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today
right after class
me and Ivan to KLCC
just to buy something
i thought i might spend much times in it
but out of my expectation
finished everything before 1pm
super fast right??

after when we reached home,
Ivan and me started to discuss those misunderstanding happened between us....
he told me a lots of things
his opinion
his comment....
most of them is about things that happened in our life
and so on
somehow some of our opinion just different....
think differently
maybe i might accept what he said
but i think i still have my own opinion
is hard for me to change
because this is my original opinion
right??
i think you sure will understand it...

lEaRnEd

these two days i really learned a lots of things...
inside and also outside...
really increase my faith...
we a re like onion...
in order to cook onion...
its skin must be wiped off one by one and its take time
because we might stop in the middle...
and as we know,wiped off onion's skin is very hard to control tears not to flow out...
right??
it is same as us,human....
we got lots of hurt and bitterness in our heart
in order to wiped it off from our heart
its really take times....
we might cry in the middle of 'wiping off'
but i believe in one day...
all the hurts and bitterness will be wiping off...
just by faith...

sometimes
i might have negative thinking about myself like i am not good ,i am not as pretty as other girl
i am not as smart as other girl...and so on
but after the classes within these few days
i know in God's eye i am perfect because is HE created me...
He created me with purpose...
i really understand finally...

there is lots of opinion about friends in my chat box...
really thanks lots for all the comment or opinion...
maybe different peoples have different view about friends...
wanna thanks that you all still remembered me...
friends are really all around me but i will fell lonely when i am in troubles
when i have problems...
at that moment,
i really thought of i got no friends at all....
there is why i also settle down all my problems myself without telling friends...
somehow,
just thanks that you all still there be with me
i think i will change my opinion about friends....

to my friend,Emily...
maybe at this moment
you still cannot get any best friend or friends that you can tell your problems to...
maybe you are tired with it...
but i am still here with you...
maybe you didn't realized that actually i always viewing your blog to know how are you all that.........
wanna know how's life when you went back kuantan...
when read through your blog
feel that you are so depressed like me...
but now i am totally good
i find the way to walk out...
i hope you too..........
maybe what i said now is wrong...
somehow i still there with you
always love and miss you...