finally...
two days after exam....
holidays now...
this exam really used up almost all of my energy...
super tired...
after exam..
i slept from 6.30pm until the nest morning almost 9am....
halfly recharge...
today went to shopping and watched 'tooth fairy'
i just wonder am i bringing bad luck to him...
really fins it unlucky since last year...
hope everthing will be fined..
and this year would be better...

today whole day feel sad
do not know whether is because of exam or other reason
just whole day not really have mood
easily get angry..
when i looked at my notes
i really feel like wanna give up..
this is the first time i had this type of feeling...
and deep inside my heart
i really had lots of things wanna to express out..
but..
sad....
do not know what to do..
hope the exam end now...
T.T

2 more days to the first paper..

this time really prepared less compared to previous exam..

because it seems like almost the end of my diploma studied..

feel boring and stress, whole day sitting in front of the BOOKS...

really boring..

its like other than study, what you can do is STUDY

so..

suddenly have a thought of watching movie...

without thinking much..

i just booked the ticket

'Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's assistant'

this movie quite nice..

but is just part 1

just have to wait for part 2..

somehow

after movie..

still coming back for books..

but much more better than reading all the times..

these few days while i am praying...

that is something God is like keep on reminding me...

when i think it twice...

i do not what should i do...

is seem like so impossible

but one verse come into my mind

in 2 Corinthians 12:9

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weaknesses" Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

i just do not know how to make it...

but i believe He had planned everything me ..

even when He is asking me to do something

He would just planned to me

when i look back my life...

i really got blessed lots by Him

sometimes i might even feel guilty for what i had done...

exam is coming soon

but i still in relaxing mode..

i do not know why am i feeling so..

i should feel worried..

but is like so relax...

when i think of exam

one thought come into my mind which called me don't worried...

somehow..

i should hand everything to Him...

do not worried too much..

may God blessed everyone who have exam as me and those who have problems..

^____^v

this few days really spend lots og time in studying
but it seems like i cant finish it before exam...
actually quite worried bout it
this was the second last semester for me..
somehow
this time was the first time that i really feel stress...
really stress
afraid that cant scored a better results...
afraid that i cant maintain my CGPA...
and so lots..
while i am worrying so much...
i feel that GOd spoke to me...
suddenly..
peace coming to me...
one verse come into my mind...
"You can do all things in God"...
so..
i believe God will be with me throughout the exam period..