still remain unchanged
the new sem had started...
is in week 2 now...
only 2 main papers and 2 language papers...
3 of the lecturer quite good,it means i still understand what they teached....*not bad....
only the ISCM lecturer, i could said his way of teaching is super special until i had no idea on what he is teaching....can i considered him young and inexperienced???
most of the assignments staring soon...
will be a busy life from now on...
need to re-focus on the subjects...
thinking whether wanna join convo or not??!!
any ideas or comments??
my mum asking me not to join because still have another chance but still depend on me...
so.....*thinking

going to start working on next week...
excited??tired??....*no idea
this was the very first time i work...
this work considered easy and relaxing...
hope that i able to handle working and studying at the same time...^^

finally i had finished my clay teacher course last month...
spending my time to finished the LAST project which is snow white and seven dwarfs
finishing soon!!
taking the new extra course soon...^^
excited...
i am excited in learning a new thing
when i looked back my schedule,
seem like very packed
somehow,is better than doing nothing right??

busying finding room also...
searching a better place..
hard to get a good and comfortable place...
*finger-crossed* pray that can get it soon....
i hope the best friend that you said is me...*if i am not too love...haha...you know is YOU i am talking to...my beloved friend*
yup...
problems are still there...
no solving...
maybe someone think that it is solved...
but for me...is still there...
maybe someone is curious on what am i thinking or what is the thing i wanted or why are you taking care too much on the problems??wow...really lots of question...
your words keep moving in my mind...i still rmembered you said 'from last time till now, you would care what people think or talk bout you, why this time care so much??'
yaya...my best friend, you are right!!
and on last week P&C, seriously God told me something...*secret!!!
i think i will considered bout it...^^
if you interested on what am i thinking and stand still with, you can always ask me... why need to purposely asked others??!!
asking my friend or the people around me would not get the answers!!
maybe you think asking them might get what you want but i can tell you, you would never get the answer from them....

i realize human are always thinking of themselves...
maybe it could considered as selfish??
it seldom happened that A would do something for B except A&B are best friend, family or your loved one...
even friend seldom would do that for you...
do you realized that also??
is right for those who only think for themselves...
really....
and no wrong....
is just OVER thinking for themselves is really bad....
it means no other opinion would taken from you or no comments are needed from you...
haiz...
this is how the world works...

finally....
we are divided into groups
although it looks like good
but i feel like it is unfair...
those bad time table was given to us and good time table they took...
although the time table was changed every semester
but it seem like no different
because first group always having nice time table...
no choice...
have to follow up to 14 weeks
totally have no idea on it....
it seem like all the problems had settle but the results was disatisfy by me...
again...
no choice...
FOLLOW and accept it is the only way...

finally results are out...
thanks God, i passed all
successfully moving to advance diploma...
the only problem is the TIME TABLE
is really terrible
i hope i could get into the other group where the time table is much more better...
the time table not really packed,is just the break time between the subjects is lots...
i hope i could manage all these..
by the way,
i am quite happy because i am going to do what i wanna to do...^^
only by God's leading, i can only done all this....

somehow,
there are still lots of problem around me...
only through God, all this can be solved
i really have no way or power over it...
most of people think that the way i think and making decision is totally different from others
and maybe some of them thought that it is a wrong way...
i believe no one really understand me except those who really close to me
i miss my parent because of their understanding, they would just advice me when i am wrong...
and i miss my best friends too....
although i seldom see but they care and understanding, let me feel so glad....

TIRED!!!!
really need to rest...
on saturday, 15th of may...
wake up at 6.30am
coming back to KL with my mum
once reached KL, went to Time square until almost 7pm
and me and my mum started to clean the house until almost 1am



today, went shopping at mid valley and the Garden
really tired
is like keep on walking the whole
no resting...
really wanted to have a rest



sometimes,
is very hard to tell out all the things that u planned to say
others thought he himself is right but din think of others...
only those who are not involved can see all this clearly...
i did not voice out does not mean i am not angry..
sometimes when i think backed
i did not tell out everything or voice out is because i think i still can handle all this
but remember
blow balloon one time still ok. 10 times still ok
100 times----------sure burst...
i am also human, have emotions....
i hope all these would settle soon
so that it won't interupt me

FinaLly

finally

coming back to KL again which means my holidays end soon

results is going to released...

hope i can get what i wanted...

so that i can proceed to adv dip...



between the 2 weeks

i spend my time in kuantan by watching movie and yc

at the same time

i went to gambang water park with my church members...

quite fun but SUNBURN....



i also manage to meet my beloved friends during the 2 weeks time...

quite happy..

wonder when is my next holidays again

really enjoys those life



while my time table for next semester really terrible

i really do not want that kind of time table....

sad....T.T

somehow,

it's fixed

no choice...have to follow...