sEtTlE

finally everything was settle down in those unwanted way...
this is not i want actually
but is good also because Rm100 can let me see through so many things
is worth...
i can paid for it just to learn an experienced...
somehow
happy also...
because he is there be with me when meet problems
this is the first time i saw Ivan angry and really like no mood
every times
he can solve and recover very fast
but this time
needed one day,i think....
this is what i feel
maybe wrong
maybe right....

2 more days to exam...
really scare and afraid
i think this time i cannot put too many expectation in it...
really do not have too much confident
somehow,
i will just try my best in doing it
and you too...(you know who you are)
don't like previous semester,
study hard lo...^_^v

ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHO TAKING EXAM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
MY 'OLD' AND BEST FRIEND
Jonathan

may God bless you in everything

tIrEd

i just feel tired in all these things
do not know why
i just feel like there is no-one understand what am i doing now...
everyone is like throwing problems
but not trying to solve it...
only God always there be with me
help me
but not pointing fingers to me
sometimes just feel disappointed with peoples and things
hard to explain thing out from my heart
hard to let people know what i am facing
hard to said out the real feeling of my heart
is just hard...
except God who is so understanding
today while i am praying
i saw God holding my hand and walk with me towards the long pathway
in front of me is a beautiful and big sunset...
everything was so beautiful
and this is beautiful screen that i ever saw
but when i turn back
i saw everything was destroy
the people are all suffered
everything was turn to grey
nothing is with colour
so much different between the screen in front and behind...
but no matter how bad the screen behind
God is still with me...

FrOm sTrEnGTh tO sTreNgTH

we are the people eho live from strength to stength...
With God ,we can do everything from strength to strength....
in Psalm 84:5-7,
"Blessed are those whose strength is in you,
who have set their heart on pilgrimage
as they pass through the Valley of Baca
they make it a place of springs
the autumn rains also cover it with pools
they go from strength to strength
till each appears before God in Zion.."

Blessed are those who put their strength in Lord
we must always moving ,learning and of course have a humble heart
and must never stop learning and growing
Baca inside the scripture means any difficulty of our life...
As they pass through the valley of Baca,
they are the one who makes the place there to spring...
means
we are also the one who can make the bad situation into good when we face difficulty
we must refuse to have personal thinking to determine our passion and faith
we must believe that we can everything to spring when we pass through the Valley of Baca
the Holy Spirit will just give us rain and water when we are dry in someplace of our life
if we just commit everything to God and let Him put His strength to us
we could just turn everything to spring when we meet problems
and we will find that we are growing from strength to strength

in Proverb13:12 said that Hope deferred makes the heart sick,but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life...

URGENT!!!

URGENT!!!

roommate wanted

venue:Melati Utama (PV5) furnished
enlarged medium room (able to fit 4 ppl) :2 to 3 males needed ,around Rm 167 per person...
master room (able to fit 3 to 4 ppl)  :2 females needed ,around Rm 150 per person
available on February
got water heater ,washing machine ,fridge , kitchen utensil, ceiling fan in each room extra light and fan in living room ,and all basic facilities...
those who interested
please contact me...
jasmine or call this number (0149369239)

pOrblEms pArt2

Wanna shift out from metro view soon...
February will be moving in to new condominium at different area from now...
quite happy with that
because new environment,new housemates is like everything new
but before moving to there...
facing quite a troublesome problems
roommates problems...
is hard to get roommates now...
most of them like having contract which tied them up from shifting...
so...
Ivan and me thinking all possible solutions to solve it...
no matter how hard we try to solve it...
is still limited...

i just do not understand...
we try our best to solve it
and yet they are someone is just like do take it as problems...
and help to solve it...
everyone is thinking for financial problems...
they are thinking for their own problems
and do not even realized we are also facing the same problems...
is bad that i say so inside here
but is the real feeling that i can get...
i just feel like human are so selfish...
only care for their own things ,own problems,own priority,own advantages...
then how about others???
since last year till now...
i just let the contract tied up my freedom to shift...
and start from that time
i realized that....
i am so stupid that letting this thing happened...
because once we have the contract over us...
then,
is hard to get away from problems
people who don't have contract over them
they can do whatever things they wants...
just do whatever they think is good for themselves...
but how about those to having contract over them???

just no matter how...
i won't let you handle everything...
because before this i had those experienced....
just don't worry...
everything will be fine...
will pray hard for everything...

pRoBlEmS

lots of problems now...
thinking
thinking
and thinking
is like hard to get solutions
hardly get solutions
how??
people is one of the main prolems....

finding housemate now
those who interested
please contact me
thanks