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today....
i really in bad mood
i don't feel like talking and even accompany others....
i just want to be alone....
once i wake up early in the morning,
some misunderstand occur
i not really mind
but it is all about whether i did it or not...
besides,
lots of things come into my mind and make me get into the situation of misunderstanding...

the night before,
i really thought of closing this blog and forever disappear...
and also thought of not posting my feeling ,my thought here...
because i do not want someone say he/she understand is just after reading my blog...
do not act like you are so understand me unless you really go into deep of my heart
there is no such thing like..
'i so understand you, jasmine' and yet you just read through my blog....
there is lots of things in my mind that man forever cannot understand
i might do something that you really cannot thought of it...
and this is me...

when i really fall into so called 'own world'
someone really pick me up....
she sms me....
and her words really help me lots...
i told her my problems
is because i believe her...
she will not tell around my secret to the others...
she will not tell my problems to the others just to get advice or solutions by others to help me even did not say out my name....
she will just tell me what should i do...
i just wanna thanks her for everything...

Choong min
my so called teacher and best friend...
he treat me super good...
although he just teaches me for few months
but we are like super best friends...
he sms me and support me all the time
thanks....

thanks God that He know my situation...
He speaks to me through bible study time...
and finally i got the way to bind IT
and i got free from everything
my faith increases
His words is powerful to solve everything ....