hApPy oR sAd

this saturday will be my last paper for this semester....

time pass really fast

is like i haven prepared well for this semester

and yet...

is finished now...

somehow should i feel happy or sad??

sooner will finished exam and will be going back by this saturday

i should feel happy

but ....

just do not know how to expressed out the feeling...

i think only you know what i am thinking now...

right??

i think i no need to speak out

you know ...

hopefully...

no matter how

just few weeks only...

until this moment i still wondering something

but i did not tell out to others

because i just do not know how to tell out

i know if i speak out

sure most of wil choose not to give any comment

that's why no point speaking it out right??

but i believe that one day i sure can get the answer for it...

^_^v

happy to meet all my friends...

hope i still have chance to meet all of YOU...

kUanTaN

hoo...
finally i am going back to kuantan....
almost 4 months did not went back to ktn...
quite a long time right??
so will be going back on 24th of January once after i finish my last paper....
miss the people there...
hope can see them within this one month
miss my piano...
so long have not been touching them...
miss the food...
the food i cannot get in KL...
miss my room and house
miss television
miss everything in ktn...
although just one month
but i think is enough for me to eat all the foods and meet all my friends...

still left 3 papers
QS,BISA and FOA
i got no confident in bisa and foa...
hope can pass it...
the others 4 subjects still ok...

these few days
super tired
almost spend most of time in sleeping
sleep...
eat...
then sleep again...
my life.....
feel like so boring and meaningless
but will be more meaningless once after the holidays start...

3 Subjects LEFT
^_^V

oNe sUbjEcT

finished one subject
still got 5 more to go...
hoo....
have to put more effort in coming 5 subjects
so that
i can pass all the subject

today
once after finished exam
wow....
is like super packed
the bus is like fulled until.....
especially wangsa and gk bus...
super packed
everyone is like rushing for it...
included me also
luckily
i manage to get into the third bus
if not
i think won be back that early...

Tomorrow
will be the
first day of final exam

sOrRY

do not know why
just feel like so sorry to you...
you are the one that needed to settle everything down
those bad decision that made by us needed to settle down by you also...
just feel so sorry about this
i know you are totally tired all about this
me too....
finally...
final decision was made...
although many things have been changed
but i really learned something after all this happened...
sometimes is hard to control my tear to drop down
but still need to control it...
i know you sure don't disagree with it...
but i know you sure know what i am thinking right??
somehow
i represent everyone who involve include me also say sorry to you...
it is still begin by me....

sEtTlE

finally everything was settle down in those unwanted way...
this is not i want actually
but is good also because Rm100 can let me see through so many things
is worth...
i can paid for it just to learn an experienced...
somehow
happy also...
because he is there be with me when meet problems
this is the first time i saw Ivan angry and really like no mood
every times
he can solve and recover very fast
but this time
needed one day,i think....
this is what i feel
maybe wrong
maybe right....

2 more days to exam...
really scare and afraid
i think this time i cannot put too many expectation in it...
really do not have too much confident
somehow,
i will just try my best in doing it
and you too...(you know who you are)
don't like previous semester,
study hard lo...^_^v

ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHO TAKING EXAM