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i am waiting for those days to come...
waiting for it...
especially Christmas's eve
Christmas that day itself
the day after i finished my final exam...
the day i can have my holidays...

i think it might be fun on Christmas's eve night....
waiting for the programs that well prepared by them..
curious what will be the programs and what will happen on that day

although i did not go back kuantan for my Christmas
and yet this is the first time not going back
but he celebrate with me...
you hope i stay at KL but you wanted me to go back....
i think you had been thinking this for so long right??
actually i had make decision before i asked you that question
that's why i am not going back
besides,
my mum just asked me to stay..

i think i have not been going to their gathering for more than half a year...
this time...
i thought i am going back
and yet i told my friends
but end up...
i cannot make it
feel like so sorry to my friends
my primary school's friends, MC4clanz, my church's friends....
i think for sure can meet you all next year
but i think you all will be busy that time....

i just wanna finish my final exam now...
sometimes feel stress in it...
i have no confident for this semester...
i scare i might fail in some subject....
is a MUST for me to passed it...
i cannot fail in any subject
but i think is quite hard for me too...
going to study hard from now onwards...
cannot let anything to stop from it...

holidays..............
i love holidays
because at least i am free for some days....
with no study problems....
and of cause i can have my favorite foods that sell in kuantan
so long...
almost 3 months have not eating them
miss all the foods
start listing up the foods that i wanna eat when i go back...
waiting for it...