybe.....maybe...maybe....lots of maybe...
i really do not and not sure whether the way i care for someone is wrong
or i am too harsy for people
i really do not
i do not where is the problem come from....
and i really do not how to solve it...

i don't like the situation where i am standing now...
i rather going back to my kid's time
i also do not want to grow
i found that
when we grow older and older
problems also getting more and more...
but we are just a simple human
how can we just solve it in a second time
what i understand is everything is finish planned by God
and we just follow His way
everything will be solved...

分享

用华语在blog打上自己的感觉来得比较轻松
比起用英文真的来得简单
因为不用注意错字,也不用担心句子不通
再加上我的英文不好
所以用华语应该会比较好吧!!

最近看了一本书,
里面的文章非常有意义...
就让我跟你们分享吧.....

有一对夫妻,带着小孩去拜访朋友.

朋友给小孩一盒糖

他们走在街上,遇到了另一位友人

父母向孩子说 : 你能不能拿一颗糖请这位叔叔呢?

孩子说 : 我不要 .

父母问 : 为什么 ?

小孩说 : 因为糖是我的 .

父母说 : 糖是你的 , 这正是为什么你可以分享的原因 .

很多时候

我们拥有什么

不是真正的问题

当我们紧紧抓东西不放并且执着它

才是真正的问题

所以把拥有的东西拿来一起分享吧

tHanKs

our home just left two of us
pit ling and me...
yesterday,we talked until very late...
almost until 1am...

this morning we woke up late
and quite rushing
then,we waiting for taxi to KLIH
but cant get it....
thanks God
he know we need transport to KLIH
suddenly,we met our church member
he fetched us a long to praise and celebration
really thanks God...
when we met problems
He is the One that help us...
He is the only One that lend us a helping hand
really want to thanks Him

付出是一种。。。幸福

从小就听乌龟赛跑的故事

总是以为现实生活，绝对不会有人像兔子般，

因为贪睡而输给乌龟

长大后渐渐发现

“其实有成就的人，不是靠能力而是靠努力”

努力不一定会成功

但

成功却永远需要努力

fInAlLy

hoo.....
finally.....
exam results showed out....
so relax after knowing it....
i almost din slept for one whole night because scared of it...
i really afraid that i will fail...
but thanks God...
i passed all the subject
and even get A in business...
but if want to get scholarship,
i think i need add more afford because this dream is far from now...

sometimes
i really felt disappointed
because i thought my friend will know what am i thinking and understand me
but i am wrong
they know i do not like to talk about myself
or anything happened on me
because of not telling them
they misunderstanding me
and thought that i did not treat them like friend....
after misunderstanding me
they act like nothing happen and talked me again....
and finally i understand this is so called friends....
Is it talking everything to them, my friends only can consider friend??
what if not telling them everything,friends do not exist???
hope i will get the answer soon...

to my friends,
do not feel disappointed on the results that you get...
if good,keep it on
if not really good,try your best on the coming exam...
and all the best to those who taking exam...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
MY MUM

suddenly feel like going to
Disneyland

hope i will be there soon...
want to meet Mickey Mouse....
hehez...-_-v

whOl3 dAy

wow....
tired...
my main home is like my college
whole day in college...
8.30am went for tennis
then,later got class until 6pm
after class go for choir practice until 7pm
finally...
going back home

tennis is quite fun but is very hard...
the way of standing,the way to hit the balls
need a lots of afford to learn it..
but quite enjoyed learning it...
right after tennis practice
food is really needed by me..
because used it to replace the energy that i have been used...
hehez...

after tutorial class,my course mate(classmate,condo mate and friend)helped me carry my laptop to another class which is long distance from tutorial's class
thanks him here...

after finishing class,i needed to rush to choir practice...
and my laptop is with me again
bringing it along is very troublesome in a raining day to rush for bus
fortunately,
my another course mate also consider as my classmate and also my condo mate helped me to carry back...
thanks him here also...

after choir practice,
i think my body still left 20%
really tired
and the same Wednesday will still coming until December..
hope it will end soon...

coUntdOwN

4 MORE DAYS

i am going to know my results just in 4 days time...
scare??
erm....i think 20%

curious??
i think so....99%...hehez

happy??
if i get good results...

sad??
if i get bad results...

somehow,i still need to wait for it...
so...
must pray hard

mUsIc

today,pit ling,yeow and me went to one music centre to learn instrument
once we reached there,we saw lots of shoes around the main door...
wow!!!
is packed
accidentally,we met out senior
is kinda happy
because we belonged to the same hometown and even same "monkey" girl school
i thought i might have chance to learn something
but unfortunately,
we are late...
we met a lots new friends over there...

and i saw talented people over there...
people who can write songs,people who can played different kind of instruments...
is nice
but quite packed...
if got chance,must try to go there just to meet new friends...hehez...

oVeR

finally everything is over...
this Saturday will be my last performance
and i will be haven TWO practices from tomorrow onward...
i find it quite relax because
last semester, i almost spend half of week for practicing
and yet this semester just two days...
(happy -_-v)
and finally i can concentrate in my study
because everything get tougher and tougher...

and i also want to thanks God for answering my prayer
and also hear my cried....
really want to thanks Him for His mercy over my family...
i got no more family problem...
(happy -_-v)
although still got a lots of assignment,presentation and coursework..
but i still believe that
i can do everything through Him who gives me strength (Philippian 4:13)

tIr3d

the same things keep on soming to my mind...
i really feel tired in it...
coursework
homework
assignment
presentation
hoo...........
everything come in just within this 3 weeks of study..
really tired about that...
do not know why...
feel tired and no mood to do all this...
i think i might get bad results for this semester...
because i can admit there i don't put much afford in it...
HELP....HELP...
really need help...
but i think only me jasmine can help myself.....

fOrc3

first semester was ended but very fast
now is the third week of second semester...
today i really got no mood
people like playing fool on me...
maybe i am stupid i think
and i am immature...
but why can they just make a conclusion on me
and assumed that i will agreed with them also
but what if i said no...
i really don't like and feel angry about that...
i don't like the feeling that being forced...
just let me know
but do not do it under my unconscious...
i am a easy get bully person but do not meant that everyone of you have chance or priority to bully me
i am that easily get bullied....
sorry for saying straightly here...
hope everyone who know me really understand what i mean...

nEw sUnDaY

today praise and celebration in church really great...
the songs that being play by worship team really touch my heart a lots...
is really nice...
and message that spoke from pastor is also like spoken to me
because it speak deep into my heart and do not know why..
my heart beat just jump very fast
and the words is like holding my heart..
finally i understand something...

i really want to thanks God because He never let me do something that our of my ability
even if really out of my ability,He will stand beside to give me the strength and support..
God will always lead and guide me
but human will do what they want according to their personal's needs...
they will sacrifice their love ones or everything just to get what they want...
it's really selfish...
and i know i am waiting for God who will always help me
so that i will not fall....
i need patient...no matter what people do to me or say bad about me
i will wait for God's answer...
sorry if i really hurt anyone of who by saying this...
and i song that i sang this morning told me that
God is my healer
God will pick me up when i fall down
God will fill my cup when i am dry..
and for God everything is possible
nothing is impossible for God...
because everything will be shaken
only God's kingdom will not...
a company can be bankrupt but God's market will not...
i hope this message can help those who in needs...

MisS

suddenly a lots of things come into my thought...
there is a lots of thing i really miss....
10 things which i miss are
-my family who stay far from me
-my 4 best friends,i really the time who stay together which full of happiness...really miss ...maybe we might not meet each other all the time but i still want to know what happen to you all
-huge camp,do not know why once i looked at their poster,it really touch my heart again and let
me remembered of that 4 days in Taiping again...because start from that day i really thirst for
God...
-my MCA geng's friends..really miss u guys a lots...so long i have not heard from you all..
especially Hou,yen,yien,thong,jia yiing,jing ying,wei,shirley,min,ju lene,hon lin,wong,jean
MCA friends that i always meet are woon yee,yeow and pit ling...
-my long 'lost' friends,really have a long time din heard from you all...
-my old friends,you know who you are...hope when i go back that time we can go yc again..
-my old life which full of happiness and no problems...i really want to go back old life because
once we growing older and older,problems come to us,"busy" come to us...the word called free
will not come to us...
-my church,really meet the times in church which can learn a lots of things and not stress at all
because it seem like everyone is the same
-my piano which i can release my stress when playing it
-God,maybe nowadays busy with all the college stuff and no more time with God...really miss
the time that i praising Him with my true heart...

when i looked into my friends' blog,most of them seem very sad...
is like full of burdens on them
hope everyone wil have happiness in them again...

rEsuLt

today once after wake up,
saw a lots of messages asking me how was my exam results...
they like more curious than me..
but actually my results will be coming out next week...
so...
i still need to wait...
scare??
i do not think that i scared...
curious??
maybe a little bit...
hope all of my friends will learned something from their results...
and good luck for those who haven got their results..
hope they can get what they want...

cAnc3l3d??

today my accounts class start at 11am until 1pm ,follow by English class at 4pm till 5.30pm and accounting class again from 6pm until 8pm....
but...
i got a message saying that our English class canceled
it's mean that i have to stay in library from 1pm until 6pm just to wait for accounting class...
it is really a long period just to wait for one subject...
i almost spend half of my day in library
but i met one friend that i known him since the first week of school reopen..
really happy...
i feel shock because i do not think that i have any chance to meet them up again...

finally is the time of accounting class...
we went there punctually but the lecturer is not..
we are wondering whether the class is or not...
somehow we still saw him at 7pm..
the way he teach quite good but very boring...
somehow...
today is our first time attending his class...
hope the next lesson will start more early and also end early...

fEeLinG

the hardest thing to control in this world is the feeling of your heart..
you can say hundred or thousand times that dun worry and happy,cheer up
but our heart still will giving us true feeling..
it is not easy to overcome your feeling just in one or two seconds
because we are human...
we always need a lots of times to solve even one single and easy problem
then how about the problems that really out of your control??
Is it as easy as eating or sleeping...
and it is not just one problem that come to me but numerous..
this times really is the true challenge for me...

others will not understand the feeling of me until you really meet it..
others will also not understand me while they are not standing in my positions
if they are standing at my side,they will understand it
but no one will really understand me
because i am jasmine
who will keep all their problems in her heart which no one will ever know

somehow,
i just want to say thank you to all of my dearest friends that really worry about me
i know some of you really pray for me and worried me lots
i just want to say
do not worry,
i will overcome my problem quickly
until the old jasmine coming back to meet all of you
and thanks

agAiN

today
right after my class at 7pm
my mum called me up again...
still bad news...
what can do now??
pray hard...

quite tired because lack of sleeping and
class end very late...
besides,heavy rain...
but luckily my friend's sister fetching me back
if not sure whole body wet...
somehow....
i think i should pray now

eXeRcIsE

praise celebration for today was great...
the song which name 'you alone' really touch my heart a lots..
until i cannot control myself and my tears just keep on coming down...
this song told me that how great is our God and He deserve everything...
and the preaching that preached by pastor really good
the title is called the wise and fool builder...
it is state in Matthew and Luke..
and we should not called God's name without following Him...
what we need is follow Him...

after church service,
i went to condo and start doing exercises like gym and table tennis
pit ling, yeow and me start playing table tennis from around 2pm until 6pm...
its really fun in doing it
but i can sure that my leg will be pain after tomorrow...

fAiTh

today i purposely wake up very early just to register for curriculum...
finally i have make my decision to join tennis...
do not know why i am joining this but just to join..
maybe it really attract me ...


after i had register,suddenly my heart feel very sad...
my mind comes out with my dad's face
and this let me remembered of him
i remembered whathe has done for me...
how he care for me and how he support me...
he really did a lots of things for me...
although i know i cannot do anything,but at least what i can do for this moment is just pray for him...
suddenly something come out from my thought and this let me remembered one video that i had put in my laptop..
my finger just press on the video and watched...
this video is taken from one dvd and is all about healing...
and this video really shown me that a lots of people get heal by God's power...
it really touch my heart a lots..
i know and i understand...
everything for God is possible..
what we need is just put our faith on Him..
faith is really important
i just commit my dad unto Him and pray that he will get heal...

fri3ndS

it seem a lots of friends around me...
but if i met problems,who are the true friends that will come to me and ask are you ok??
it is very hard to get a friend that can talk and share all the problems..
i find it very hard to get the friend like this...
this kind of friends is like get lesser and lesser..

everyone need a friend but not friends that will 'use' you when they need you..
obviously,this is not really a true friends
a true friends will always there to send you a helping hand..
share your happiness and sadness...
and so on...

sometimes do you feel that you are being left out from a group??
do you feel that they did not involve you in their events??
sometimes i do feel that..
but finally i really realized that only God did not left me alone..
He is always there to help me..
human can change every moment
but our God will not change from last time,now and the end...
friends???
will they be with us when we really got into problems??

emeRg3ncy PhOn3 nUmbErS

below is the emergency phone numbers which is more effective than 999...

when
you are sad ,phone John 14
you are facing danger,phone psalm 91
people have failed you,phone psalm 27
you are alone and scared,phone psalm 23
you are worried,phone Matthew 8:19-34
you are hurt and critical,phone 1 Corinthians 13
you are seeking peace,phone Matthew 11:25-30
you are depressive,phone psalm 27
your bank account is empty,phone psalm 37
you are losing hope,phone psalm 126
you want to get Paul's happiness,phone John 15

ALTERNATE NUMBERS
for dealing with fear,call Psalm 3:47
for security,call Psalm 121:3
for assurance,call Mark 8:35
for reassurance,call Psalm 145:18

all these numbers maybe phone directly
no operator assistance is necessary
all lines to heaven are available 24 hours a day

abUndAnT lIfE

God wants each of us to experience a life that has meaning,direction,love and peace.God want to provide us with abundant life..
what is abundant life??
Abundant life is define as meaning more than adequate,richly supplied,plentiful.
but perhaps,we should talk about what the abundant life is not.
it isn't necessarily a life of wealth ,comfort,leisure or freedom from pain.it is not the 'good life' we hear about on TV.
but it is a life of access to untold divine resources,the provision God has made for us to live whole,healthy and hopeful lives.we have everything we need to live the abundant life.the one of the secret way is to have close relationship with God as we follow the truths of Scripture.

pRoBlem

problem come to me again..
i really hate problems...
i do not what can i do now except praying to God...
the first thought come into my mind is telling me that there is nothing...
there is nothing...
should i believe it???
i know people will reply me and say that do not ever believe it...
but how can i know whether it is spoken by God....

i pray that God will hear my cry
and will give my family and i a peaceful heart
so that nothing can be stop us to worshiping You...
maybe this time is a real challenge for my whole family...
i pray that our faith toward Him will not gone and turn to other things..
and i know that He has given us a lots of promises..
for example,proverbs17:22 ,matthew4:23-25 and so on
we should have more faith in it..
faith..
faith..

i really need prayer from now onward...
hope my church members and friends can keep it as prayer...
thanks a lots...

fRieNds' nItEx

today is the first friends' nitex that i went to since after 2nd semester started...
this friends' nitex is the special that i ever joined before...
it is not like normal service...
so...let me start how was it going on...
pit ling, yeow and me quite shock when we stepped into church...
because a lots of people keep on shouting there is late comers,late comers
then we are being called to stand in front and join in the ice-breaker
so called egg,small chicken and big chicken....
it is same as the ice breaker that i been played in previous higher ground...
then,the last 4 persons who lose will present something in front of everyone...
unfortunately,i lose in this game...
and 4 of us included are being called to sing a song -'two tigers'...
after that pastor preach a good sermon for this time...
yeap...
all of us should not chase for the things that can be shaken because it is dangerous...
we should chase something that will not shaken..
like God's Word
it is stated in Hebrew...
for example,we will not build house on the sand because it will not stand firm...
besides,we should not run for materialist's things...
people who chase for materialist's things will not have their own characteristic anymore...

then after sermon,we divided into five groups and start our games again...
why we divided into five groups??
it is because there is five things we,as a christian should do that
there is evangelism,worship,discipleship,fellowships and ministry...
i joined discipleship group...
and playing this games make me more understand what we should as a christian..
although we did not win in this games
but all of us still are the winning in God's kingdom...

stUdy's JouRnEy

study journey will be coming back soon...
second semester started on 6th of October
and this time i must really put lots of effort in it
so that i would not like last semester which do everything last minutes...

i really don't like the time table for this semester
start early in the morning then end very late..
besides,we needed to join sport in this semester too....
so...
i am wondering do i have extra time for violin class or any other classes???
i am still thinking whether going back to learn new instrument or not...
learning new things is my interest but do i have extra time for it??
still thinking..
thinking....
thinking....

cOnfUsiNg

this few days i quite confused with something..
in my eye sight,i can consider it as correct things but how about in other people's eye sight??
those leaders and my mum keep on calling me and told me that it is wrong
but is it really wrong or because they afraid something bad will happen???
i really do not know...
i think the better way is to ask God..
but why this few days i feel i am going far apart from God...
maybe for some peoples they will only seek for God when they need help
but i think seek for God all the time is important..
it is not necessary must only seek for God when we need it..
i know all of us need Him all the time no matter where we are and when....
because when you are tired,
you can rest your soul,your mind and your body in His embrace..

SiNcErItY

message on 14Th of September
sincerity
in Roman 12:9 state that "love must be sincere.hate what is evil and cling to what is good."
why do we called sincerity a virtue of transparency?
the word sincere comes from 2 Latin words 'sine'-without and 'cera'-without wax.
sincerity is what we see is what we get.
we live in a society where sincerity is as rare as Michelangelo's masterpiece.Everything seems to be "waxed" vitamins that make human young.second hand cars advertised as good as new.
what is hypocrisy?
Hypocrisy is the opposite of sincerity.The Greek word means putting on a mask,a stage actor,a pretender.these is what a hypocrisy is like.On the outside he may appear very nice,holy,self-righteous and others.Look beautiful outside but inside full of unclean things.
what is the main root problem of hypocrisy?
why cant we be fully sincere??
the first step toward sincerity is to recognize and acknowledge our weakness and to turn away from them.
the second problem of insincerity is the heart.only our own heart know whether we are sincere or not.if you yourselves do not know then who can understand it??
the third root problem is our love must be sincere.Why is love such an important factor in sincerity?because once you love in your heart then you will treat everyone sincerely.

To know whether you yourselves sincere or not...ask yourselves the questions that state below
a)are we the come with the person on the outside as we are only the inside?
b)do we judge or critics others??
c)is our heart for spiritual things :pure or impure??

start from now treat people with sincere heart then you will be bless....

dIscErNmEnT

message on 28th of September
discernment
Discernment is the ability to distinguish between what is good and what is evil in order to make wise decision..
today,many people in the world have no sense of discernment at all.
In fact,they demonstrate the opposite of discernment.
everyday newspaper show the people that being cheated of large sums of money,broken hearts and so on..
the bookshops that are supposed to disseminate knowledge..
"of making many books there is no end,and much study wearies the body"
"you cannot imagine how great is people's foolishness,they have no sense of discernment,having lost it by hoping themselves and putting their trust in their own knowledge"

there are 3 basic questions that we needed to ask ourselves..
1.Have you discerned that knowledge of the bible is essential for spiritual grown?
A discernment heart is a learning heart.A discerning heart needs knowledge.A discerning heart acquires all the knowledge through experience,observation and reasoning added by the Holy Spirit to come to a wise decision.We cannot develop discernment without adequate knowledge of what the bible teaches.We cannot defeat lie unless we know the truth.
2.Have you discerned the difference between 'discernment' and 'judgement'?
"Thou shall not judge for in the same way you judge others,you will be judged".Some of us afraid to speak out even we know something is really or correct.
So,there are the differences between discernment and judgement.
a)discerns :sees or acknowledge own fault
judge :overlooks own fault
b)discerns :check out all the facts
judge :jumps into conclusions and look for evidence
c)discerns :deals privately
judge :spread the news publicly


3.Have you discerned that the gift of Discernment si also a gift of the Holy spirit to the body of
Christ-the Church?
discernment is also a gift of Holy Spirit to distinguish between what is good and bad..

Discernment is developed through knowledge ,interaction and experiences.

coMinG bAcK

coming back to KL again
most of my friends asked me when is the next time that i will be back again
haiz...
i hope very soon...
i really miss my friends lots
especially one of my best friend

m0vIe

today is the last day for me to spend whole day in kuantan..
i am going back to KL again
happy time passed vey fast
just like we spend few hours together
today,we still spend our time at mega
we went there for movie
this is the second movie that i watch thoughout the holidays
although i do not watch all of the movies but i am happy to spend all the time with my friends
the important is not the movies but is the friends

bOwliNg

start from today onward just left four of us in kuantan
today,
jared ,kelven and me went to mega again
almost everyday spend time at mega
today we went to play bowling
really happy
because today is the first time i do not drop down the bowling ball oftenly
really happy..
but playing bowling really is the hardest sport compared to others
really hard
although jared keep on teaching me but i still do not know how play
am i really weak in learning?
i still need lots in learning it...

lAst gAthErinG

today is the last gathering for five of us..
because all pit ling is going back to KL again
do not when only got chance to meet again...
really miss the time that we spend together..

FRIENDs FOREVER