soRrY??!!

for those who misunderstand me...

maybe all of you think that i am wrong

and i need to apologies

but do you really take a deep breath ,clear your mind and think of it...

yup...

for you maybe i am wrong

but what you did is correct??

just thought of it...

i think i am tired in saying sorry 

i am not wishes to say so anymore

because what i did or said still considered wrong

then,

tell me 

what is the point of doing all this??!!!

yup

all of you are right all the times..

i totally agree with it!!

i remembered last time i read a book

i like one of passage very much...

it said that 'don't point finger to others,because when pointing one finger to others,another 3 fingers is pointing back to yourselves.'try this.....

for all of you

maybe you think that you yourselves is correct and i am wrong

if this is what you think,

then just continues to thought of it...

sincere apologies is needed by you

but i think i did that and yet you don't accept it

maybe you think that i am those who like to  run away from problems

maybe i am ...

but i think you also did that....

correct??

and think it deeply before giving any comment...

i am too shock when i know that i got such big POWER to post something out to him...

right my friend...you know who you are....

fIrSt dAy

today is the first day of Chinese New Year

all of us prepared quite early

because going to cousin's house 

as usual

eating satay....

eating nasi dagang

woohoo...

so long i had not been eating this kind of foods

nice....

and yet my sister said i am getting fatter and fatter 

if i still taking this kind of food...

before going to cousin's house

Vincent and his girlfriend are the first one who visited to my house...

talking lots

and got the news from them that Shirley,my super best friend is coming back also...

of cause once i got the news

the first thing i did was sms her 

and visited her...

kinda happy...

because got lots of things wanna tell her...

then,

at night

i got a message for yc

once i reached there

hard to explain the feeling from my heart...

kinda dissappointed...

sUnDaY

hoo....

coming back to the home church...

feel good....

so long have not being coming back...

maybe is quite near to Chinese New Year

therefore almost half of the church members not going to church

somehow,

i still saw most of the youth there...

really feel good once steeping in to the church

old feeling are back

YC

today once i reach kuantan

was invited to yc with secondary school friends...

most of tem not there...

but at least i still meet some of them ...

like wei,wong,yeow,ju lene,hou,su yen,thong,chia yien ,woon yee,jing ying and so on....

quite miss some of them

because almost more than a year not crapping with them

kinda miss them...

somehow 

i did not spend much time in yc this time

i going back before 12am...

kinda early...

sound like quite impossible right??

maybe stay at KL too long

and didn't went out much at KL

therefore,

not really like to go out till so late now

lAsT

tomorrow will be my last paper...

totally have no confident in it...

because i din put much effort in it

somehow

i just wanna say thanks for my last semester lecturer

although she is not my lecturer this semester

but she is so willing to help me in accounting

i asked her lots of questions

and she teached me most of the things that i do not know...

thanks...

and thank God that He has send angel to help me...

^.^v

tomorrow will be my last paper

and of course will be going back by tomorrow morning

right after exam...

glad to see everyone in kuantan again...

almost 4 months not going back...

quite a long time right??

happy with it...

beside,

i can spend my one month holiday there too....

but still will miss something over here....

yesterday

got some bad news from my lecturer...

afraid of it

hope i am one of them...

but i think it is impossible...

but...

no matter how just pray hard for it...

i believe everything was planned...

so...

will stop blogging for some times due to holiday...

will update once i come back KL...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to ALL OF MY FRIENDS...

eaT??!!

the common activity that i did with Ivan is...

EAT...

once i be with him

the thing that we did is just eat...

that day right after my BISA exam...

me and him went to sushi station have sushi buffer...

eat quite a lots...

almost 20 plates of sushi 

and lots more like sashimi and so on...

^.^v

somehow still lesser than the first time...

i still remembered the first time we ate almost 40 plates of sushi and so on

and yet now is half of it...

the next day,

we went to time square and eat again...

this time ...

much more..

first

we went to gasoline ate salad chicken rice...

then,

we went to KFC....

and finally we went to ate sweet corn...

quite lots...

i getting fatter and fatter now...

until i really cannot imagine how fat am i now...

hoo...

scare to appear myself in front of mirage....

see...

this shows that I AM FAT...

need to keep fit now..

if not getting fatter and fatter...

T.T...

i just like to spend time eating with him...

because he is also the same species with me...

haha...  

TaGgED bY davId

1) Name 
Jasmine See

2) Male/Female 
Female

3) Were you named after anyone? 

Named since 27th of August 1990

4) Does your name mean anything? 
yaya....mean sweet ^_^V

5) Nick Name(s) 
Secret...hehez

6) What do you think you look like name wise? 
hmm....don't know

7) Date Of Birth 
27th of August 1990

8) Place of Birth and Current Location 
Kuantan... 

9) Nationality 
Malaysian 

10) Astrology Sign 
Virgo

11) Chinese Astrology Sign 
horse 

12) Religion 
Christian

13) What’s your favorite smell 
petroleum smell...hmmmm..nice...

actually is jasmine flower...haha

14) Political Position 
prime minister

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?

Water, justea or apple juice

16) Hair + Eye colour?
black+brown but with blue frame

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
yaya....quite a number

18) What do you look like?
Human la =.="

19) Any unusual talents?

sleep more than 2 days without wake up

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?
righty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?
STRAIGHT..

22) What do you do for a living?
survive 

23) What do you do for fun?
watch movie and play....

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
instrument..

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
don't know..

26) Have you met your grandparents?

yes...but only grandmum

27) Boyfriend /Girlfriend?
boyfriend

28) Crush?
hehe..

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
wu chun...haha...leng zai wat

30) Current worries?
exams!

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl:

none

32) Favorite place to be?
Heaven..

33) Least favorite place to be?

HELL!

34) Do you burn or tan?
nah..

35) Ever break a bone?
no....

36) What is your favorite cereal?
anything

37) Person you cry with
my family..

38) Any sisters
yaya...one 

39) Any brothers
yaya...also one

40) Any pets
yaya...patrick...red dog

41) An illness

yaya...asthma

42) A Pager
no

43) A Personal phone line
prepaid consider

44) A cell phone
K530i sony

45) A visible birthmark
i think no

46) A Pool or hot tub
don't know

47) A Car
no..sharing with mum

Describe Your :
48) Personality

blur....agree??

49) Driving
yaya

50) Your clothing style
casual

51) Room
privacy

52) What’s missing
my piano

53) School

pei chai.....MGS...tarc SBS (current)

54) Bed
 sleep..

55) Relationship with your parents?
parent and daugther lo....

Do you :
56) Believe in yourself
no really

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?

no....look fake

58) Consider yourself a good listener

sometimes yes...sometimes no

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
yaya...disneyland

60) Get Along with your parents
sure..

61) Save your e-mail conversations

no..

62) Pray

yes..every night

63) Believe in reincarnation
nope..

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
yaya...sometimes more than that...

65) Like to talk on the phone?
yaya...but better no because waste credit but others call me then the answer will be yes...haha

66) Like to eat?
is there anyone don like to eat??

67) Like to exercise?
sleep considered exercise??

68) Like to watch sports?

no...boring and no handsome guys...

69) Sing in the car?
sometimes..

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
meet mickey...

71) Dream in color?

har??!!

72) Do you have nightmares?
sometimes

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal
no...

What is;
74) Next to you
ivan

75) On your favorite coffee cup?
suger..

76) On your mouse pad
don't have mouse pad

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
seldom eat

78) Favorite deodorant?
don't have

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:
Japan or disneyland..

80) Your dream husband/wife?

cute..

81) Hiding in your closet?
clothes? 

82) Under your bed
luagage

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
secret...

84) Your bad time of the day
not enough food..

85) Your worst fear(s)
ghost..

86) What’s the weather like
snowing

87) Your favorite time of year?
december...

88) Your favorite holiday?
my birthday is the best holiday

89) A material weakness?
don't know

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:
add cheezy wedges + colesaw + potato

91) At the top of your “to-do list”?
sleep...

92) The hardest thing about growing up
to be more mature..

93) A pet peeve?
no pet

94) Your scariest moment

lots

95) Your attitude about love?
serious..

96) The most outrageous, desperate thing you’ve done to attract the attention of the opposite sex?
hmm...hmm...hmm...keep it as secret

97) The worst feeling in the world
sad...

98) The best feeling in the world
HAPPY

99) Who sent this to you?
David

100)Tag more people?

no one

aftEr

after reading it ...

my heart is like keep on pumping quickly

do not know why...

maybe i still really care for it...

maybe yes,

maybe no...

i know shoulden think too much...

now i should feel more relaxing

because everything was settle

have no more tough probems that i do not know how to solve

only left those small small matter

and

even my parent's side there also settle down

somehow

more relaxing...

left my studied

can only determine it after result coming out...

still got one problem..

hope there is nothing happened after playing with it ...

should end and study...

木头人

猜不透是哪里出的错

恋爱的进度有些落后

据线报说你也喜欢我

怎么会还无动於衷

气象报告天气很不错

太阳晒的我，脸颊红红

我也很想跟你做朋友

就你傻傻还不懂

我数123木头人

再不行动就要被扣分

我一直在等着

恋爱轰轰烈烈的发生

我数123木头人

明明暗示的够明显了

我很天真

觉得勇敢的情话最动人

脚步太快你走在前头

我在你背后开不了口

多希望你在下个路口

就会牵起我的手

我数123木头人

再不表白，天就要黑了

我真的人想问

你是害羞还是太迟钝

我数123木头人

给我一秒心动的眼神

我期待着，因为有你的爱情能完整

123木头人

再不表白，天就要黑了

我真的很想问

你是害羞还是太迟钝

我数123木头人

给我一秒心动的眼神

我期待着，因为有你的爱情能完整

所以，

不要独自一人走在前头哦。。。

不然就只能开着背影

而跟不上^.^V

hApPy oR sAd

this saturday will be my last paper for this semester....

time pass really fast

is like i haven prepared well for this semester

and yet...

is finished now...

somehow should i feel happy or sad??

sooner will finished exam and will be going back by this saturday

i should feel happy

but ....

just do not know how to expressed out the feeling...

i think only you know what i am thinking now...

right??

i think i no need to speak out

you know ...

hopefully...

no matter how

just few weeks only...

until this moment i still wondering something

but i did not tell out to others

because i just do not know how to tell out

i know if i speak out

sure most of wil choose not to give any comment

that's why no point speaking it out right??

but i believe that one day i sure can get the answer for it...

^_^v

happy to meet all my friends...

hope i still have chance to meet all of YOU...

kUanTaN

hoo...
finally i am going back to kuantan....
almost 4 months did not went back to ktn...
quite a long time right??
so will be going back on 24th of January once after i finish my last paper....
miss the people there...
hope can see them within this one month
miss my piano...
so long have not been touching them...
miss the food...
the food i cannot get in KL...
miss my room and house
miss television
miss everything in ktn...
although just one month
but i think is enough for me to eat all the foods and meet all my friends...

still left 3 papers
QS,BISA and FOA
i got no confident in bisa and foa...
hope can pass it...
the others 4 subjects still ok...

these few days
super tired
almost spend most of time in sleeping
sleep...
eat...
then sleep again...
my life.....
feel like so boring and meaningless
but will be more meaningless once after the holidays start...

3 Subjects LEFT
^_^V

oNe sUbjEcT

finished one subject
still got 5 more to go...
hoo....
have to put more effort in coming 5 subjects
so that
i can pass all the subject

today
once after finished exam
wow....
is like super packed
the bus is like fulled until.....
especially wangsa and gk bus...
super packed
everyone is like rushing for it...
included me also
luckily
i manage to get into the third bus
if not
i think won be back that early...

Tomorrow
will be the
first day of final exam

sOrRY

do not know why
just feel like so sorry to you...
you are the one that needed to settle everything down
those bad decision that made by us needed to settle down by you also...
just feel so sorry about this
i know you are totally tired all about this
me too....
finally...
final decision was made...
although many things have been changed
but i really learned something after all this happened...
sometimes is hard to control my tear to drop down
but still need to control it...
i know you sure don't disagree with it...
but i know you sure know what i am thinking right??
somehow
i represent everyone who involve include me also say sorry to you...
it is still begin by me....

sEtTlE

finally everything was settle down in those unwanted way...
this is not i want actually
but is good also because Rm100 can let me see through so many things
is worth...
i can paid for it just to learn an experienced...
somehow
happy also...
because he is there be with me when meet problems
this is the first time i saw Ivan angry and really like no mood
every times
he can solve and recover very fast
but this time
needed one day,i think....
this is what i feel
maybe wrong
maybe right....

2 more days to exam...
really scare and afraid
i think this time i cannot put too many expectation in it...
really do not have too much confident
somehow,
i will just try my best in doing it
and you too...(you know who you are)
don't like previous semester,
study hard lo...^_^v

ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHO TAKING EXAM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
MY 'OLD' AND BEST FRIEND
Jonathan

may God bless you in everything

tIrEd

i just feel tired in all these things
do not know why
i just feel like there is no-one understand what am i doing now...
everyone is like throwing problems
but not trying to solve it...
only God always there be with me
help me
but not pointing fingers to me
sometimes just feel disappointed with peoples and things
hard to explain thing out from my heart
hard to let people know what i am facing
hard to said out the real feeling of my heart
is just hard...
except God who is so understanding
today while i am praying
i saw God holding my hand and walk with me towards the long pathway
in front of me is a beautiful and big sunset...
everything was so beautiful
and this is beautiful screen that i ever saw
but when i turn back
i saw everything was destroy
the people are all suffered
everything was turn to grey
nothing is with colour
so much different between the screen in front and behind...
but no matter how bad the screen behind
God is still with me...

FrOm sTrEnGTh tO sTreNgTH

we are the people eho live from strength to stength...
With God ,we can do everything from strength to strength....
in Psalm 84:5-7,
"Blessed are those whose strength is in you,
who have set their heart on pilgrimage
as they pass through the Valley of Baca
they make it a place of springs
the autumn rains also cover it with pools
they go from strength to strength
till each appears before God in Zion.."

Blessed are those who put their strength in Lord
we must always moving ,learning and of course have a humble heart
and must never stop learning and growing
Baca inside the scripture means any difficulty of our life...
As they pass through the valley of Baca,
they are the one who makes the place there to spring...
means
we are also the one who can make the bad situation into good when we face difficulty
we must refuse to have personal thinking to determine our passion and faith
we must believe that we can everything to spring when we pass through the Valley of Baca
the Holy Spirit will just give us rain and water when we are dry in someplace of our life
if we just commit everything to God and let Him put His strength to us
we could just turn everything to spring when we meet problems
and we will find that we are growing from strength to strength

in Proverb13:12 said that Hope deferred makes the heart sick,but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life...

URGENT!!!

URGENT!!!

roommate wanted

venue:Melati Utama (PV5) furnished
enlarged medium room (able to fit 4 ppl) :2 to 3 males needed ,around Rm 167 per person...
master room (able to fit 3 to 4 ppl)  :2 females needed ,around Rm 150 per person
available on February
got water heater ,washing machine ,fridge , kitchen utensil, ceiling fan in each room extra light and fan in living room ,and all basic facilities...
those who interested
please contact me...
jasmine or call this number (0149369239)

pOrblEms pArt2

Wanna shift out from metro view soon...
February will be moving in to new condominium at different area from now...
quite happy with that
because new environment,new housemates is like everything new
but before moving to there...
facing quite a troublesome problems
roommates problems...
is hard to get roommates now...
most of them like having contract which tied them up from shifting...
so...
Ivan and me thinking all possible solutions to solve it...
no matter how hard we try to solve it...
is still limited...

i just do not understand...
we try our best to solve it
and yet they are someone is just like do take it as problems...
and help to solve it...
everyone is thinking for financial problems...
they are thinking for their own problems
and do not even realized we are also facing the same problems...
is bad that i say so inside here
but is the real feeling that i can get...
i just feel like human are so selfish...
only care for their own things ,own problems,own priority,own advantages...
then how about others???
since last year till now...
i just let the contract tied up my freedom to shift...
and start from that time
i realized that....
i am so stupid that letting this thing happened...
because once we have the contract over us...
then,
is hard to get away from problems
people who don't have contract over them
they can do whatever things they wants...
just do whatever they think is good for themselves...
but how about those to having contract over them???

just no matter how...
i won't let you handle everything...
because before this i had those experienced....
just don't worry...
everything will be fine...
will pray hard for everything...

pRoBlEmS

lots of problems now...
thinking
thinking
and thinking
is like hard to get solutions
hardly get solutions
how??
people is one of the main prolems....

finding housemate now
those who interested
please contact me
thanks

SeLfIshNesS

everyone is selfish
really seldom have someone really think of others and left go something that he/she have
seldom...
i think only 5% of people in this world will do that...
sacrificing something is hard...
sometimes really hard to let go something that we like or love for others...
is hard...
totally hard...
everyone just think of themselves first
then only the others' turn...
because we are human...
human natural...
right??
are you really can sacrifice something that you like or love for others???
ask yourselves this question
then you will know

top priority is always for ourselves...
we will only sacrifice for those we really care for....
what if for those that just considered normal friend??
what if for those that you do not know??
and so on.....

i thought i am free from something....
but actually i am not...
once i free from it...
another one come to me again....
this is life....
i am really touch that when i know someone that i just know for one year helping me lots...
he really can stand on my side and think for me....
and someone that i know for almost half a year also helping me too....
really touch...
thanks
u know who you are....

oiya....
before i end this passage
for those who wanna shift.....

VENUE: Wangsa Metroview
RENTAL :Rm167 not included electricity and water
-master room
-2 female roomates
-streamxy available
-kitchen utensils
-television
-water heater
please contact me
jasmine...
you can leave i message in my chat box...
i will call you back
thanks

Exam is coming
and yet
i haven finished doing my revision

ps: the worst things is i do not have the note...how am i going to do revision...Abba Father,need you all the times...

7 days to final exam

tHoUgHt

a thought...
what is the real meaning of thought??
thought is a mental process which allows beings to model the world and so to deal with it effectively according to their goals,plans,ends and desires.
there is lots different type of thoughts...
positive,love,

do u have the positive thought or negative??
sometimes,
when we lack of something
our thought will automatically come to the things that we need...
for example,
if someone lack of the love from their parents
they will just do all kind of things
to make their parent's attention over them
or...
if someone think that he/she lack of something
he/she will just did something to take people's attentions..
so that they had been seem by people
and they will not feel that they are tiny...
this kind of problems is in phycology parts
this is because they lack of confident towards themselves or maybe lack of some things in their life....

therefore,
we should change all those negative thought out from out
everyone have different thought
for example
two men look out through the same bars
one sees the mud and the other one sees the stars..
although is different
but as long as it is the positive thought
then,
everything will be fined...

try to have positive thought start from today...^_^v

tH3 dAy fOr toDay

nothing much different between today and yesterday
now is the days that all of us putting our final effort to studied
study
study
study
and still study...
everything come into my thought is just STUDY
but these few days just feel tired and sleeping
almost sleep half of the day...
do not know why...
somehow...
i think is the time that i put my faith to God..
i know He will continue to lead and guide me throughout the way of my life...

today went to McDonald...
oohh....
i am going to said bye to my planned for losing down weight...
somehow
those fast food is nice to eat...
and of course must thanks him for bringing me to go
sometimes
i am wondering whether we really can understand each other well
because i just feel like without saying a word
you really know what i want
and sometimes,
i just can feel like what you are going to do the next step
but i am confident with it...
not sure with it
just FEEL like...



8 more days too final exam...
ps: sorry David..still need to countdown...to remind you and also remind me ...^_^v

kINdn3sS

i find this article nice when i read at it...
the title is kindness cannot wait...
you might know those thoughtful words you want to say to someone who has been especially nice???
or that encouraging note you plan to write to a friends who seems a little down??
or you might plan to your friends or sms your friends who look down??
you might want to do those acts of kindness now
because you never know when it might be too late...

as we think about taking action on our kind intentions,we can learn from others
for example,
got one businessman normally did not sign his workers' paychecks..
one day,
he did so..
the regular signatories were out of the office
so he took over the task
when he sign the checks,
he took extra effort to attach a note to each check
expressing thanks to his employees for their services..
the next day Mr. Charles died unexpectedly,
but before that he had personally given a final word of thanks in those notes to everyone on his staff...

so..
take the time today to write note of appreciation or to do a special kindness for someone you love...
Don't wait until it's too late to be kind

looking to another's need
making story pathways smoother
by a gentle word or deed

it is never too soon to be kind
but it can be too late

coMinG

14th of January is the first day of my final exam...
scare and worried bout it...
is left few more days to it...
am i manage to score??
this is the question that first came into my mind
because until this moment
i have not putting much in it
is like no confident at all
somehow
still need to try my best in it
and when Ivan spend his time study with me
some of the points really can remembered in my mind
because he is using some of the way to explain to me
and yet i remembered it
thanks...for spending time going revision with me...
really helps...

after my final exam is Chinese New Year....
is not as excited as last time
is like the environment surrounding me do not have the mood of Chinese New Year...
for me is like...Chinese New Year still a normal and simple days for me
nothing much...
and when Chinese New Year start
my college's holidays started...
i have more than one month of holiday
is long
and still long
have nothing do
thought of working at KL
but i do not know where am i going to work
have no idea
when back kuantan also will spend all my time in sleeping
eating
watching movie
and also playing games
feel like meaningless...
when i busy with studied,
will always have a thought of wanting holidays
when holidays come,
want studied days....
human...............

sometimes just feel like do not spend too much times in kuantan
school reopen
everyone busy with their STPM exam and all that
is not as free as me...
somehow
sometimes just miss all my kuantan's friends a lots
because..
is around 6 months i am not seeing them
is long...
this times going back
must meet them...

somehow
this long term of holidays
giving me some challenge
last time i had the experienced of this challenge
but i just feel like this times is much more different
do not know why
i should feel more hard in that previous challenge because is long term...
and yet now only one month which is in short term...
but just feel like hard
really hard...
do not know what will happened...
cannot predict it
and hope the previous problem will not came back to me...
which is uncomfortable
those misunderstanding is hard to solve
unless strong trusting really have...
somehow..
after this there will be much more easy way for me...

yesterday,
Kelven is asking me whether wanna visit somewhere when we are in college's holidays
i really have no idea...
he is telling me if i go
then all will go...
who is the persons who considered 'all'??
the original 5 persons included me or??
i really have no idea...
i still do not understand why...
things come to like this...
just a simple and easy problem
and its come to complicated and hard problems..l
friends in your mouth is coming this way??
there is no forgiveness in your heart???
sometimes
maybe the words that spoke out from my mouth is quite hurt and harshing
but
i am NOT those who simply scold out some bad words unless it is really out of my limitations...
something that you did really out of my limitations
and yet until this moment
you still think that i am who make all this happened
i am the one who did wrong
i am the one should handle all this problems...
some unexplainable thought came into my mind...
for me,
friends are so important
i did not want to lose anyone of you...
but do you really appreciate it??
all you do not care about it??
what is the meaning of friend in your heart???
answer it and you will know it...
that problems is dragging from last year until this year
some of my friends such as pit ling and kelven is helping me to solve it
but it helps nothing...
no effect
i thought you will understand everything and have much more mature thought
somehow
i think i am wrong in that perceptive...
no matter how...
this is only the feeling of my heart
not to dumb anyone...

9 more days to final exam

eAt???

today
once i wake up
have the thought of wanna eat KFC
wow...
is like suddenly have so many foods come into my mind
and these few days keep on eat,eat and eat....
and suddenly can feel hungry...
because few weeks
i really like no mood to eat...
and these few days come back to normal...
keep on eating...

so...
Ivan and me purposely went to Jusco to eat KFC...
^_^V
happy...
because when i said wanna eat this and that
then,
normally it will happened...
is like yesterday
thought of eating sushi
then end up really eat sushi...

somehow,
i just miss kuantan's food
almost 4 months of not eating them
waiting for semester break
and wanna try all the foods that i miss in kuantan...

toDaY

today

suddenly have the thought of eating sushi...

miss sushi lots...

finally...

have the chance to eat it

Ivan and me purposely went to sg wang to eat sushi buffer

super fulled

need 10 more extra days to keep fit

T.T

but is nice

almost finished 20++ plates

are we good in eating it??

^_^v

meet some funny things while in sg wang and of course on the way back

the first thing is the sales person can wait for 'love' letter...

asking him whether got this type of things

he just straight away say no

is like do not want to sell things

the second salesman is we are looking for shoes

but he suddenly recomment short pant for us...

is like....ehem...

the third thing is 

today is my first time went back by taxi with their whole family inside the taxi

just feel like we are light bulb

is funny

should change another taxi 

somehow

today have lots of FIRST time

^_^V

aPoLogIz3

i think i need to apologize to you...

is true that everyone have their own secret...

i should not force you to tell me or what

because you did not even force me before...

am i bad??

i think so...

just feel guilty when you let me see

because i just feel like it is not by willingness is by force...

and even me myself also have secret right???

do not know...

the screen just keep on came into my mind

i just cannot forget it

maybe is the first time i force my beloved one to do what they are not willing to do...

maybe yes

maybe no...

i will remembered that night forever...

sorry once again..

today

when sir asking us what he did wrong

some thought come into my mind

sometimes

i just felt like we are too over in treating teacher in this way

but sometimes

i just cannot accept how he treat us

i remembered one brother in Christ said to me

must accept the way that teacher teach

then only you will like that subject

maybe start from now i should accept who he is

still fell guilty when i treat him the way that is not teaches by He...

should apologize to him here

every times 

when i did something that away from His teaching and way of doing things

guilty

sorriness 

and so on come into my mind

wanna follow His way

but not by my way

11 days to final exam

FirsT dAy

today is the first day of 2009

time pass really fast

is 2009 now

everything was new

everything is like starting from the beginning again

start from today onward

need to have planned those to-do list

so that end of the year 2009

what i planned will be done....

he is coming to my house today

i do not know about it at all

i thought i was dreaming

i thought today was friday

because he promised me will be coming on friday

but....

he is coming today

quite happy...^_^v

spending whole day with him

beside,

eat steamboat as dinner

just two of us

super full for me

i think after this meal

i need more days to keep  fit

T.T

12 days to final exam