my blog is dead for a long while..
and I AM COMING BACK AGAIN...
is week 13 now..
2 more weeks to my first final exam of Adv Dip..
have no idea on the subjects i took for this semester..
and i am like still in holiday mood...
really need that kind of 'motivation' to start my revision...
this time feel some stress because advance dip is totally different from diploma
is like more hard, more busy, more last minutes work compared to last time
really afraid that cannot get good mark for exam...
quite disappointed when i got the total marks for assignment or mid term test..
is quite low....and quite sad bout it..
maybe i had no really study so...
haiz...
hope that i really can do in my exam...
by the way...
i cannot celebrate my birthday this year...
the exam fall on 26th, 28th,30th of august and 2nd of sept..
huhu..
need to celebrate my birthday by reading the books...
and my birthday present is 'words'


i am like quite long din not dwell in the presence of God..
kinda miss Him where He is there always for me
i still remembered few times in Praise and celebration session
i had a deep feeling that He is there with all of us...
He always touch my heart in different ways..
songs, words and more...
He keep on reminding me that He is there with me no matter what..
and i saw myself dance happily with Him in the garden where the garden super beutiful(i think cannot get in the world)
and also saw myself have freedom where i can fly freely all over the place....the freedom that i get is hard to describe..
and it was the most freely way that i had ...
is always hard to decribed the freedom and happinest i get when i dwell in the presence of Him...

these few weeks..
really feel tired..
sleep quite early and wake up quite late...
besides, still had a small nap which is few hours in the afternoon...
is like all of my times spend on sleeping...
must remind myself not to sleep too much..

these few weeks was a busy week
where i just finished rushing all my assignment
and all the mid term test
and i just finished joining advance class for clay..
really feel that i am weak in doing clay when i saw the work from teacher
where she really can made everything in a few while compared to me...
she might just take a short time to finish one project but me....longer time...
will post some photos on what i had did...

last but not least....
gambateh to all of my friends who take final exam ^^