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there is a Christmas celebrate at Kuala Lumpur International Hotel.....
on Christmas eve that night....
happy...
and i am waiting that day to come...
do not know why...
Christmas bring some special of feeling to me...
but on Christmas that itself got no planned on how to celebrate
because i no more in kuantan this Christmas...
therefore got no plan
besides,
KL here sure got lots of people whenever we go especially on Christmas
so...
stay at home better right??

just feel like soon will having boring Christmas
somehow,
he know i did not go back kuantan
and he planned to celebrate with me...
happy to hear that...
at least he come to celebrate with me...
his caring just touch me lots
i know thanks cannot replace everything that he did
somehow,
still need to say thanks right??
this mean that i really appreciate what you did for me since the beginning until now...

yEs oR nO

actually i planned so long that i am going back on Christmas that day
i thought i can celebrate at my home church...
but when i called back
they celebrate on Christmas eve
so it seem like i cannot join them
because my class end at 6pm
even when i rush back,
the event just will end once i reached
so...
no going back this Christmas.....
i told my friends that i going back
and now not going back,
and miss those gathering again
owh.........
and of cause miss the chance that can talk with my friends...
sorry......my friends........

this time is my first time not going back home for 2months over.......
if my parent did not came KL
i think i will only have chance next year....

this few days keep on getting call from my mum and sister about staying problems
there is very troublesome when we got no house at KL
staying at others' house is like troublesome and also not that good....
i keep on thinking those problems that happened.....
i really cannot think of better way to solve it...
so...
the conclusion is they will stay with me when they come to KL....