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haiz....
feel bored on exam...
one-third of my life is taken by exam...
school exam...
piano exam...
taekwondo exam....
exam coming in my life all the time
when only can finish it????

somehow,this is life right???
through exam,i know where is my qualification
no matter how much i don't like the exam...
i still need to study

just want to tell everyone
*study SMART but NOT study HARD*
all the best to all of you who taking exam

tHe sTiNg3r

life always consist of problems...
no matter is heavy or light,most of us still carry our burden everyday..
I always wondering what is the best way to solve all the problems
through advice??through counselor?
i found out that there is some stinger in our life..
-discouragement
everyone get discouraged at times,and it can be for many different reasons.Sometimes,i get
discouragement for no apparent reason.just suddenly feel like got no motivation to do
anything.
-confusion
this confusion is meant to compound our discouragement.Here i can begin to lose my clarity as to what i have been called to do.I can also lose my way to make decision in everything.I'm just
standing in the T-junction who do not which road to take.
-depression
It is an unshakable dread that comes as a results of the combination of discouragement and
confusion.Depress can just come out from my heart,hardly tied up my heart.Feel like crying
but no tears coming out.
But at last i found out a way to solve and overcome my problems.
although it take a long time to know how to solve and overcome the problems but only that way can help me...................is praying.
Through praying,all the discouragement,confusion and depression can only run out from my life.

mOr3 tHaN tHaT

i always ask myself
we born out just to study and exam??
must study hard so that can get a better income???
to get a better life??
then fall in love??
marriage??
and then that's all our life in this earth....
is it that simple???

for me
i feel like there are still got lots of things waiting for us to do other than the things that i listed above
there are so many things that we can do in our life..
such as
helping those who are in needs..
i felt proud for those who used their whole life to help others

i hope that one day i can be that also

w3dDinG

today is National Day and also my "brother's"wedding
and today will be a new journey of life for my "brother"
early in the morning,we had prepared everything
going to do all the way that chinese people doing...
is new to me because i have no idea in it
so..today i only realized that there is so many things that need to do...
wow...
for example tea ceremony.....and so on

and today i only realized that i got so many cousins....
i seldom contact with my cousins,that's why until today i only know who is my 'far' cousin....
and i also meet cousin who long time din have their news..
quite happy...
Hope my 'brother' and his wife will love each other forever.....

TrUe OR FaLs3

today i had made a big decision in my life..
i do not whether making a correct decision or a wrong decision.....
i just felt very sad after making the decision...
do not why,tears coming from my eyes
one feeling hardly impressed my heart
i could hardly breath
so....
Am i making the correct decision???
who can tell me???
i know once i had made the decision
nothing will turn back
I may lose one of my beloved best friend that i ever have
I may lose my contact with this friend
but what can i do??
Friends always take an important place in my heart
i know what he did for me is really come out from his true heart
He help me when i met problems,lend me a helping hand
teach me when i'm wrong
but i know i may lose him after i have make this decision
Hope he will forgive me and still received me as his friend

hOm3tOwN

today, i'm going back to my hometown,Kuantan.....
i have been long time din go back because of choir
i got my peacefulness once i stepped into my home
nothing much changes...
the first thing i do is touch my piano
i miss my piano a lots
i started playing all my beloved songs...^_^v
piano always is a place for me to released all my stress...

Besides,tonight.....
five of us meet again
although all of us sitting together but the feeling is different from last time
everyone are changing physically and also mentally
we din chat much
sit there,everyone thinking of their own things
when i saw this,i really feel sad
why??what happen to all of us???where is the old Ling,Da,Jar,Kel and Jas??
i thought after so long we din meet,sure got lots of things going to discuss
but what happen tonight is not what i expected
somehow...
i believed that no matter how many we change
five of us will still be FOREVER FRIENDS..
i miss MY FRIENDS lots

mY bIrThdAyZ

today is my first time to celebrate my birthday with my college's friends...
as usual, i went to school like normal..
going to class as usual..
nothing different...

suddenly,one of my classmate asked me to go to library to study for coming exam...
actually, i going to go home but since they so sincerely asked me, i just go with them
they bring me to canteen,and they are giving me surprise...
the first time my friends celebrate my birthday with pizza but not with cake..

then after finished celebrating,my housemates and my friends celebrated my birthday with me too...
they prepared lots of western food for me and gave me lots of surprise too....

i just want to say thank you for them who always at my side
"Thank you,my friends"