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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

stIlL tIr3d

first of all....
wanna wish


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to DAVID
may God bless you in everything

still tired all the day...
i feel like the time is not enough...
24 hours per day is too little
still got lots of things haven done....
do not know wanna finish which first...
my day start from 8.30am till 10.55pm.....
is almost using up my half of my day...
really miss the time that i can spend my time doing things that i like...

today just went for discipleship problem...
really learned a lots of things that i do not know.....
spiritual things,reaching to people....and so on....
although is tired....but i just want to thanks God that He still give me the strength...

i just got the news that Higher Ground is going to have Christmas celebration soon....
unfortunately,i cant join it....
my schedule is totally pack with things....

suddenly a lots of things come into my thought....
sometimes,i just feel that i am useless in some thing
useless in making decision
i afraid that wrong decision will be made....
that is why,
sometimes i do not make decision
but who can understand me??
this time i really feel hard to express my feeling
and i cant even have idea in how to advice people....
i realized that human like to stay in their own world when they meet problems
they just cant walk out from it...
i know sometimes is hard
is hard to let go something
but is it really important??
just ask yourselves what is important in your life....
money???
love???
friends???
study??
good result???
better job???
do not get influence by the world...
be yourselves
and try to think what you need in your life
something thing might look like important in your life....
but do u really thought of it ??
human's heart is hard to guess....
thinking too much might get me into confusion....
my life began complicated when getting older...
i do not know what to do sometimes...
is this the testing that given by God to me???
He planned something for me??
just feel like want to know it...
but time is the one that can prove everything to me....

tired is the last word i can said.....
TIRED