ReAlLy TiReD

i really feel tired...
i got no more idea in what to do....
some said what i did is still considered ok...
some said what i did is wicked and off....
so what shall i do??
i don't think i can follow others to do things right??
Mr.A said i am right
Mr.B said i am wrong...
so??i should stand at which side??

maybe most of you agree that i really changed
and i might change to a person that you don't know
i might change to a scary person
i might smile in front of you but actually i am thinking in my heart on how to so called 'kill' or hurt you...
this is what people think of me now...
maybe yes
maybe no

just tired of all these...
i do not know why a small matters can just turn up like this....
i also do not know why all these happened...
i thought everything just settle down easily...
but actually cannot....

one thing just come into my mind is...
relationship is hard to maintain
especially boy girl relationship...
friendship...
easy to start for these two relationship
but once things happened...
hard to solve it...
anyway..
scare of it...

what i wrote in my blog just to write out all my feeling
i don't meant anything inside here
i might write this
but the day after tomorrow
i might forget about it...
so...
it is not letting people to point all the mistakes
and also saying i am wrong...
i think i should end with...
i am not a good blogger...