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today,
4 of us went to time square for movie
i know new friend
same college but different school

this is the second time i watched movie in KL...
i like to spend my money in Kuantan's cinema
because cheaper and also not that much people compared to KL...
high school musical 3 is quite nice
the songs that sang by them is nice...

but disappointed because still left one more person that invited by me...
he misunderstanding me...i think...
but hope i will he will join us next time...
and i also hope my other friend will not misunderstanding me
maybe as you said i really change
but....
changing really let me understand a lots of things that i did not know since last time
hope everything will be fine once i open my eyes...
i know it is impossible

wHaT shOuLd I dO??

i really feel disappointed today
because my friend said those hurting words to me
i think maybe i had changed until he cannot recognise me
i really do not what to do
i thought friendship is such a easy thing
as long as u and the person similar in same way
then u and the person are friend
i thought is that easy
but i am wrong

maybe the words that speak out might cause us walk away from each other
maybe some misunderstanding might occur
or maybe.....maybe...maybe....lots of maybe...
i really do not and not sure whether the way i care for someone is wrong
or i am too harsy for people
i really do not
i do not where is the problem come from....
and i really do not how to solve it...

i don't like the situation where i am standing now...
i rather going back to my kid's time
i also do not want to grow
i found that
when we grow older and older
problems also getting more and more...
but we are just a simple human
how can we just solve it in a second time
what i understand is everything is finish planned by God
and we just follow His way
everything will be solved...