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i been joining choir for two months but i don't even practice for once...
today teacher called me up and wanted me to join their choir practice
after i had prepared everything,bringing up my heavy heart to go...
once i reached there,i really do not what should i do..
no friends...no people to talk to....
Besides,i did not practiced for even once..how am i going to join them??

every times i went for practiced,teacher wanted me to join alto part..
i'm wondering whether i'm a pianist or a singer??
and just left few more weeks to competition,now only i'm going to practiced the score..
Do i have the ability to do it in a short period of time??

I going to quit but i seem got no choice because teacher don't let me quit...
she told me that my name had been listed in the competition list...
i think the only way i can do is going to the practiced...

hope time can pass super fast,so that i can run away from practices