aGaIn

today,
i meet him again
is quite long din meet him...
and we go time square for movie again....
before that,
we visited his house
and we really decided to shift there next year
nice environment
and i think God will plan for us....
maybe He has another plan for us....

we almost spend whole day in time square
really got lots of things wanna buy
but at the end don't even buy a thing....
is hard....

then,at 7.30pm
i watched movie with Ivan ,Pit Ling and Eric....
Bolt is a funny and cute movie...
don't feel sleepy when watching it....
so...
if got any chance must try to watch that movie...

pHoTos

mE AnD WoOn yE3

Yi ShAn anD m3

ChOoN pEnG

m3 and tIcK KiAt

all these are the photos that taken when we finished our presentation....
sorry for not uploading last week because of network problem.....

kNow oR dOn't kNoW

still left one more month is my final exam....
now getting stress and stress
because i don't have much confident in this final exam....
the time for this semester really not enough....
Monday :class start at 11am ,then 7pm only end of the class
Tuesday :class start at 8pm until 4pm
Wednesday :from 8.30am until 6pm
Thursday :from 9am until 5.30pm
almost used half of my day....
when i reached home...
is tired...
no more energy to do other things
the only thing i always did after is SLEEP....
sleep the whole day until the next class
and start preparing for classes....
feel like don't have time to finish my tutorial or even doing revision...
this is so called college life....
maybe for someone it is not that busy...
not that hard
but when you standing in my position
u will know how hard and tired it is....

the real Jasmine do not like to explain everything to people on what she did...
because she not really care what others thing bout her....
she don't need the confirmation from others
or agreement from others
misunderstanding toward her is normal...
i don't think i need to explain how my life pass everyday...
it is not important....
i seldom tell all my problem to the others
because i think that its cant help anything
somehow all of my friends who are so caring will try to help me solve all the problems
and not throwing stone to me...

this semester really happened a lots of things in my life
i gain lots of experiences toward the things that i passed through
i just understand how this world run....
before this
i was stand under my parent's protection until i know nothing...
but now,
i really understand much and thank God
i am more independent and mature now...
when you look at me,
physically i look no problem
but who can understand deep inside my heart except Him who is so mighty
who know i am crying deep inside my heart
who know i am crying everyday before sleep
who know???
i might look strong outside
but actually i am weak
i hope there is someone who just sit beside me and hear all my problems
and thank God there is someone
there is someone that hear all my problems
someone who try to help me solve the problem
someone who just sit beside me when i am crying
there is someone.....

at this moment
i really weak in every circumstances...
i am not that strong like last time
because God has changed me from a selfish person to a more caring person
at least i know how to care for others which i won do it before i know Christ
do you agree with me??hehez....
i start to smile after i know Him
i start to talk after i know Him....
everything in my life was changed....
hope my friend will understand me that i am keeping everything and also using my time do useless things

tIm3

today is 4th of December....
year 2008 coming to the end
time passed really fast...
i had been staying KL for 7 months
and i almost finished 2nd semester of my course....

by the way,
Christmas is also coming soon
every year just waiting for this day....
do not know what will happen on that day....
as usual,
i will spend my Christmas at my home church
although i might get something new in my second church but i still miss my home church
i grow from there,a small church
although is small
i really learned a lots of things
and also know lots of friends from there....
is the place where i can start my christian life again....
although its takes my 3 hours journey back
but the place still kept inside my heart all the times....

going back to Kuantan on Christmas
wanna meet my friends again....
miss them so much....
hope to see them soon.....

WoRds

i learned something from previous cell group session
in Roman 12:2
it said that 'do not conform any longer to the pattern in this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is........His good,pleasing and perfect will'
sometimes we might follow the pattern of this world,
we do not know whether it is correct or not
somehow,we just follow it because others is doing the same thing also...
but sometimes it is a mistake in God's eye and yet we do not know and keep on doing it....
therefore,
we must renew our mind,
so that we might follow His view...

sometimes
the words speak out from our mouth really hurt someone
and yet we don't even know that
do not ever know that the words that you speak might come true....
therefore do not speak bad words or curse others
because all the cursing that speak out from your mouth might come true....

start from today,
speak out those beautiful word which can touch others' heart
^_^v

lOnG

it is almost one week i had not been online
because of network problems
quite troublesome without internet
not manage to get information for studied used...

i really got not much time for this semester
i got no more time to do other things
is my fault if i did not do my part at home
i am like standing at the top of mountain
like no other way for me walk through
i am afraid that i cannot manage to understand the topic that teacher teaching
plenty of homework
a tons of it....
really much...
pray that with His strength i can understand what is teaching by lecturer....

fAmIlY

thank God....
my dad recovered much more faster than other patients that got the same illness....
he is resting in my aunt's house
i feel more relaxing now
i am not that afraid like last time
i scare of losing him...
he is the best father....
he treat me the best...
he is happy when seeing 3 of us standing in front of him and take care of him....
just wanna thank God for hearing my prayer and answering my prayer
i been prayed for at least one month
He know that i am crying in my heart for all the problems that i met...
thank you,Father....