suddenly feel like eveything was meaningless in this world..

when i thought of final exam...

my mind really blank...

have no idea on what am i going to do

except study...study and study...

everytime when i going to study...

feel like resting and sleeping...

really got no more energy to read...

somehow...

still need right??

i think smiling in front of everyone is better than cry right??

usually i do not like to tell out or express out my sadness...

because cry....

is a weak thing that showing to people...

everytime when i feel like crying...

i will force myself not to cry in front of people...

because this will show that you are weak...

and crying help nothing..

no matter how sad am i...

cry is not one of the matter...

but sometimes...

hard to control...

therefore,

start from now again...

i must tell myself

no more crying