Almost come to an end of 2010..

and the month of December was filled with wonderful trip to Bandung...

some people wondering why am I going to Indonesia, and not other places...

but....

Bandung is really a nice place to visit...

the weather there is quite cold...

but the traffic there is super terrible..

traffic light = no traffic light...

motorbike lots more than car...

although the traffic there lack of systematic but the people still got no problem with that..

is slightly different from KL driver..

they seldom 'hon' others even traffic jam..

kids are selling foods, drinks etc in the middle of the road...

some of the kids are just walking around with no shoes...

the gap between the rich and poor are large...

can just see the different obviously...

My family and I visit lots places over there...

first,

SHOPPING!!!!

we really mad and crazy shopping...

buy lots of branded clothes...

and yet...

still not able to visit all factory outlet....

second,

we went to Tangkuban Perahu volcano, super cold here..

and its height is 2000 meters above sea level...

we almost take one and half hour to that volcano...

long distance with cold weather and nice screen...

after the volcano,

foods are the things that come into our mind...

we decided to take our lunch at kampoeng Daun...

a place where we can enjoy our lunch in the jungle...

the food there not expensive and it is delicious...

we also visit kampoeng strawberry...

This is the first time that we can eat and at the same time pick up the strawberry...

the strawberry there are all sweet and nice...

and the price there also very cheap where you can buy 1 kg of strawberry with only RM10..

we try lots of Indonesian food...

the famous one is Ayam Goreng Suharti...

nasi padang... etc...

I am the person who not really can eat spicy food

and now...

i took five days of spicy foods...

we also meet a nice and good driver where he fetch us from hotel and visit every places that we want..

his name is Algus...

he is so patient with us where we have different places to visit in one day...

In conclusion,

it is really a nice place to visit if you are crazy with shopping...

photos will be upload soon..

Hoo....

coming to the end of 2010...

lots of things happen within this year...

Lots of changes in my life as well...

BUT

one thing that forever never change..

God still with me all the times...

This year was the first where i helps as the English-Chinese translator..

helps in PA System...

helps as a clay teacher...

lots more.....

all these are because being bless by God..

and His strength, wisdom always provided to me...

quite busy recently...

assignments, mid-term test, working.....

i really thank God...

this semester was a fearful semester for me...

2 subjects of finance where I really have no idea on it...

research.... the lecture..hmm... no bad, I can still learned something from her

]just bit emotions....

I still remembered few weeks before the presentation and submission of BR project

I was afraid on it...

I prayed hard that He will take control of everything..

REALLY...

on that day, He really take control of everything...

MId-term test??!!

honestly,

His wisdom provided to me...

although i had no idea on every subjects

but,

not bad for mid-term test...^^

working??!!

tiring day as i worked in Kid's fair for 2 days...

Kid's fair is the place where lots of kids are there....

taught lots children

from 2 years old till......adults...

tired but really learned lots there

communication with children and parents...^^

Thank God,

got a phone call from one company for interview...

not sure whether can get it or not...

but...

i believe everything was been planned Abba...

so...

no worries...^^

Christmas coming.....

but...

not able to celebrate here....

Going to Bandung, Indonesia...^^

celebrate there??

will be a memorable Christmas....

long post....

somehow,

pray that next year, 2011 will be a better year for everyone...

had been closing this blog for quite a long time...due to some reasons...

is open up again...^^

tiring semester 2...

really need to work hard for it

where i wouldn't let the same problem again...

coming soon to the end of 2010...

moving forward to 2011...

well...

really need to pray hard that what is my whole year plan for coming year(*from God)

hoping for better year...

Finally...

once a year...

my birthday was over....

hmm...

what can i said??!!

thanks for all the wishes from my friends, cousins, family...

those who wish me through calls, sms and write on my wall in FACEBOOK

somehow...

did not have a great birthday but have those beloved to celebrate with me...

jac(my sis)

kok jun, yeow, jian wei (housemates)

pit ling all over from kepong, bih yar from all over B17-8

and ivan celebrate birthday with me....

haha...

they wanna gave me a surprise but acting like no electricity

but planning left out with small little mistake which is din planned with those who are not here as well....

HAHA...phone calls....

somehow, thank you for the cake, presents, surprise and small celebration...

in the afternoon,

ivan was buying me a super big secret recipe cake for me...

wooohooo....

huge cake...

i think i will gain in weight after eating all of it.....

thanks ya...ivan...

before my birthday, ivan was like wanna just buying a pack of rice ONLY...

somehow,

the rice change to cake

and having pizza at night...

although everything was a small wishes or celebration

but it is enough to show all the care and love from all of you...

happy with that...^^

i think the goal for this moment is pass all the exam paper..
well...
few more days to final exam..
preparation?? no
study?? not really...
understand of the subject?? totally not...
and yet exam is nearer..
this was the first time i really did lots of last minutes work
for example in my assignment and now...exam...
am i too relax previously and now cannot catch up everything...
i really do not know whether i am in stress or not
because i look like not really stress
but i am afraid of it...
in the first day of this semester
i thought off wanna get good result which is much more better than preciously...
but it seems like impossible...

i think i had made a wrong decision on something...
i really hope all will just be settle in A TIME...

sometimes i just wondering of myself
what is the big deal when you just have a small little illnesses such as gastric, cough and so on...
and you really look at it as a serious illnesses where you show and tell others that you are weak
compare to those who fight for their lives with illnesses in order to live...you weak or they weak??
when i read the magazines
really jealous of them..
where they still laugh and smile always
and also THEY DON'T THINK IT WAS A BIG DEAL...
and
what is the big deal when you just get 'kick' by your boyfriend or girlfriend??
is this is main purpose of your life??
and
what is the big deal when you just losses everything on earth??
you still have the loves supporting you...
there is lots of things in this world that are so important to us...
where i think i would not stay with the problem until i die...

my blog is dead for a long while..
and I AM COMING BACK AGAIN...
is week 13 now..
2 more weeks to my first final exam of Adv Dip..
have no idea on the subjects i took for this semester..
and i am like still in holiday mood...
really need that kind of 'motivation' to start my revision...
this time feel some stress because advance dip is totally different from diploma
is like more hard, more busy, more last minutes work compared to last time
really afraid that cannot get good mark for exam...
quite disappointed when i got the total marks for assignment or mid term test..
is quite low....and quite sad bout it..
maybe i had no really study so...
haiz...
hope that i really can do in my exam...
by the way...
i cannot celebrate my birthday this year...
the exam fall on 26th, 28th,30th of august and 2nd of sept..
huhu..
need to celebrate my birthday by reading the books...
and my birthday present is 'words'


i am like quite long din not dwell in the presence of God..
kinda miss Him where He is there always for me
i still remembered few times in Praise and celebration session
i had a deep feeling that He is there with all of us...
He always touch my heart in different ways..
songs, words and more...
He keep on reminding me that He is there with me no matter what..
and i saw myself dance happily with Him in the garden where the garden super beutiful(i think cannot get in the world)
and also saw myself have freedom where i can fly freely all over the place....the freedom that i get is hard to describe..
and it was the most freely way that i had ...
is always hard to decribed the freedom and happinest i get when i dwell in the presence of Him...

these few weeks..
really feel tired..
sleep quite early and wake up quite late...
besides, still had a small nap which is few hours in the afternoon...
is like all of my times spend on sleeping...
must remind myself not to sleep too much..

these few weeks was a busy week
where i just finished rushing all my assignment
and all the mid term test
and i just finished joining advance class for clay..
really feel that i am weak in doing clay when i saw the work from teacher
where she really can made everything in a few while compared to me...
she might just take a short time to finish one project but me....longer time...
will post some photos on what i had did...

last but not least....
gambateh to all of my friends who take final exam ^^

is week 10 now...
almost come to the end of the semester....
and also going to finish all assignment soon....
then come final exam
and FINALLY
today is my first convocation
although it is not convocation of degree cert
but this was my first convocation of my life...
happy...
i still remembered when i first entered TARC...
heard lots of people said hard to graduate and all that...
but unbelievable...
GRADUATED...
moving to another stage of study which is much more harder compared to last time
need to study harder...
by the way..
congraz to all my friends who graduated with me as well...^^
thanks for my parent,
they purposely came to KL just to attend my convocation
and of cause my friends....
thanks for the flower and cute piggy also....
will upload more photos....

seven dwarfs

Jesus and the sheep

used lots of time finishing all this...

feel happy when i see all these which is done by me myself...^^

今天还真是有够烦。。。
昨天赶出来的assignment， 就因为电脑无端端有问题
资料在一瞬间 没了
真想哭 T.T
所以电脑还真的信不过
而我
还是要重新做过
有够气
今晚几点才能睡呢？？
想说晚餐吃些好的补回
可是还是没机会
想找个钢琴弹弹都没有
还真是不知道哪里还有我能出气的地方
好怀恋以前每当我心情不好时，有钢琴在的地方
haiz....

想找个人聊都不行
各有各忙的
各有各的烦恼

明天也算是我最后一天做工
虽然工作上还算蛮轻松
可是，还是会感觉到累
真的好想好想轻轻松松看场戏
好久没看戏了
不知是不是会在9月才有机会呢？？ *因为9月放假

有好几次
我都在想
人是不是很现实
我时常都觉得在我身边的人都好假
感觉上他们比戏里面的主角都厉害
所以到底谁是真，谁是假
你。。。。。分辨的到吗？？
真的好想好好的睡一觉
真的累了。。。。

getting lots and lots of assignments...
is like no end for it...
tired of it...
lack of sleeping....
the worst thing is
MY HOUSE GOT NO INTERNET LINE...
hoo....
can u imagine i spend lots of money in CC
which is really wasting money
hope we would get internet line soon
no movie can be watched
no MSN
no google....

getting busy and busy
busy of doing assignment
i think the time for us to pass up are not reasonable...
we have lesser time to finish it and i think it is super hard to finish it
by the way, i am BUSINESS student....
IT....have no idea....
somehow,still need to be done on time....
feel bit scare for the interview on tomorrow...
this is the first time which looks so serious and asking question in a formal way....
i think the assignment for this subject is quite troublesome...
need to have this and need to have that...
luckily this was the last IT paper in my whole life...

still remain unchanged
the new sem had started...
is in week 2 now...
only 2 main papers and 2 language papers...
3 of the lecturer quite good,it means i still understand what they teached....*not bad....
only the ISCM lecturer, i could said his way of teaching is super special until i had no idea on what he is teaching....can i considered him young and inexperienced???
most of the assignments staring soon...
will be a busy life from now on...
need to re-focus on the subjects...
thinking whether wanna join convo or not??!!
any ideas or comments??
my mum asking me not to join because still have another chance but still depend on me...
so.....*thinking

going to start working on next week...
excited??tired??....*no idea
this was the very first time i work...
this work considered easy and relaxing...
hope that i able to handle working and studying at the same time...^^

finally i had finished my clay teacher course last month...
spending my time to finished the LAST project which is snow white and seven dwarfs
finishing soon!!
taking the new extra course soon...^^
excited...
i am excited in learning a new thing
when i looked back my schedule,
seem like very packed
somehow,is better than doing nothing right??

busying finding room also...
searching a better place..
hard to get a good and comfortable place...
*finger-crossed* pray that can get it soon....
i hope the best friend that you said is me...*if i am not too love...haha...you know is YOU i am talking to...my beloved friend*
yup...
problems are still there...
no solving...
maybe someone think that it is solved...
but for me...is still there...
maybe someone is curious on what am i thinking or what is the thing i wanted or why are you taking care too much on the problems??wow...really lots of question...
your words keep moving in my mind...i still rmembered you said 'from last time till now, you would care what people think or talk bout you, why this time care so much??'
yaya...my best friend, you are right!!
and on last week P&C, seriously God told me something...*secret!!!
i think i will considered bout it...^^
if you interested on what am i thinking and stand still with, you can always ask me... why need to purposely asked others??!!
asking my friend or the people around me would not get the answers!!
maybe you think asking them might get what you want but i can tell you, you would never get the answer from them....

i realize human are always thinking of themselves...
maybe it could considered as selfish??
it seldom happened that A would do something for B except A&B are best friend, family or your loved one...
even friend seldom would do that for you...
do you realized that also??
is right for those who only think for themselves...
really....
and no wrong....
is just OVER thinking for themselves is really bad....
it means no other opinion would taken from you or no comments are needed from you...
haiz...
this is how the world works...

finally....
we are divided into groups
although it looks like good
but i feel like it is unfair...
those bad time table was given to us and good time table they took...
although the time table was changed every semester
but it seem like no different
because first group always having nice time table...
no choice...
have to follow up to 14 weeks
totally have no idea on it....
it seem like all the problems had settle but the results was disatisfy by me...
again...
no choice...
FOLLOW and accept it is the only way...

finally results are out...
thanks God, i passed all
successfully moving to advance diploma...
the only problem is the TIME TABLE
is really terrible
i hope i could get into the other group where the time table is much more better...
the time table not really packed,is just the break time between the subjects is lots...
i hope i could manage all these..
by the way,
i am quite happy because i am going to do what i wanna to do...^^
only by God's leading, i can only done all this....

somehow,
there are still lots of problem around me...
only through God, all this can be solved
i really have no way or power over it...
most of people think that the way i think and making decision is totally different from others
and maybe some of them thought that it is a wrong way...
i believe no one really understand me except those who really close to me
i miss my parent because of their understanding, they would just advice me when i am wrong...
and i miss my best friends too....
although i seldom see but they care and understanding, let me feel so glad....

TIRED!!!!
really need to rest...
on saturday, 15th of may...
wake up at 6.30am
coming back to KL with my mum
once reached KL, went to Time square until almost 7pm
and me and my mum started to clean the house until almost 1am



today, went shopping at mid valley and the Garden
really tired
is like keep on walking the whole
no resting...
really wanted to have a rest



sometimes,
is very hard to tell out all the things that u planned to say
others thought he himself is right but din think of others...
only those who are not involved can see all this clearly...
i did not voice out does not mean i am not angry..
sometimes when i think backed
i did not tell out everything or voice out is because i think i still can handle all this
but remember
blow balloon one time still ok. 10 times still ok
100 times----------sure burst...
i am also human, have emotions....
i hope all these would settle soon
so that it won't interupt me

FinaLly

finally

coming back to KL again which means my holidays end soon

results is going to released...

hope i can get what i wanted...

so that i can proceed to adv dip...



between the 2 weeks

i spend my time in kuantan by watching movie and yc

at the same time

i went to gambang water park with my church members...

quite fun but SUNBURN....



i also manage to meet my beloved friends during the 2 weeks time...

quite happy..

wonder when is my next holidays again

really enjoys those life



while my time table for next semester really terrible

i really do not want that kind of time table....

sad....T.T

somehow,

it's fixed

no choice...have to follow...

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yeepee...
here come the end of diploma
moving on to the higher stage...
hope that i could just manage it..

and also almost the end of my clay class...
getting excited to make more and more cuties cartoon...
trying to make it
because i still do not have much confident in it...

when i was in clay class
my teacher opened classical music..
while i was hearing of that
some unconfortable feeling came to me
i just felt that i am away from classical music for almost 3 years..
i still remembered...
last time,
when my piano teacher wanted me to play classical music and i just ignored
just felt that classical music is hard to learned and boring
but when i heard it by this noon
the music really touch my heart..
all those music in that cd is those music that i played it with my own hands
and i really miss the time whn i playing that..
really hope i still have the chance to played all those songs again...
but quite impossible...
hand getting harden and harden
is like not flexible in playing it...
haiz...
what i waste...

watching 2 movies once after the class....
i really feel that i am crazy because watching twice ' clash of titns' within 5 days....
super tired

yesterday was the last lecture and today is the last tutorial we are attending...
finally two years time coming to an end
although some of us still proceed and studying in the same place again
but some of them are leaving
somehow..
wish them all the best no matter where they are going

this friday having a small and mini final exam...
although just a small exam but it is more than enough for me study
and my diploma life will totally end on next wed...
my last paper...
wish all of my classmates get good results....

time passed really fast
left one more week, i would finish diploma in IB
really fast...really cant imagine myself taking up this course and study it...
thinking quite a long time where should i proceed..
lots of thoughts bout that
although final decision is in TARC but other suggestion still in my mind...
somehow, i should proceed it in the same place
although taking longer time but can get away from work...^^

quite lots of things happened that i did not experienced before
i do not know what shall be done in order to get away from all these..
but i believed God will planned everything for me

i realized angry did not help you anything
is just you getting angry and is making yourself much more problems
some one may not know what am i thinking all the time
someone would think that what am i doing right now are wrong
but for those who really understand me,
you will know what am i doing and what am i thinking...

the happiest thing is i am going to finished my clay class soon
wow...
i still remembered i had a deep feeling when i finished making the first clay which is ladybug
the thing that you make by yourselves and you put lots of efforts in it to finished is really different when you just get it from others...
is really different
although is quite tiring, travelling all the way to learned it
but i feel happy in it....^^
will upload more photos soon on what had i made...^^V

quite a long time did not update my blog...
but now it is alive...
let see what had i done within these few weeks....
just like normal...
my last semester start
timetable considered nice for me because is just 3 study day
which i have can relax myself from wed evening untill sun...
but once the test and assignment started
no more relaxing day

my results was released...
i was so shocked that the subjects that i planned to get A's did not get an A's
while those subjects that i not confident with get an A's
somehow overall results is ok
but a little bit worse than last semester...
i should work hard this semester

these few days really busy....
busy of dog...noobee
what a active dog until i am tiring in taking care of it...
run here,run there...
but it is cute is just a bit of active...
somehow...
i should have to say bye bye to noobee

the thing that i feel happy and always waiting is learning clay
maybe some of them might think that i am crazy or stupid
spending time learning time learning this kind of thing
but i think it is worth
when you find something that you interested in
you will just do it happily...
i hope all the things that i made won not make a disappoinment to my mum...

sometimes,
i really feel that it is hard to communicate with people
maybe i am those that not really good in communication
or maybe i am those who l0ve to live by myself
and i feel hard to expressed out my feeling to you...
when i saw your message, i will think twice or maybe more than that in how to reply your message
i scare to hear 'why' from you
do not know why just scare hearing this from you...
i do not why...
i had try my best to change
but...haiz...
hope someone could really understand the situation that i standing now...

maybe of busying in all sort of things...
really feel tired...
and have a little mini fever...
a little mini fever causes me to sleep from 7.30pm until next day 9.30am
i feel so sorry for those people that i promised to help up
is like i suddenly keep out my promises...
i am thinking of how??!!
somehow..
sorry....

my semester break almost finished 1/3 of total...
and will be going back to kuantan by today...
and finally i had my total rest after the war...
and waiting for the last semester...^.^

same as last year..
this year will not celebrate valentine with him...
somehow hope you enjoys that day by working...^____^v
Happy Valentine and Chinese new year....

finally...
two days after exam....
holidays now...
this exam really used up almost all of my energy...
super tired...
after exam..
i slept from 6.30pm until the nest morning almost 9am....
halfly recharge...
today went to shopping and watched 'tooth fairy'
i just wonder am i bringing bad luck to him...
really fins it unlucky since last year...
hope everthing will be fined..
and this year would be better...

today whole day feel sad
do not know whether is because of exam or other reason
just whole day not really have mood
easily get angry..
when i looked at my notes
i really feel like wanna give up..
this is the first time i had this type of feeling...
and deep inside my heart
i really had lots of things wanna to express out..
but..
sad....
do not know what to do..
hope the exam end now...
T.T

2 more days to the first paper..

this time really prepared less compared to previous exam..

because it seems like almost the end of my diploma studied..

feel boring and stress, whole day sitting in front of the BOOKS...

really boring..

its like other than study, what you can do is STUDY

so..

suddenly have a thought of watching movie...

without thinking much..

i just booked the ticket

'Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's assistant'

this movie quite nice..

but is just part 1

just have to wait for part 2..

somehow

after movie..

still coming back for books..

but much more better than reading all the times..

these few days while i am praying...

that is something God is like keep on reminding me...

when i think it twice...

i do not what should i do...

is seem like so impossible

but one verse come into my mind

in 2 Corinthians 12:9

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weaknesses" Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

i just do not know how to make it...

but i believe He had planned everything me ..

even when He is asking me to do something

He would just planned to me

when i look back my life...

i really got blessed lots by Him

sometimes i might even feel guilty for what i had done...

exam is coming soon

but i still in relaxing mode..

i do not know why am i feeling so..

i should feel worried..

but is like so relax...

when i think of exam

one thought come into my mind which called me don't worried...

somehow..

i should hand everything to Him...

do not worried too much..

may God blessed everyone who have exam as me and those who have problems..

^____^v

this few days really spend lots og time in studying
but it seems like i cant finish it before exam...
actually quite worried bout it
this was the second last semester for me..
somehow
this time was the first time that i really feel stress...
really stress
afraid that cant scored a better results...
afraid that i cant maintain my CGPA...
and so lots..
while i am worrying so much...
i feel that GOd spoke to me...
suddenly..
peace coming to me...
one verse come into my mind...
"You can do all things in God"...
so..
i believe God will be with me throughout the exam period..