31st DEC

today will be the last day for 2008....
going to end everything..
everything that happened this year will be past
but what i doing now still in present
waiting for future...
wish??
dream??
lots for next year...
waiting for it to come...

i think i still left one more thing that haven settle down...
friend's problem
maybe you think i am wrong saying those words to you...
and you think that if i really treat you as friend,
those words will not come out from my mouth...
right??
just say sorry to you here...
maybe you think is not enough...
but is your choice to choose forgive me or not...
won force you to forgive me
just hope we are still friend...
if i know this will be the end of our friendship...
then,
i will not choose as what i did that day...
because i don't hope friendship just end so...
somehow..
this is all i can do...
and if you still making the same decision
then...
this is what you choose...

somehow...
new year coming
i need to look forward but not backward...
waiting new thing come into my life...

thanks Emily..
thanks for your advice
really happy that i still have chance to talked to you
really miss you...
and all of my friends...
although not going back kuantan even have holidays
but i still super miss you all
waiting for the days that i really can crapping with all of you...
always miss the times that we spend together

HAPPY NEW YEAR

13 days to final exam