feELinG

i feel so uncomfortable this few days...
nothing happened in me
but i still feel it...
maybe i had did something that make me myself guilty
i really need Abba Father's peace
do not what will happened next
just hope everything go fined...

first,
i was dying to finish my high school
and start college
and then,
i was dying to finish college
and start working
then,
i was dying to marry and have children
and then,
i was dying for my children to grow old enough
so i could go back to work
but then,
i was dying to retire...
and now,
i am dying...
and suddenly i realized i forgot to live...

when i am knowing and hearing this...
i feel sad because we as a human
busy for this and that...
and yet we got nothing in the end...
so...
do not let this happen to you
appreciate your current situation and enjoy each day