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Friday, December 5, 2008

pHoTos


mE AnD WoOn yE3


Yi ShAn anD m3



ChOoN pEnG



m3 and tIcK KiAt


all these are the photos that taken when we finished our presentation....
sorry for not uploading last week because of network problem.....









kNow oR dOn't kNoW

still left one more month is my final exam....
now getting stress and stress
because i don't have much confident in this final exam....
the time for this semester really not enough....
Monday :class start at 11am ,then 7pm only end of the class
Tuesday :class start at 8pm until 4pm
Wednesday :from 8.30am until 6pm
Thursday :from 9am until 5.30pm
almost used half of my day....
when i reached home...
is tired...
no more energy to do other things
the only thing i always did after is SLEEP....
sleep the whole day until the next class
and start preparing for classes....
feel like don't have time to finish my tutorial or even doing revision...
this is so called college life....
maybe for someone it is not that busy...
not that hard
but when you standing in my position
u will know how hard and tired it is....

the real Jasmine do not like to explain everything to people on what she did...
because she not really care what others thing bout her....
she don't need the confirmation from others
or agreement from others
misunderstanding toward her is normal...
i don't think i need to explain how my life pass everyday...
it is not important....
i seldom tell all my problem to the others
because i think that its cant help anything
somehow all of my friends who are so caring will try to help me solve all the problems
and not throwing stone to me...

this semester really happened a lots of things in my life
i gain lots of experiences toward the things that i passed through
i just understand how this world run....
before this
i was stand under my parent's protection until i know nothing...
but now,
i really understand much and thank God
i am more independent and mature now...
when you look at me,
physically i look no problem
but who can understand deep inside my heart except Him who is so mighty
who know i am crying deep inside my heart
who know i am crying everyday before sleep
who know???
i might look strong outside
but actually i am weak
i hope there is someone who just sit beside me and hear all my problems
and thank God there is someone
there is someone that hear all my problems
someone who try to help me solve the problem
someone who just sit beside me when i am crying
there is someone.....

at this moment
i really weak in every circumstances...
i am not that strong like last time
because God has changed me from a selfish person to a more caring person
at least i know how to care for others which i won do it before i know Christ
do you agree with me??hehez....
i start to smile after i know Him
i start to talk after i know Him....
everything in my life was changed....
hope my friend will understand me that i am keeping everything and also using my time do useless things