cHrIsTmAS EvE

yeepee............
today is Christmas eve
Christmas coming
waiting for it since long long time ago
and yet tonight is my home church's celebration
really feel miss them....
really is my first time not involving in their celebration
i still remembered past few years i am involving in the drama...
hehez....
funny acting from my friends....
love to see them act in drama....
this year cannot make it....
is ok...
i will try my best to join them next year...

some of my friends asked me...
why did not go back??
my friends in kuantan thought i busy....
but some of my other friends
thought i did not go back is because of someone...
but how can them so confirmed about this??
they know me??
boring in explaining why did not go back to them....

somehow....
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO MY FRIENDS....

lOv3 hUrtS

i find this article was nice when i reading on it....
is about love hurts....

sometimes love sure hurts!
the mother and father were expressing the difficulties and heartaches of guiding their children through their teen years...
the couple was expressing the sadness when moving along with her/his partner....
the person was expressing the difficulties of joining their friends...
maybe if we did not love them quite so much, it would not be so hard...
even though love brings pain and sorrow,what would life be without it??

someone said this:

to love at all is to be vulnerable
love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly be broken
if you want to make sure of keeping it intact,
you must give your heart to no one,
no even an animal
wrap it carefully around with hobbies and little luxuries
avoid all entanglements
lock it up safe in the case or coffin of your selfishness

but what is the point of your life if we keep on closing our heart to love anyone of them??
to love is to take risks
to expose our hearts
sometimes it hurts!!
but this is because we care for them too much...


therefore,
truly loving that spouse,that teenager,that neighbor,that friends
and it's better than locking your heart in the coffin or self -centeredness
because
nothing costs as much as loving
except no loving