cHaNgE

everything was changed in my blog except all the post...
for me is the big changes
because i really don't have good skill in making it to old blog again
and its almost taken me few hours to finished going this blog...
take times
but when i look it again...
its does not wasting my time...

blog change....
my life also change...
since i know Him
my life change...
my life change to more challenging
somehow i learned lots in all the challenge that i met..
my life seem to be more challenging...
so...
is it good??

beside,
my hairstyle also change
today went for hair cutting
sad....
the girl don't cut my hair into what i wanted
not really nice...
wanna back my old hairstyle
T.T
hope my hair will grow faster....

someone
who know me well...
wanted me to left my problems to him...
thanks lots
he so understand me
when i stuck in the middle between friends
he help me...
when i cried
he just sat beside me and hear all my problems...
he try to help me solve everything secretly...
when i wanna this and that
he will try to get it for me...

it seem like everything changed...
no matter what change in my life
just pray that the friendship between me and my friends will never change...
it will just be the same...

dReAm

is normal that we have a dream...
my dream always come true
after few days sure will happened after few days later...
is true...
somehow i don't believe too much on my dream...

is not wrong to believe what you dream
but do not believe too much in it
because maybe it is fate
if is true then nothing
but what if it is fate??
u might disappointed...

sometimes
i cannot recognise whether the dream is given by God or is just a normal dream
i cannot differentiate it...
maybe i still do not have a close relationship with God
therefore i cannot differentiate it
but dream somehow is just a dream

therefore
pray hard to differentiate which is the vision and which is the dream...

tOdAy

noone else can ever give me the feeling when i am worship...
the feeling while i am worshiping is undescribable
sometimes touch
sometimes really is like wanna jump around...
sometimes wanna cry...
lots more...
today while worshiping,
i saw myself standing in front of the cross
i look tiny and small
and the cross look so large....
large until i cannot see the top...

message for today sermon is nice
i really learned something after the messages
we are told that not to do thing by following our feeling but using God's Word....
sometimes
we do doing things by following our feeling
therefore easily got into wrong step
but with His Word
this can be avoid...
so...
His Word in our lives is very important...
must read it...