fEeLinG

the hardest thing to control in this world is the feeling of your heart..
you can say hundred or thousand times that dun worry and happy,cheer up
but our heart still will giving us true feeling..
it is not easy to overcome your feeling just in one or two seconds
because we are human...
we always need a lots of times to solve even one single and easy problem
then how about the problems that really out of your control??
Is it as easy as eating or sleeping...
and it is not just one problem that come to me but numerous..
this times really is the true challenge for me...

others will not understand the feeling of me until you really meet it..
others will also not understand me while they are not standing in my positions
if they are standing at my side,they will understand it
but no one will really understand me
because i am jasmine
who will keep all their problems in her heart which no one will ever know

somehow,
i just want to say thank you to all of my dearest friends that really worry about me
i know some of you really pray for me and worried me lots
i just want to say
do not worry,
i will overcome my problem quickly
until the old jasmine coming back to meet all of you
and thanks